Thank You
You came into my life,
On a warm Saturday night,
& said you loved me.
I told you of an X;
& you said he was a jerk;
& you wouldn't hurt me.

Were you "high" when you said that?

We dated for a very long time;
Almost a full year (in 1 month).
I thought about things between us;
& never said a word;
Just so you wouldn't get pissed.
So many time I thought of how it was possible;
To be seeing someone;
& yet not see me fact-to-face;
In 7 months.
But you were always busy,
Too tired,
Or had other plans.

I shouldn't have been so stupid!

Then, on this night;
A cold Saturday night,
You call me up.

Behold,  a cheating jerk!!
An asshole I kept trying not to piss off!!
A waist of my last 7 months!!

Yes, you were my fisrt kiss;
& yes you were my first french kiss at that,
But you hurt me.
You were "high" when you called;
You played games with me;
You hurt me;
& I didn't know weather to believe  you;
Or to blow everything off.
Then you finally got serious,
For a minute,
& told me of another.
A girl you have been seeing for 2 months.
If that wasn't enough,
You threw me instantly to you friend.
You wanted me to go out with him.

Did you even care about me?!
You knew better!!
Do u feel anymore?!

I feel blank;
Empty;
Like my tears, madness & happiness;
Have never existed.
You waisted my heart.
Sarcasticly speaking,
THANK YOU!
Copyrite, VervainIris '01