| I really don't know how to describe my poetry. 99% of it has to do with how I was feeling and what I was doing at the time of writing it. I have had some poems published and I will put an * by the name if it has. I hope you enjoy reading them... and PLEASE send me your feedback! |
| The Dream * As the knife slides along the skin, Of a throat, oh so thin. As the blood starts to fall, I begin to hear him call. I sit down to say hello, Across the sky my life glows. I say "Could you please stop now?" How could I die? How? I wake up with a start, In my throat I feel my heart. In my head this dream I will keep, As I fall back to sleep. |
| The Last Kiss You embrace me tightly Good Bye I weep Softly Good Bye One more last kiss Good Bye Knowing this is forever Good Bye.... |
| A Lifetime of Memories Life long memories of times gone by of laughing with friends and of crying goodbye. Life teaches that we're not fools Even if we sometimes break the rules As the golden years pass us by, The dreams of this class will still be alive Now the moment is gone as the days carry on But, the class of '94 Will live forevermore. |
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| Deppression Can you explain Why I am so plain Can you tell me why All I do is cry Life is so boring I just hate to get up in the morning So with all my might I scream out at night People tell me that they are my friends But, I just dont trust them They just dont care so why should I? Everything I say is true I am just so blue. |
| A living Hell The pain is a driving force wheeling it's way into my body unwanted yet there crying so much crying Tears fall like rain Oh, wont someone take away my pain! Medications get me high like a bird Flying, soaring in the wind kissing the sky Oh lord wont you let me die? |
| Passing Through This Life The girl sits contemplating not knowing whether to live or die looking in a mirror hating what she sees not understanding that beauty is only skin deep I guess this is my story always sad, always mad wanting to be know but, only a shadow |
| You are all I need When the night is cold You are all I need When the day is lonely You are all I need When I am down you are all I need When you are here I need nothing. |
| Beneath passion skies capture my heart and kiss me forever My love, my life, my everything We cherish the times we share with our hearts and minds we care an emerald fire burns deep inside Like hells under the sky A sweet ecstasy we call desire as our love goes higher and higher when the angels up in heaven call together we will walk down that bright hall |
| Little one Little one come and we shall have some fun jumping and playing all around ring around the rosies and fall to the ground When your little eyes become heavy and low when your little body begans to slow off to bed then you will go with a smile and a giggle your eyes open wide such a joy fills me deep insidd To bad I can keep you and call you my own for you are someone elses i only take care of you and then go home you have a mommy and daddy who love you so but, I love you too, more than you will ever know. |
| Deep inside I know that you are there The HATE, the GUILT, The FEAR I want to cry, scream, shout, die all I really want to know is why? What did I do wrong why do I have to sing this song? I am haunted by these thoughts I am haunted by the pain of all the stuff in my brain all I want is a sweet little child to call my own all I want is a sweet little child to take home |
| DayDreaming Looking out the window into the cold My mind wanders into a time not to long ago sweet childhood memories passing by so fast watching them fly away yet wanting them to last a baby starting out tender and small next a 5 year old growning strong and tall School has started with books galore then the boy who I much adorded becomeing a freshman was exciting and fun but soon enough highschool was done married and wanting a little one to come my way so I can pass these memories on one day. |
| My father Handsome out of the world wonderful adorable really cool daring deniable absoultly cool lovible exciting Jolly understanding notworthy kind individual neeto I wrote this when I was 7 years old for an english class. |
| The Love Between us (a song) (Chorus) The sweet words, the caring touch the passionat kisses they mean so much we stare into each other eyes there is a love there that we cant deny the sun rises and sets a day as beautiful as the day we met (Chorus) You tell me that you love me why? I ask I dont know you say I guess love is just that way (Chorus x2) Love, is just that way..... |
| Infertility Teardrops fall heart aches brain screams hopes die WANTS, NEEDS hopes, dreams disapointment loosing faith teardrops fall |
| Oh Goddess within Oh God within take my heart my soul, my skin I release myself unto thee as my skin starts to freeze save me from the world my brain, like leaves, twirls take me away take me away oh this earth I no longer want to be cant you see? cant you see? Oh Goddess within Oh God within take my heart my soul, my skin |
| The Storm Within Rain is outside Trying to get in Making me lonely Wanting a companion Thunder rolls, voices yell Lighting Strikes apon my soul something in my dreams not dreams, nightmares Crying, screaming inside wanting to escape yet not even trying wanting to die |
| The Undiserable Me To many people I only exist as a body not in mind They dont see me as smart Only a pork rind To some this would be awful to some this would be great but, as for me I take it as a sign of fate |
| My Friend I talked to a friend today who seemed very sad he told me about his day gone bad he lost his love and died inside I felt so bad, I cried I love this friend very much to the point that I miss his touch I am very sorry for my friend I will love him to the end |
| Good Bye Death is a part of life at least that is what they say So I guess a part of me died when you passed away Why do life and death have to be so confusing? Some people even find it amusing! All of the answers are hard to find When you loose someone so gentle and kind Oh God Why? |
| A Lifetime Of Dreams A beautiful young woman I see Looking in the mirror back at me A person so pure, sweet and shy Makeup streaking my face as I begin to cry My Ivory dress falls to the floor I straighten my veil and head out the door And with my father I walk down the isle Through my tears, at my mother, I try to smile I glance at my husband-to-be While he is gazing down the rows at me A lifetime together we started that day with the two little words that we did say A world of promises, hopes and dreams Never to be broken - or so it seems We try our best to suceed Only to find out to live our dreams Each other is all we need. |
| A Ghost Standing behind the church As I look upon my sister's grave A strange feeling passes through me like something out of a horror novel I look down at the withering flowers thoughts about the funeral weigh on my mind then, as tears streak my face I scream WHY out into space Such an awful way to die Murder! she was so young, so beautiful... Now she is just a ghost. |
| The Name of The Game "Gentlemen, Start Your Engines!" the anouncer shouts A roar comes over the crowd - they are cheering for their favorite, no doubt Two times around the track they go, Following the pace car at a speed so slow At last the green flag is hung And the race has finally begun These racers have so much fun When their engines decide to run Fifteen laps are over and the red flag sits "OH MY GOD!" a woman's screams emit Now, a hush hangs over the crowd As a car explodes fiercly loud Out of the pits, the ambulance flies In the blazing vehicle a young man's dream's slowly dies Alas, the memories of a loving husband remain for speed is the name of their game and the only thing that will stop these drivers from finishing is seeing their lives quickly diminishing |
| Falling In Love Let me in your heart and I'll give you mine You put a spell on me and I pray that we shall never part When you reach out to me With a love that will always be We are both a little scared There is no way we can prepare It hits us like a bat out of hell not knowing when we really fell I've Always been told I shouldn't give in I just can't help it I guess this is love that we are in |
| The darkest hour preludes the dawn I lay in bed and stiffle a yawn Alone in the dark with the wind in my ear Down my cheak falls a solitary tear Deep in a wood, back in a time when your heart belonged with mine you rescued me from the fall But, left me withthe wolf's call Haunting memoried suround my soul without you my life is empty and cold Back in my room,my pillow I touch Oh my darlin I miss you so much The rest of my life I shall be alone without a beloved to call my own |
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