it seems like I've lost myself again. I don't know why my life became what it now is. I don't know where I'm heading.
someone once told me I have a huge sense-sensibility conflict, so this site is me taking the consequences of this
(claimed) split personality.
if you want the nice, cosy version of me, turn right. the left side is for people who, like me, not always finds the pleasant parts of people the most interesting.