1------------------------------------ Only a memory You once meant so much to me now you're only a memory another soul who I gave my heart just to have it ripped apart You left me with a false sense of hope letting me believe that we still had a chance you left me with this feeling I've felt so many times before But dont worry, I'm fine I finally realized that I need to move on that's what I did and I'm just here to say you don't know what you lost when you threw us away 2------------------------------------ Only a memory part 2 From time to time I still think of us I wonder if we had the chance if we could truly ever last I realize that's an impossible dream cause you're just, a memory All that we had when we were together all the planning to last forever who would have thought that you would be nothing more than a memory. 3------------------------------------ She knows its her My eyes are burning I feel sooo on fire My stomach churning I'm on the wire Of a balancing act I might just fall I haven't a clue I'll stay in the stall Why should I Pay attention I love you More than I can mention 4-------------------------------------- Hiding... Shes the love of my life. I have this sensation. Shes my inspiration. Every time we talk. I get this feeling inside. Like we were meant to be. Why do I hide? I can't seem to let it out. I want her to know. I guess I'm to shy. I wish it would show. 5--------------------------------------- Why do you stare? So I see you there but why do you stare is it my eyes or my nose my ears or my toes do you like how I dress can you feel the distress I'm leaving tomorrow I don't want to go The tears come out I just want to shout what I feel for you Because I know its true I love you so Much more than you know but I can't let you hear because I want it to last You'll run away Like everyone past you don't even know me but still you stare It makes my mind race I wonder if you care 6-------------------------------------- The Mistake I remember the times, We had together. I remember how, We use to be. So much love, in each of our hearts. So many feelings, Left unshown. I made a mistake, For this I am sure. I miss her dearly, I let go too soon. Why did this happen? How come to me? If only I knew then, What now I can see. 7----------------Pattern--------------- I sit at a light anxiously waiting. I feel the power waiting to be unleashed. I sit there what seems forever, I am ready The light turns green my foot falls heavy. The rubber burns and im pushed back in my seat. Things turn black, when I wake I feal weak. All I see are white coats and dim lights. The power of the machine isnt always in your control. Short story ---------------------------- When I was a little one. Penguins knew that one day I would become leader of the resistance. They were always after me. Trying to kill me. I managed to get away from my childhood home because the lawn gnomes that were in the yard kept watch on me for the penguins. I was walking to the bus station to move out of the town when I just happened to walk upon this group of monkeys. Monkeys are against the penguins also. I thought it was a good idea to keep the monkeys with me so I did. I smuggled them on the bus since animals aren't allowed. As I was sitting on the bus I noticed something hopping out of the corner of my eye. It was a Mexican Jelly Jumping Bean. I have never seen one of these things in my life and I was quite surprised when it started talking to me. The bean was quite friendly so I decided to let it come with me. I now had 4 members in the resistance that were going to be trained. I got off of the bus in Chicago. Don't ask me why I got off there because I really don't know. It just felt right. Here I met a giant mocking bird which told us we should come to Schertz Texas. Now I still haven't figure out why i'm supposed to be here but since a giant mocking bird told me I should be, I'm staying until I figure out the plan of destruction vs the penguins.