I stood my ground.

I retained my championship.

I'm still the most violent, brutal, devastating fighter in Sin Wrestling.

It's going to take a lot more then most people have to get me to take a fall.

I've been trained to do this. My whole life I've fought to survive, just like I am now.

Honor? Respect?

It means nothing, it's all about being on top and staying on top.

I've had a lot of time to think about my life and the direction it's going. I'm making money, people hate me, I'm fighting, which is something I love to do. It's been a long time since I've been in a place where I'm content.

Happy?

No, but content I can live with.

Those minutes I'm in the ring, putting everything down on the line. They are the best moments of my life. I'm in the spotlight doing what I do best. The days where I'm idle, doing nothing, are just there leading up to the big finale.

They mean nothing to someone who lives in the spotlight.

Whether the people love or hate me means nothing really. It's a reaction from them. I'd rather have them find me repulsive then them having no feelings at all towards me. The more I win, the more they hate, the more they hate, the more they watch, just hoping that sooner or later someone just ends me. Any feeling is a good feeling, when the majority of the time you feel nothing.

What the fans don't know is.

No one at this point in time has what it takes to get over on me.

Flame couldn't get the job done, Billy Badson, Snoop Jackson. None of them had what it took to stop me from being a force in this organization.

I've moved on from the rift raft, I've moved on from pleasing people. I tried playing the nice guy, but it got me nowhere. People don't want that. People want anger, people want hate, people want to see what you are really feeling. They don't want a front, if you will. They want you to hate who you are up against. They want you to be angry, revengeful, and filled with hate. It makes sense really, the more you hate, the more violent you are.

I came out and delivered a beating to Flame, just like I said I would. He didn't stand a chance, sure, maybe he caught me off guard once or twice, but other then that. Everything went the way I had planned. He had no chance, not from any point in time during that match was he even close to keeping me down.

Until Flame decides to leave everything he knows behind and move on with his life. He'll be stuck in the same place I was stuck. If I didn't move on from the grip of people and needing them, like he does, I would have lost my title. But I didn't. I've moved on and stopped caring.

And because of that. He has got a World Title Shot. Because of me. I beat him and he got a World Title shot. If he would have won, he would be right where I am, which is not the world title, but it's something. It's something I take great pride in. The World Title has restrictions, you can't go all out. You can't brutalize people. With the lust championship, I can.

I'm not here for the glory and the fame.

I'm here for money and to hurt people.

I'm perfectly fine right where I am.

Don't think I haven't had time to asses my situation.

Because I have.

I know exactly what I'm doing and how I plan on going about it.

Time is what it all comes down to. Waiting for the perfect moment of execution.

When no one is expecting anything, you lay it on them and no one knows what to make of it.

People are always looking to be shocked.

Shock and awe baby.

Oddly enough, Eternity is just going to be the beginning of the end. It's new beginnings for Sin. We're back on TV and ready to put everything on the line. However, what everyone doesn't know is that it's all coming to an end.

Not the organization, not the wrestlers.

But the faith of the fans.

No one would expect anything from someone like me. No one expects me to come out on top of this match with Shane Donovan and Nikita. Two people who have been through and through with SW. Nikita especially. A die hard SW wrestler.

I've never been one for abusing women, but what needs to be done, needs to be done. She can prance around in her silly Halloween outfits and play silly little pranks on people, if that's what makes her feel better about herself.

She's on quite the losing streak and certainly needs something to take her mind off of it.

So what better then throw her into a match with Vincent Kane and the man that beat her last week, Shane Donovan. It's her chance for redemption. To beat on someone who she has never stepped into the ring with, and to get her revenge on the man who showed her up.

It's obvious this match has been concocted for her and her alone. I have nothing to gain by getting over on Shane Donovan.

Purity Championship?

Who the fuck cares.

Nikita has a chance to come out on top and get a shot at any title she wants. Myself and Shane have nothing to gain.

We're just the Cannon Fodder.