Flame has a world title shot.

I'm in a match just to avoid giving up a shot for my title.

It's hard to figure out how this works exactly.

I beat the living christ out of Flame, and he's rewarded?

I'd imagine it's because he's been around so long and has accomplished so little. It's his time I guess.

I won't complain too much, I think I've worked it pretty well.

I helped him.. Twice.

I got him that title shot and then he comes to me looking for advice. I'd say he's in debt to me, and who knows when that may come in handy.

If I learned anything from my old life, it's when someone comes to you with an ask. If you think you can gain from it, you help that person out. Then they are in your pocket until things are even.

All I see is possibilities from this.

However, I can't be too bothered with it. He has his problems, I have mine.

I guess you could say I had a bit of an episode.

A relapse.

I don't know what came over me, but I just couldn't take it. Everything felt like it was bearing down on me and I had to release. I couldn't wait till Eternity.

Wrestling keeps me from hurting others, it keeps me from hurting myself.

Really, it keeps me from hurting random people on the street. The people I hurt in the ring have it coming. They agree to do this and they get exactly what they sign up for.

I bring it every time. I don't hold back.

I can't hold back.

Quite a match has been put together for the first showing of Eternity.

Myself, Nikita, and Shane Donovan.

Three huge talents here in Sin Wrestling, but why?

Why are we in a match against each other?

I have no problem with either of these people. No real confrontations with any of them, yet here I am.

Quite random... Or is it?

I've been holding onto this Lust title for almost three months now, no one has even come close to taking it from me. No one.

Shane Donovan has just recently came into Purity Championship gold.

What has Nikita done?

Lost.

A lot.

So it seems to me that Nikita is just getting another chance to get back on her feet, because of her short comings. She can't get the job done, so the brass puts her into a match with two champions that she may have a chance to beat.

She can't get into the world title scene, so hey, let's put her into a match with the other two singles champions in Sin Wrestling. Win or Lose she has a good chance of getting another title shot.

Isn't that something?

It's amazing what being a female can do for you.

Drop to your knees, get a chance at a title.

It must be nice.

Ya know, "blowing" your way to the top.

Shane Donovan means nothing to me, he's just kinda there. Nikita is the target.

I'm not going to let someone just get shots without earning them. I've earned everything I have in life and I'm not going to let someone just throw all of that out the window and get these opportunities that they don't deserve. That isn't something I stand for and I won't let that happen.

Maybe it got to me.

Maybe her shots at my life and how things were got to me.

Bad move on her part.

Normally, I have rules against hurting women, but it's quite apparent you think you can run with the big boys, Nikita. You think you can handle it?

You've been in Sin for quite sometime and you've had your fair share of success. However, I'm not going to lie to you.

Everything you have done, has been nothing but a push over for you. You've been handed wins and titles throughout your time here. You haven't earned ANYTHING.

You are nothing.

You will always be nothing.

Just another women in a man's world.

You want to take shots at real life? You want to take it out of the ring? I can go there too.

If I'm not mistaken, didn't you get your brother killed? I don't know, maybe I'm hearing wrong, but wasn't your brother killed protecting you?

That must make you feel fucking wonderful. You let your brother die, right there in a hallway while you sat in front of a door and cried.

You're weak.

And a terrible person.

Now look at your other brother.

He's fucking insane, and you have him off living on his own.

Recipe for disaster.

Sure, you take him into your house and let him stay with you. But what happens when he leaves and decides to drink some ammonia.

He dies.

Why?

Because you suck as a person.

You're supposed to love these people and do whatever you can for them.

Yet you've killed one brother already, and on the way to killing your other.

You should look at your own life, before you take shots at mine.

Cunt.