Alone with my thoughts, I sit and I study Of what I've become and it causes much worry Much strife I have seen and a troubled life I have lead No one person can account for the maze in my head Abandoned by my parents, an orphan in pain I'd wait for their return with my sis in the rain But Matron took me in, cared for me, looked after me Put me with other orphans, made me part of her family Fragments of memories, Forgotten, remember again As we all train as SeeD students at Balamb garden And Matron is with us she serves as Cid's Mistress I don’t know it yet but I even knew my teacher Quistis I have tried all my live to let no one in To keep them protected from my secrets within I don’t mean to be rude or push people away I know what its like to be alone, I live it every day. Zell tries for hours to put a smile on my face But I turn my back on him and walk away from this place. I have been alone all my life yet I feel in my heart Something different is changing, something big is to start My eyes met hers on the crowded dance floor I felt so light headed, i've never felt this way before I had never danced before and I tried to pull away But it was only half hearted, I really wanted to stay Under the fireworks and moonlight we stood side by side Cheek to cheek hearing her breathing, feeling her heart beat inside She walks from me to talk to people she knows My tummy does flips and the lump in my throat grows I look up and my friends are all looking and laughing my way Squall has gone soft, I picture them say. So I walk from the hall and return to my room And gather my thought in the gathering groom Rinoa's face repeats in my minds eye Oh Rinoa, could there ever be more between you and I?