I don't deny I'm wrapped round her little finger kicked to the ground again and left to linger on the new shit that appears every day pushing me further and further away from the things i used to believe in hanging on every word she was saying I'm on the edge now, battleing the emotional flow But I can't be kicked down much more before I let it all go drowning in sorrow, fallen into a web of dispair I try to explain to her I still love her and I don't care but I do, it hurts to think she wasnt true my brain just can't handle the fact she was unfaithful I try to block it out but it once again starts to consume me burnt by love I dont want to let the pain get too much for me It's cold when your lonely, bitterly cold but theres was warmth in the Sue I used to hold the Sue I feel in love with The Sue I promised to always be with I'm not gonna abandon her now, I said I'd always be here The source, the cure of all my pain and fear In two minds I take a chance & try to talk I'm one of the good guys it seems senseless to walk leave her when she needs me the most She knows how I feel I said it all in my post we have an understanding, something deeper than people know we know things about each other, things we cant let go So before all hope is lost I hold her close and forgive Relenquish the pain and tears she never wanted to give I refuse to return them to her, she doesnt deserve it I said I'd never hurt her and I'm gonna stick by it The same way my friends stick by me and gather round The only real pain in this emotion struggle is when I bow my head down