Remember the times ya past me by, Thought I was gone in the wink of an eye little knowing that those words ya mumbled or the bird ya flipped me Was gonna warp my mind against me None of the things I was to say or do, Would never be enough I just cant live up to you Your high standards of being an asshole sowed the seeds of jealousy and allowed it to grow and fester, infest and take over my mind till I couldnt see nothing but the hatered inside of each and everyone of the people I'd meet from richer to poorer from street to street until it became to much for me to take and I spent every minute and hour awake a walking zombie of bitter regret lifes little loser, a past hard to forget. I see my past behind me all the jokes and laughs aimed at me I see my future in the pit of fire Giving life to this violent desire And so the pain in side my head would grow and give me headaches and make me wanna explode into a thousand million shards of glass and sharp stone the kind that rips ya skin right to tha bone I would stand for hours in the pouring rain nothing i could do would stop the pain until an afternoon on that fateful day everyone around me smiling, children out to play The sky was clear and the sun was bright gave me the feeling things would work out right but it only took a moment and suddenly it was there A flash of light stronger than the suns glare the sky grew dark and people ran and screamed I looked up to the horizon and i dropped to my knees A vision of the hate I become so used to became a mushroom cloud that rose into view a monolith of hatred that turned the sky grey A symbol that could be seen from miles away A million lives lost in the core of its black heart but others would die new life would start The city had fallen but it could be rebuilt Made out of the ashes of mankinds guilt