Ok guys, this was meant to be an expression of raw emotion when I first released it, but I got some e-mails asking me to make it longer. So, no promises, but here it is. This was my first fanfic so, please be kind. I own none of this. Please don't sue. I am a poor starving comic book artist. Contains yaoi implications and adult content. For mature readers only. Feedback is craved like chocolate. Please, send some. Special thanks to Lady AngelFiren for betaing. ^_^ "Paradox" #Why is it we play the games with ourselves and each other? How can following ones heart cause so much pain and confusion? Sometimes, you wonder what purpose really means. Sometimes, you wonder if you're really seeking happiness or sorrow. If sorrow, than when you get what you want, you feel happy, causing more sorrow, causing more happiness. It's an endless paradox leading to hurting yourself and everyone else around you.# #Is that what I see in those eyes, Heero, an endless paradox of pain and suffering? To be happy would make you not you. Would I then still love you so much, or is it the pain that attracts *me* as well? Is my purpose to entertain others in my plight, so that they might feel somewhat fulfilled in their empty shells? I take away the loneliness, only adding to my own.# #I am Duo Maxwell. I run, I hide, but I do not lie. ...Except to myself.# "Get ready." Heero broke off Duo's thoughts. Heero and Duo descended in their Gundams. Another task was complete, but Duo couldn't help but wonder, why? "Hey Heero, *whisper whisper whisper*?" "Nani?" "I said, did you know sucking dicks makes you deaf? Obviously you do from your answer." "Baka." "Heh hEEhEhehehheeee!" #Why do I always do this to him? What am I thinking? I do it ‘cause its hilarious. He is just so easy to annoy.# Duo got out of his cockpit and was immediately punched in the stomach by Heero. "What did you do that for?" Heero just glared at him with that death look. #I've gotta remember to ask him to teach me that.# *Duo grinned* "Did I strike a nerve?" Heero punched him again. "I'm sick and tired of your jokes and antics is all." Heero replied coldly. Duo stuck his tongue out at Heero. Heero punched him again. #The paradox continues on.# "If I wasn't sure, I would think you were getting off on this." Heero punched him again. #I'm wearing him down.# Duo thought smuggly. "Please sir, may I have another?" Duo asked while coughing up blood. Heero glared at him coldly. Duo grinned widely. ~~~~~~~~~ Bet you guys will never want me to lengthen anything again. Laters, plude