Okay, I just started this page, after puting in hours of work on the index page. It was a bitch sorry! Anyway, I had better save this and leave, Amanda just loged on and she needs some serious help with dealing with reality! Peace!
4/17/01:
2 days in a row, I kick ass. Okay, time to get serious, once again, Amanda has proven to me that she needs her head checked. It's a long story, I dont know if I should start at the begining, or just cut to the chace. I think I'll just get to the point, the rest should be pretty obvious. ..................................................(edited because some fuckers don't need to know) Sorry to be so damn blunt about it, but that's like the only way anyone is gonna convince you. You are too damn stubron sometimes, and most of the time, its not for your own good. I am gonna take off before I say something I really regret. Lates.
4/18/01:
Alright, a lot of shit went down tonight. Amazingly enough I talked to Laura, without a death threat. It was amazing. Although I'm still highly pissed off, I can live with it. I think we are on the road to burning our bridges and becoming friends again. I'm probably wrong, but thats what it feels like. I just wish that she'd realize that she can get away from everything in other ways other then drugs. She won't listen, she is almost just like Amanda, which really scares me. She is scared of herself, and she is scared of other things. It bugs me all to hell, there are other ways then slowly killing yourself. I dont know, no one has really ever listened to me, so im use to it, and i am starting not to care. I still care for her, weather she likes to believe it or not, but its the truth, and her, and everyone else should know me well enough to know that I DONT LIE, EVER!! No questions asked, I dont lie! I have to go now, lates.