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4-27-03 Limp Bizkit Boiler
Looks like I'm'a do everything myself, Maybe I could use some help, But hell, if you want somethin' done right? You got to do it yourself. Maybe life is up and down, (up) My life's been what to now? I crawled up your butt from hell. And that's when things got turn around. You used be alive, now you feel pathetic. But now I get it, What's done is done, Just leave it alone, and don't regret. Sometime- something- turn in-to dumb thing. And that's when you put your foot down.
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me? How could you do somebody like that, Dont you know that I'm never coming back.
Looks like I'm going to do everything myself. (everything myself) Maybe I could use some help, But hell, if you want somethin' done right? You just do it yourself. (got it?) Maybe life is up and down. But my life's been what to now? (got it?) I crawled up your butt from hell. (got it?) And that's when shit got turn around. (got it?) You used be alive, now yo so pathetic. But now I get it, What's done is done, I know, you just LEAVE IT ALONE, and don't regret. Sometime- Somethings- turn into dumb things. And that's when you put your foot down. (your foot down) Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me? How could you do somebody like that, Dont you know that I'm never coming back. Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me? How could you do somebody like that, Dont you know that I'm never coming back.
Depending on you is done. (is done) Giving to you is done. No more reasons, no sleeping, no living, It's all just what giving to you and I'm done. (and I'm done) Depending on you is done. (is done) Giving to you is done. (is done) No more reasons, no sleeping, no living, It's all just what giving to you and I'm done. (and I'm done) But hiding from you IS DONE. (is done) But lying from you is done. No more reasons, no sleeping, no living, It's all just what giving to you and I'm done. (and I'm done)
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me? How could you do somebody like that, Dont you know that I'm never coming back. Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me? How could you do somebody like that, Dont you know that I'm never coming back.
But why? WHY? (you've been some (???)) WHY? WHY? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
4-23-03 What makes a great b-day? How about, the day before, your grandmother gets diagnosed with Leukemia? How about everyone you who see on a daily basis forgeting its your b-day? How about your mother seriously saying "why did we even have him" (or something to that near extent) behind your back, but in ear-shot? How about your little faggot brother having to argue EVERYTHING you say, all night long? How about your favorite hockey team, ever, losing for only the second time in the first round, game 7, in over time, after having a 3 games to 1 lead, and 2 seperate 1 goal leads in the game. Sounds like a whole FUCK load of fun, huh? Envy me! On a high note, I got e-amils from just about all my friends, and a lovely guestbook post from my friend Scarlet! Thanks Scar! Okay, that does it for me. Bye.
4-22-03 Well, another b-day gone, and another day I'd rather forget. I'll file this one with the other 18 I have built up. Why does it suck? Cuz my family hates me. I honestly don't think they would care if I died. My birthdays always suck. I hope next year I'm living somewhere else, so I can just pretend that I dont have a b-day.
4-17-03 I honestly believe no one loves me in anyway. I don't know what I should do about it...any ideas? In other news...5 days...lets see if I make it.
4-14-03 Don't you HATE nostalgia? I HATE it! I can't stop thinking about the past. About opritunities I've missed. About specific people I let get through my fingers, and it's really starting to bug me. I would give my right testicle to go back to the begining of my senior year in highschool, and just start over! Of course retaining the knoweldge I have now. I'm stupid...very very stupid...
4-1-03 Another month, another entry. I've been doing good lately, wouldn't you agree? Well, in quantity, not so much quality. So anyway, the news I bring will probably hurt a couple of you, and make one of you mad. I am, back with Megan (R). So yeah, thats about it. Oh wait, I started school again today...BORING! I need a nap, being to school by 7:15 is no fucking treat, let me tell you. Gah, I'm about ready to die. So yeah, I'm just sitting here, talking to Justine, and Melissa. Being tired. Okay, I'm leaving now, goodnight... |
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