August 2003
8-31-03
     Missed the Mountain Jam...oh well fuck it.  Heres some Lyrics for you guys, may have heard the song on Insomniac Music Theater on VH1, I'll try and get the music on here soon.
Damien Rice
"volcano"

don't hold yourself like that
you'll hurt your knees
i kissed your mouth and back
but that's all i need
don't build your world around volcanoes melt you down
what i am to you is not real
what i am to you you do not need
what i am to you is not what you mean to me
you give me miles and miles of mountains
and i'll ask for the sea

don't throw yourself like that
in front of me
i kissed your mouth your back
is that all you need?
don't drag my love around volcanoes melt me down
what i am to you is not real
what i am to you you do not need
what i am to you is not what you mean to me
you give me miles and miles of mountains

and i'll ask for what i give to you
is just what i'm going through
this is nothing new
no no just another phase of finding what i really need
is what makes me bleed
and like a new disease she's still too young to treat

volcanoes melt me down
she's still too young
i kissed your mouth
you do not need me


8-28-03
    This weekend is gonna blow nuts.  As most of you probably know, the Coors Light Mountain Jam is at Red Rocks this weekend, and, since everyone I had planed on going with ditched me, I will be at home, missing it as well, thanks people!  Once again, nothings going my way, but i guess its as much of my fault as anyones, I put myself in the shitty situations, so I guess I'm just getting whats coming to me...  Maybe I should just stop talking to everyone in general...  Kendra and I have stopped talking...  Meh, her loss, my gain as far as peace and quiet go.  Um, I find myself being drawn towards someone who is great and all, but very involved, so very far out of my reach, of course.  Thats all I'm gonna say about that.  Thats all I'm gonna say about everything, I'm not in a good mood, so I'm gonna go.

8-23-03
     Happy B-day Andrea!

8-6-03
     Welcome to August everyone.  Sorry I have been skimping on my entries lately.  Not a whole lot going on though.  Um, Ms. Roeller IM'd and e-mailed me.  I've been composing a reply for well over a week now.  I think it's done, and Kendra thinks I should send it, but for some reason, I can't.  Um, lets see here.  Had the "family" trip to Iowa, and once again, it was a living hell.  It was more like the parents trip to Iowa and the kids for some reason tagged along.  But other then that, things have been...decent as of late.  Both Megan Smith, and Shannon came "back".  Megan was on vacation, and I guess you can say Shannon is too, but I hadn't talked to either of them in quite some time.  And then last night, the most kick ass lady I know *Scarlett* got on.  I haven't talked to her in a long ass time.  I missed her, and I am glad we got the chance to catch up, I just wish I would have been able to attend the party in IA while I was there.  Oh well, shit happens, maybe next time.  Okay, I think I'm done now.  Talk to you all later.