Death seems more inviting then this...
1/29/03
I feel like a total and complete failure, in everything...especally school. I totally suck at what I have chosen to do...I shouldn't even be in the class at all. I'm wasting my time, and everyone elses time by trying anymore. I think im just gonna stay home, and do nothing, because I will never succeed in anything, ever...
On a less happy note...I think my mother is pregnant...
1/20/03
Once again one of you has managed to prove their stupidity! You're probably thinking "ooookay....he's lost it" but infact it's all so clear. Ya see, every once and a while I get a rather disturbing IM from some coward ass pussy BITCH who has no balls, no guts, no brains enough to tell me who they are. I hate it when you fucking people do that. What are you trying to fucking prove? Come on, grow the fuck up, get the fuck over yourselves. This is the most immature behavior I have ever seen from anyone...this person should be shot on site, no questions asked. So here it is...my "conversation"!
Chatturgha666: Mortal scum
Chatturgha666: How dare you tread this plane! Such trash such as yourself should not be walking this earth!
NHL2133: that's nice
Chatturgha666: Oh how Ive regretted every minute of letting you out of your shit hole!
NHL2133: lol
Chatturgha666: But that is ok... For soon you will come to understand fear as I have.
Chatturgha666: Soon you will come to understand the frailty of flesh and bone.
Chatturgha666: To know the limits of mortal flesh. The pain... oh imagine the pain. So excruciating the pain will be.
Chatturgha666: You will cry and plead for me to release your soul from my grip.
Chatturgha666: Yes Mortal... I shall have many centuries of pleasure torturing your pathetic little soul once you have died.
Chatturgha666: Are you afraid yet?
Chatturgha666: Your not? Well now... you should be. To know that someone could be watching you.
Chatturgha666: To know that demons seek to claim your soul at night.
Chatturgha666: Wondering... fearing... not knowing if your death will come tomorrow.
Chatturgha666: Dear dear Joshua... The look on your face when you lie in my arms all bloodied and mangled...
NHL2133: coward
Chatturgha666: And there you shall spend the rest of your miserable afterlife... with you loving father to be with you forever...
NHL2133: i shall state it again...coward
Chatturgha666: And dont worry about him beating you. You will be in so much pain and agony that it wouldnt even matter anymore... Chatturgha666: But Joshua... dear dear Joshua... why couldnt you be a loving son? Why couldnt you just respect your father?
Chatturgha666: All he ever wanted was for you to be a good little boy...
Chatturgha666: Oh Joshua... poor boy... always in such pain...
Chatturgha666: Dont you hate life Joshua? No one loves you... isnt that so sad?
Chatturgha666: But who needs love anyways... love is just for the weak.
Chatturgha666: You dont want to be weak do you Joshua?
Chatturgha666: You wouldnt want to disappoint your dear ol' daddy would you Joshua?
Chatturgha666: I give and give all the love you can and what do you get in return? SHIT!!
Chatturgha666: So whats the point then Joshua?
Chatturgha666: Its not like they love you in return...
Chatturgha666: Take Megan for example... you thought she loved you... and look what happened.
Chatturgha666: She really doesnt love you Joshua... she never did. NHL2133: to which megan are you refering?
NHL2133: ???
NHL2133: well you coward?
So what does everyone think? Let me not forget to mention that this person had me blocked, so none of my responces were seen. Now this just takes the coward cake. So to whomever this person is, show yourself, come look me in the eye, and say what you have to say to my face. Don't be such a coward and hide behind your computer and your words. You seem to know a lot about me, so step up and prove it, cuz why would someone who knows so much need to hide from me? And to the rest of you, anyone who can tell me who this person is will get a cash reward. A very handsome cash reward. Thanks everyone, and "chatturgha666", don't live your life in fear of me...it wont get you anywhere.
All has been reviled. The "stalker" as we have come to know HIM, has finally grown up a bit (or so it seems). You're all probably dying to know who it was. Well that info you will have to ask me personally! This person is VERY sick, and ANYONE who can love this person needs help. To these people, good luck with your lives... As for the rest of you, I'll be in touch
1/9/03
Sup? It's been a whole day since ya'll last heard from me. Anyway, I was standing out side of school today, talking to a few classmates, and we were discussing females (of course) and the general agreement among the group...assholes always get the girl. Now this has presented me with a puzzling question...WHY? Greenday said it best..."Nice guys finish last" and how fucking true is that. No matter what, I always seem to come out on the bottom of things in relationships. I generally think of my self as a nice guy, and if I'm not, then I don't know what I'm not doing that all the other assholes are to get the females attention. Someone please tell me the secret, and ladies, tell me why you like assholes so much? Well, that's all for now, goodnight everyone!
1/8/03
Sup? It's been a whole week since ya'll last heard from me. Sorry, I have had nothing to write about. Infact, I really dont have much to right about right now. I'm just bored off my ass. And from what I hear from most of you, you too are bored off your asses. Okay then, that about covers it...talk to you all later...
1/1/03
Well its the new year finally. Seemed like 2002 went fast enough didn't it? I don't really know, it was all just a big blur to me. Grauating from high school (thank god) turning 18 (still haven't bought porn) moving from one Megan to another lol. Yeah, 2002 was...a year. Lets just hope 2003 is better.