June 2007
6-17-07
     It's hard for me to believe that even years after the fact, my relationship ending with Kendra still affects me.  Now, instead of fearing new relationships, I fear ending one.  I know how seriously it can affect a person when a relationship is ended, even when serious feelings are only felt by the one person.  But, sometimes it has to be done right?  Is there a way to end a relationship without seriously hurting the other person?  I'm not saying I am going to end my current "thing" but if I did, I truely fear how it would affect her.  Or how it would affect me, eventhough I don't have serious feelings for her.  I can't stand the thought of hurting her even remotely like I was hurt. 
Sorry for Kendra talk once again everyone...