I've come to realize and kinda accept the fact that I will most likely never have what I want. I don't really know what it is to be happy. I can picture a happy life, but I know there's a 90% chance I won't have anything remotely near what I imagine. I know I will never have a Viper, and probably never a wife or a house. I have no drive and no ambition, so how can I achieve anything? Everyone says I should be in school, that I am wasting my mind on car sales. I like sales though, no matter how bad I am at it. I've had a few of my co-workers have suggested that I start working for a high-line or exotic car dealer. A great idea, but you have to suck dick or really proven yourself to get a job like that. I haven't proven myself and I'm not sucking anyones dick.
I see so many successful people out there, and I have no idea how they did it. I know that most of them have worked hard for their success, but they also have good ideas to prove they are worthy of success. I have nothing like that, at all. Am I doomed for constant failure?