First day of school, lots of old friends to catch up with, it was good. I had a big day planed, but it was ruined by Greg wanting to put his car on e-bay. So that shot my afternoon to shit. On top of that, I get the feeling that andrea is pissed off at me, or ignoring me or something. She just acts like she doesn't want any contact with me. I guess thats understandable, our flirting was getting a little strong there for a while, and she is trying to make a marrige work, but I miss the fun side of her. Um, Kendra tried to contact me, but I didn't respond, cuz all she wanted was pitty again. Its funny how I exist when she has no one else to turn to, and don't when adam wants in her pants and joe wants in her heart. Story of my life I guess, I'm never more then just the "friend". I'm gonna go lay down now, I'm tired and kinda depressed. Talk to ya'll later.
9-20-03
AOL sucks balls. I had an update going eariler, and right as I was wraping it up I got disconnected, and at the bottom of my sign on screen it said that AOL had reset my connection, WHY? Anyway, I'll try and leave the same info I had last time, but with corrections cuz new things have come to light since then...
Nothing really is new in my life. I don't talk to much anymore, but I'll elaborate on that later. Um, haven't talked to Justine in a while either, she's got her school thing going on right now and so is rather busy, plus with the new guy Aaron, she seems to have no more need for me. Speaking of school, I decided to go back, yeah, that's right, Josh is going back to hell. Hey, atleast I'll be doing something right?
Here's the best part of my last week... I was driving around town looking for a fuel filter, and as I was passing King Soopers I saw an Aston Martin Vanquish V12 Coupe ($200k+) In the parking lot of checker there was a newer Toyota Supra ($30k+), on the way back home I was behind a Mercedes-Benz E55 AMG ($100k+), saw a Hummer H2 ($50k+) and the SRT-10 Viper at the Dodge Dealership ($96,990), THEN after I get done getting my oil changed at wal-mart, I drive by Golden Corral and there is an early 90's red RT/10 Viper ($55k+(used)). And to top it all off, the day before yesterday, on my drive home I saw another RT/10. Add that up, thats over a half million dollars of cars in 2 days. But my parents got the best deal, while on the highway they saw a new Bently Convertable which rings up at over $400,000. Crazy car week.
Okay, back to the Kendra thing, I haven't talked to her in over a week or so. I have kept tabs on her journal, and quite frankly, that girl needs to fucking get her life together. She's gonna hurt sooooo many people with the path she is taking, not the least of them being herself. She and Joe have gone their seperate ways, right back to eachother. Now correct me if I'm wrong, but if your going your seperate ways, doesn't that mean everythings pretty much over? Now they are conversating what seems like quite often (more often then her and I, and I haven't gone my own way with anyone!) That whole situation is a fucking mess, and it will get worse. And lets not forget Adam. I don't know what the fuck is going on there. From what I can tell its just a couple of horny teens wanting some ass. Kendra seems to have lost her edge, her grasp on life. She's slipping into bad habbits, bad habbits that die hard. I doubt I'll ever hear from her again, and that's fine, I am tired of being the one she turns to when everything else is wrong in her life, and then be the one she ignores when everything is going well. It's not fair to me. If she wants that kinda relationship with me its gonna cost her about 100 bucks an hour! I wish things between us we like they used to be, but they arnt, and I have no control over that shit. Story of my life...
I think that covers everything for this edition. The Avs and the Panthers bust the cherry of the Budwiser Events Center with a game tomorrow night. GO AVS! Alright everyone, bye!
9-11-2003
2 years, can you believe it? Where were you 2 years ago today? Probably in school much like myself. Sitting in orchestra class I was, walked out at 8:15am to a buzz in the commons, after hearing what had happened I rushed to my favorite teachers room to watch the events unfold on T.V. When I got there the first tower had fallen, and not long after i grabbed a front row seat infront of the T.V. the second one fell. Mr. Whitehead had a responce I will never forget... "HOLY SHIT ROG'" adressing it to Mr. Johnson next door, who was a Vietnam vet. After the events of 9/11 the nation rallied together to offer support and hope to those traped in the rubble where the towers once stood. We stood behind our troops and our nation as we invaded Afganistan to begin our "war on terror." And here we are, 2 years later with thousands of Americans stuck in the middle east for what? We invaded a country that had NOTHING to do with the 9/11 attacks, and that has proven to be of 0 threat to us (if we would have remained on home soil). Instead, Saddam got what he wanted, and Osama too. More dead, innocent Americans. And what do we have to show for our own actions of terror? NOTHING people, no Saddam, and especally not Osama. In two years our government has failed its people while feeding them propaganda. Monthly now we hear about new plots to attack the U.S. New "terrorists" are added to a growing list of "most wanted" almost daily. Steping up security at airports, and giving the people a color coding system for attacks is progress? I think not. The United States is still not safe, nor will it be until things are done to stop the treats against us, and not hollow threats such as Iraq, but real threats such as Al-queda. That's my take on things, whats yours?
In other news, my journal was down so I could fix some minor fuck-ups in my page names...nothing that ya'll would notice or even care about, but I'm anal so I had to do something. Time for bed, goodnight all.