Flight 814 - Part 2/4
Summary and disclaimers in Part 1

*****

Mulder hadn't been dreaming. In fact, he had been
watching Scully with her crossword puzzle for some
time, enjoying her concentration and enjoyment of
the simple challenges brought about by the game.
Then she had bitten that pencil. His breath had
caught as she carefully took the end of the wooden
stick into her mouth, just barely catching a
glimpse of her tongue as she caught hold of it.
Watching as her lips opened and closed around the
shaft. Delicately, sensually. And she had
absolutely no idea what it was doing to him. He
had turned away, closing his eyes tightly, when
she had nudged him. 

He hadn't heard her question over the music in his
ears, so he had had to take off the headphones and
ask her to repeat it. The flash in her eyes when
she looked at him could have been fear or
excitement, but either way, she had looked away,
embarrassed. He had answered her question, put the
headphones back on, then leaned his head on the
back of his chair, never taking his eyes off her.

She settled back into her 'work' with no problems
and finished to whole puzzle in no time. She
closed the magazine and put it back into the
pocket of the chair, then looked at him. He saw
her eyes widen when he realized he was staring,
but he couldn't bring himself to look away. Her
lips parted slightly and he held his breath. Then
she looked away. She shifted in her seat and
glanced at her watch. Heaving a big sigh, she
leaned her head back and closed her eyes.

He was positive she would have as much trouble
sleeping as he had, but he silently wished her
luck anyway.

**************************************************

THE SECOND HOUR

Scully turned to Mulder in the close confines of
their seats and stared at him. He looked at her
nervously. "What?" he whispered, surprised to find
his voice shaky. 

"Have you ever been a member of the Mile-High
Club?" Scully asked, her voice low, teasing. 

Mulder felt his jaw drop. "What?" he repeated. 

She gave him a slow, seductive smile. "You heard
me." She reached a hand over to his knee and
smoothly ran her fingers up his thigh. He felt his
leg muscles jump and tried desperately to keep
other muscles from tightening too much. "Have
you?"

He managed to shake his head 'no'. 

"Want to?" Her fingers had reached his upper
thigh, and she leaned further into him, cupping
him through his trousers. 

His hips arched involuntarily. "Scully," he hissed. 

"Mulder?" she practically purred, then squeezed
her fingers slightly.

"Mulder?" Her voice had gotten louder, less
seductive. "Mulder?" He felt a shove on his
shoulder and his eyes popped open.

"What!?" He looked over at Scully who was looking
at him with a combination of concern and anger. 

She looked down at his crotch, then met his eyes
with a blistering look. "You were dreaming," she
said, her voice flat. Then she looked away.

Taking a deep breath, Mulder felt his body relax.
Scully's glare, so similar to the one in his
nightmare, was more than enough to ease the
powerful tension that had gripped his body during
the dream. He wondered if he had spoken in his
sleep, or if she had just noticed his state of
arousal. Apparently, it had been quite obvious. He
closed his eyes and held back a groan. "Sorry," he
said softly.

Scully sniffed in response. 

He looked her. He knew she wanted to forget about
it, but he felt a need to explain himself. "Look,
Scully. I don't always have dreams like that, but
I AM male and-"

"Horny?" she interrupted. She looked at him out of
the corner of her eye. "You should be glad it was
me that caught you and not our friendly flight
attendant." She nodded toward Broomhilda, as
Mulder had taken to calling the old-biddy. "She
would have thrown you off the plane if she knew
you were having sex dreams about one of her
girls." Her voice had taken on a teasing note, but
there was still some anger underneath.

He chuckled at the image she inspired. Then
repeated her words in his head. "Wait a minute, I
wasn't thinking about..." He stopped himself
before he told her the truth. Maybe it was best
she thought he had been thinking about one of the
young flight attendants.

She faced him, a question in her eyes. "Then
who...?" She, too, stopped her question before
finishing it and turned away. "Never mind. I
really don't want to know."

'No, Scully. You don't,' Mulder thought to himself.
'You really don't.' 

Broomhilda was serving the meal, he noticed, and
was almost to their seats. Thank God Scully had
awakened him. He sighed heavily. Maybe, if he
tried really hard, he could get his subconscious
to continue that particular dream... when he was
safe at home tonight. 

**************************************************

Scully ordered only a light meal when the flight
attendant reached them. Surprisingly, so did
Mulder. He smiled and talked sweetly to the older
woman, and, not surprisingly, the woman quickly
warmed to him. 'What a charmer,' Scully thought. Was
that how he managed to get her to do anything he
wanted? By charming her without her even realizing
it? No. She knew he got her to do what he wanted
because she just couldn't say no to him. She had
tried. Oh, how she had tried. But she always got
caught up in his plans anyway. 'Admit it, Dana,' she
said to herself. 'As independent and capable as you
are, you are putty in Mulder's hands.'

With a roiling stomach, she began to eat, trying
not to recall how she had awakened from a slight
doze to find her partner breathing heavily and in
an obvious state of arousal next to her. She had
felt amusement upon first discovering his
predicament. But that amusement had quickly
changed to anger. Anger fueled by jealousy. Who
had he been dreaming about? She hated the fact
that she wanted to know. She hated that she wished
he would turn to her and tell her he had been
thinking about her. 

He wasn't eating much at all, which was very
unusual. She faced him again, looking at him
intently until he looked up at her. His eyes were
wary and he wore that familiar 'puppy-dog'
expression.

"What's wrong? Aren't you feeling well?" 

He looked back down at the tray in front of him
and shrugged. "Guess not."

A depressed Mulder was NOT a good thing. Time to
forget about her own concerns and cheer him up.
"Oh, come on, Mulder," she teased. "After the
dream you just had, you should be in a good mood."

He glared at her, and she leaned away from him,
shocked by the anger in his eyes.

"I..." She wasn't sure how to proceed. With
confusion, she turned away. "Sorry." Her whispered
reply sounded uncannily like the apology he had
given her only minutes earlier. 

"As much as I act like a perverted idiot on
occasion, I don't LIKE to have wet dreams in
public, Scully." He sounded as if he was speaking
through clenched teeth.

She felt herself blush and looked down at her own
tray. "I'm sorry, Mulder," she said, though she
wasn't exactly sure what she was apologizing for.
"I was just trying to cheer you up. I had assumed
that it was a good dream you were having."

He leaned into her. "It was," he whispered
harshly. "It was a VERY good dream. And I thank
you for waking me before I embarrassed myself in
front of the whole plane. But," he leaned back
again. "I'm sure you understand why I'm not
exactly happy YOU caught me."

Scully nodded. Of course. He was embarrassed that
she had seen what she had. Despite his
proclivities, Mulder had always been a gentleman
toward her. This situation had obviously gotten to
him. She looked over at him, still determined to
cheer him up. With a smile, she asked, "Are you
sure it's because I caught you that you're not
happy? I mean, wouldn't you be happier right about
now it I hadn't interrupted?"

He glared at her again, but it didn't have much
power to it. "Funny." He looked around the plane
casually. "You just remember that when I have to
wake you from a dream involving some cute
pilot...just so no one hears you scream."

Scully felt her face heat again. Had he ever
caught her acting aroused while she was asleep?
Had she ever slept soundly enough in front of him
to have had one of her erotic dreams about him? He
looked at her, a glint in his eye. She felt her
lips tighten, knowing he had just gotten the
reaction he had been hoping for. As he started
laughing, she reached over and slugged him soundly
in the shoulder. 

**************************************************

THE THIRD HOUR

Things seemed to get better after their small
meal. For several minutes, they talked about
nothing in particular, something she and Mulder
rarely did. And she enjoyed it. She liked
listening to Mulder's funny stories about his
years at Oxford, glad that he had had more friends
than Phoebe while there. He rarely mentioned his
ex-girlfriend, probably because he was aware of
Scully's aversion to the woman, and Scully
appreciated it. She also appreciated the fact that
he not only listened to her stories, but really
seemed to enjoy hearing them.

After they reached a typical conversational lull,
Scully teasingly leaned over to the man next to
her and tweaked his nose. "You aren't really Eddie
under there, are you?"

Mulder's eyes flashed at the mention of Eddie Van
Blundht. Scully felt like biting her tongue, but
she knew there was no way to take back the words
she had just said. "I'm sorry. It just feels odd
that we've traveled however many air miles we've
traveled together and never really talked." She
sighed and lifted the corner of her mouth in a
slight smile. "The last time I had a real,
non-serious talk with anyone about nothing was
that night with Eddie." Her lips twisted on the
man's name.

Mulder sat silently for a while. "I guess we 
really don't know all that much about each other,
do we?"

Scully shook her head. "I think we know all the
important stuff. I think you know me better than
anyone, even my mother."

"Yeah?" Mulder's voice sounded both skeptical and
happy.

"Yeah." Scully responded. "For example, my mother
does not know I have a tattoo."

Mulder looked away from her quickly, eyes
downcast. 'Great, Scully,' she thought to herself.
'Good going, bringing up another touchy subject.'

"Actually, Scully, she does know."

"What?! How?"

"I might of mentioned it to her. Once."

Scully just stared at him in shock. Then, in a
soft voice, she said, "When, exactly, did you talk
to my mother about my tattoo?"

Mulder sighed. "We talked a lot when you were in
the hospital fighting your cancer. She would
apologize to me about Bill and I would apologize
to her about involving you in all my problems." He
shrugged. "We ended up talking about some of our
cases, including the one you took on in
Philadelphia."

Scully was speechless for a moment. She didn't
know how to feel. She was happy that her mother
liked and got along with Mulder, yes. But... "So
what you're saying is you talk to my mother more
than me? Maybe you are right. We don't know each
other at all."

"No, no," Mulder argued. "I think you were right
the first time. We know all the important things."

"Oh, really?" Scully was getting angry again. For
no good reason that she could surmise. But it felt
good. "Then how come you won't let me call you
'Fox'?"

Mulder opened his mouth as if to speak, but then
closed it. He grimaced and turned away with
another shrug. "I just don't like 'Fox'."

"But you let others call you 'Fox'. Diana. My
mother. Women you've just met." She also turned to
the front, wondering why she suddenly felt near
tears. "But not me. The person supposedly closest
to you."

"Scully..." he started.

She turned on him. "My name is Dana. I'm not
Scully!" She was practically shouting now. With
embarrassment, she looked down. "I mean... yes,
I am Scully. Of course I'm Scully." She faced him
again. He was gaping at her, confusion filling his
eyes. "But I hardly even hear the name Dana
anymore. No one but my mother knows Dana." She
stood suddenly, glad she had taken off her seat
belt earlier, and looked down at her partner and
best friend. At the man she loved. "Especially
not you."

She sidled past him and made her way up the aisle,
eyes down, toward the sanctuary of the bathroom.

**************************************************

What the hell had just happened? One minute, he
and Scully had been having a fun conversation
about nothing, then she had turned on him. In all
their years together, she had never acted like
other women of his acquaintance. She had always
been easy to understand. Well...maybe not so easy
to read, but never really confusing him with her
up-and-down emotions like most women. 

He had learned long ago to never try and figure
women out; they were meant to be an enigma. But
Scully had been the one female in his life that
had been constant, unchanging. Dependable. Yes,
she had her mood swings. Everyone did. But she had
never done silly things like storm away in the
middle of an argument, like she just had. Only
they hadn't really been arguing, had they? He
didn't even remember saying much. Except admitting
he had told Margaret Scully about her daughter's
tattoo. Maybe he should elaborate and tell Scully
he hadn't told her mother she had also spent the
night with Ed Jerse. But he hoped Scully had
enough trust in him not to spread rumors about
her.

He leaned back in the seat, glancing at his watch
as he did so. Still more than an hour to go. And
now, Scully was pissed at him. Well, it wasn't as
if he had been in the best mood earlier, either.
After she had caught him dreaming about her
(though, she didn't realize she had been the
subject in his dream), he had been seriously off
balance. He had gotten mad at her for no real
reason other than the fact that she was totally
oblivious to his attraction to her. He wished she
knew, if only so she would broach the subject
first. What subject? Sex, of course. Could they
really change their relationship that much and
still be friends? He thought of the movie 'When
Harry Met Sally'. That movie had a happy ending,
didn't it? 

He turned in his seat to look down the aisle where
Scully had disappeared. One of the flight
attendants stood there, the petite brunette with
the Asian features. He smiled at her. She smiled
back. He tried to look past her to find Scully,
and moved into the end seat so he could lean into
the aisle farther. The flight attendant must have
misread his actions, because she quickly walked
over to him.

"Can I get you anything, sir?" Her smile was
bright. He could have sworn she batted her
eyelashes at him.

"No, thank you. I was just looking for my
partner."

"The red-headed woman you were sitting with?"

"Yes."

"I believe she's still in the restroom." Her smile
had dimmed slightly. "Is she your wife?"

Mulder shook his head, knowing where this
conversation was going. Usually, he was more than
happy to use up air time flirting with the flight
attendants, but he really didn't feel up to it
today. He found himself smiling back at her
anyway, some deep, dark part of him more that
willing to play with fire. That fire being
Scully's anger. "No. She's just my partner."
'Just'? "We work together." The understatement of
the century.

The young woman's smile brightened even more. She
leaned a hip against the back of the chair he was
sitting in, and settled in for a conversation.

Mulder gave as much attention as he could to the
lovely lady flirting with him, but most of it was
directed toward the back of the plane, where he
knew his partner was hiding out. She would be back
soon, he knew. She may have confused him just now
with her actions, but he knew she wouldn't hide
for long. If there was one thing he was sure of,
it was that Scully never ran from her problems.
She would face them head-on. Even if said problem
was him.

**************************************************

Scully took her time in the bathroom, even knowing
there was a plane full of people that might need
it at any moment. Damned if she was going to go
out there with smeared eyeliner and a flushed
face. The worst part was that she had no idea why
she had been crying. Mulder had hurt her plenty of
times in the past with his brush-offs and 'I don't
give a shit' attitude, but she had never run off
with her tail between her legs before. How was she
going to explain her behavior to him when she
didn't understand it herself? She would just
apologize and try her best to get them on a
comfortable subject. With a sigh, she left the
little room and turned to head down the aisle to
their seats.

One of the flight attendants was standing in the
aisle, leaning casually against the back of one of
the seats, laughing. Flirting with someone. With a
sinking heart, Scully walked toward them. She was
quite positive she knew who the woman was flirting
with. Her suspicions proved correct as she came up
behind the woman to find Mulder, smile on his
face, looking up at her from his seated position.

"Excuse me." Scully was amazed that her voice
didn't sound like ice. Because that was how she
felt. She slid past the attendant, who quickly
stepped in closer to Mulder's chair to make room
for her, and then turned her body to squeeze past
Mulder and into her window seat. She kept her back
to her partner so she didn't have to look at him.
Once seated, she picked up the magazine in front
of her and began to flip through it blindly. Her
arrival had obviously caused a lull in the
conversation. Scully couldn't feel one iota of
regret.

"Well, I better get back to work," the woman said.
Scully almost felt sorry for her, as her voice was
full of remorse. It wasn't her fault if she
thought Mulder was a very attractive man. If
Scully had been in her position, she would have
wanted to flirt with him, too. But, the woman's
next words wiped out any sympathy Scully might
have felt for her. "I'll talk to you later, Fox."

Scully would swear later that she saw red.
Literally. Never had she felt so angry or so
melancholy at the same time. 

There was silence for a while as Scully tried to
get her feelings under control once more. Tears
had begun to form in her eyes once again. 

"Scully?" Mulder's question was a bit tentative.

She was not ready. "Mulder, I suggest you not
talk to me for the rest of the flight unless you
want me to embarrass myself further be shooting
you and tossing you out the escape hatch."

"You wouldn't do that, Scully," Mulder answered
without missing a beat. "That would depressurize
the plane and put all these innocent people at
risk."

Scully's normal reaction to a quip like that would
have been an icy glare. Instead, she didn't move.
Didn't react at all. She couldn't. She was
absolutely convinced that if she looked at him,
she would break down and tell him she was in love
with him. She would tell him how her heart had
nearly been broken more times by him alone than
all of the other men in her life combined, and
that he never even realized it. Tell him how much
it hurt to know her best friend, the man she could
trust with her life, she couldn't trust with her
heart.

"Scully?" He tried again, his voice softer than
the first time.

She ignored him. 

He didn't try to talk to her again. And he stayed
in the aisle seat, away from her. 

That hurt more than anything.

*****

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