Still I have to leave, I don't know what I should say or what needs to be said, but still let me say something, still everyone have given me care, I can't leave without saying a word.
 
    I can't let go of the band, can't let go of too many people or things, but still I need to leave. Perhaps I could chooose to stay, I don't know, finaly gave into the pressure of family and reality. Don't know if anyone will say that I'm too easily influenced or too realistic, perhaps I am such a person, so I need to go, disregarding everything and left.
 
    Writting up till now I still dont' know what I'm writing, my brain is very confused, thinking that someone might say I'm too superfical, fake or something after reading these things, made me thought of that disappeared BBS, let them talk, I'm such a person.
 
    I still deeply love SA, like everyone else. Thinking that I'm leaving this band that I have given my soul and blood into, I don't know if I'm feeling sad or just not willing, I will bless my band mates from far away, praying that SA will become a success in soon!
 
Forever being regarded as one of SA's member, Nancy
Early mornings of March 15th, 2001