Author's Notes: Okay, this was to be the ORIGINAL
(exceedingly short) ending of CET, but then I read too many shonen
ai/yaoi fics at
"...Me revoici
Cherchant ton visage
Et je realize
Que je devrais en chercher une autre
C'Etait toi..."
- Billy Joel,
"C'Etait Toi"
He was silent for some
time. But then, when he next spoke,
heartbreak was articulated through every syllable. "Why didn't you tell me...?"
"I...I didn't want to
hurt you...I didn't want to push you away...and..."
"...And..."
"I loved you..."
"'Loved?' As in no longer..."
"That's not what I
meant..."
"I know...I loved you too...I
still do."
"Even after all of
this...?"
"...Yes."
"Why?"
"I don't know...Such a hurful thing love is, ne? I'll leave
now. I apologize for any problems I've
caused between you and your fiance..." The man turned and left, closing the door
quietly behind him.
"Gakuto..."
Laurette's voice was hollow in the unfeeling
emptiness of the pristine room.
"...Je t’adore aussi..." She
buried her face in her hands and wept.
*****
It was pouring, much as it
had been the day they arrived. With a
groan and a face at the weather, Ren opened the umbrella and strode
outside. Turning, he squinted up at the
gray building that was their hotel.
Somewhere up there was the rest of them, possibly even staring down at
him to see what would happen.
Ren sighed and, in a random
act of infantilism, jumped into a rather large puddle, spraying the pedestrians
with water. He grinned. God, he missed being nine...
Locating Gackt sitting alone
on a bench, Ren walked up to his "target," umbrella in hand before
shifting it to hold it over them both as a shield from the onslaught of
rain. "Daijoubu desu ka?"
"...iie..."
came the muffled reply.
"Why
not?"
"Why do you think?"
Gackt answered, spiteful. He blinked up
at the redhead through dripping bangs
Ren sighed and sat down next
to him. "So, she turned you down, I
take it." The other didn’t
respond. "Ano..."
"Ren, what have I
done?" Gackt cut him off as he buried his face in his hands. The rest of the lament was muffled by flesh
and tears and rain.
The redhead tried to focus
his thoughts. "...There’s always a
chance..."
"Not now," the
seated man replied, looking up at his friend.
"Not after this. She’s
engaged, Ren. She has been for six months...this
entire time we were here, she belonged to someone else. I was a fool to think...to even hope..."
"What are you talking
about? If that’s the
case than why is she--?" Ren’s reply was
choked in his throat as Gackt stood up suddenly, grabbing the shorter man’s
collar and shaking him repeatedly.
"What do you mean what
do I mean? Why is she what? Ren, speak!"
Going slightly cross-eyed,
the bassist grimaced and grabbed at Gackt’s hands,
tearing them from his lapels.
"She’s up there. In your room, waiting to talk to you."
"...I...but she..."
"-- tailed you soon
after you left her apartment and has waited for you in the hotel lobby from
eight this morning till now, beating himself up the entire time for saying what
she did, I might add. She must have left
right after you did and tried to chase you down. Though, I must admit, that’d be a feat
considering your driving skills..."
There was a moment of silence
before Gackt looked back at his companion, stunned, and inquired,
"She’s...here...?"
"Why would I jest about
something like this?" Ren sounded somewhat indignant. "She loves you. You honestly think she’d give up the chase
because some loser CEO? And with fear of
sounding romantic, love conquers all."
"But...I..."
"Stop second-guessing
yourself, Gaku. It's not
attractive."
"What should I
do...?" he questioned.
Ren answered,
"Personally, I'd run up there as fast as I could - the elevators take too
long - then I'd go into the room and grovel and thank her and God for giving me
a second chance. After a substantial
amount of that, I'd talk to her and tell her how much I love her and give
everything I could give her, everything she wanted, everything she'd
take." Ren stood, then, Gackt's dark eyes following him. "But that's just me..." The petit man turned and walked away,
splashing in the rain water.
Gackt sat stunned. As he watched Ren make his way back to the
hotel doors, he called out, with rising concern, "What about Masa?"
Skidding to a halt at the
glass doors, Ren turned back to look at his friend, his countenance dark. "The matter has already been
resolved," he stated vaguely and went inside.
Tipping his head back and up
to the sky, Gackt let the rain patter upon his face, cleansing his soul and
mind. Standing up, he walked into the
hotel.
*****
Cha plopped down beside Masa, whose melancholy mood had not lifted since two days
before. "Daijoubu?"
"...I will be," the
other replied, not looking at the elder man.
Cha’s voiced dropped as he
looked passed You and Ren, who sat opposite them, at
the back of Gackt and Laurette’s heads. "When are you leaving?"
"I don’t know. I wanted to finish the work on 'Moon' but
after that..." Cha nodded, looking
away. "I just...need some time,"
Masa concluded, smiling sadly at the couple a ways
away.
Laurette's head rested on Gackt's
shoulder, their arms wrapped around each other.
Pressing their lips together in a sweet kiss, Laurette’s
hand came up, brandishing a gold band. Forever bound
in love.