Author: Vix
Email: Vix_Chic@h...
Category: Kyle POV
Rating: PG
Summary: Kyle’s thoughts after EOTW.
Disclaimers: I own nothing and never will.
Spoilers: Everything ever played. Just makes it easier. (End of The World)
Author’s note: This really sucks, but if by some grace of god you actually
like it please feel free to feed me!
I lied.
I did get flashes from Max. They had scared me at first. It had felt
like an intrusion of my mind.
It had felt… alien.
She had asked me when we were in bed together whether or not I had seen
anything from Max when he saved my life a few months back, and I had lied. I
did it to protect her.
She said that she needed to get rid of Max and I had a feeling that if I had
told her what I saw she wouldn’t be able to go through with it.
I saw things from him that surprised me.
I felt what he felt towards her. What he felt went beyond love. He cherished
every little thing about her. He loved her hair, her eyes, and the curve of
her lips. He loved her whole.
I even felt the pain he had when she was shot. I saw her fall to the ground
and I felt pure terror rip through my body. That is something I never want
to be put through again.
That alone was probably the most painful thing I have ever experienced, or
maybe it’s the most painful experience of Max’s life instead. I’m not sure.
I lied to her and usually about now a sense of guilt would wash over me, but
the guilt has been embedded in my mind since I saw Max’s face.
He wasn’t angry like most would be. He was heartbroken. Why wouldn’t he be?
He looked more than betrayed though he looked destroyed.
I couldn’t imagine what it must have felt like, but if I ever get shot again
I have a feeling I’ll get to feel that pain too.
It was best I lied to her. Wasn’t it?
I guess only time will tell, but until everything is done and said I will
carry this guilt with me.
But I can handle it.
After all I lied to Liz; I can lie to myself, for a while.
The End