I told you,"She's the one you want-not me." You listen gracefully then turn your back on me. We fought for hours on end, remember? You said I was wrong and I denied it. I kept telling you I knew that I was right; Strangers stopped and stared-watching us fight. You said you loved me and that your heart was mine. You said you'd do anything for me, anything at all. I cried on the inside and let the world know I was sad. I also wished that I had just gone on and not made you mad. All my life I'd had to compete for so much; And all my life I'd lost every time no matter how I had tried. You swore to me the moon, the sky and the stars above. You held my hand and softly whispered, 'It's you that I love." I can't help the way I feel. I've always been this way. It's nothing I can change, I'm sorry. You said that she was a friend and nothing more. Part of me believed you and another part wasn't sure. I had heard how you wanted her in the past. You kept after her but she kept turning you away. I should have known that things are best left unsaid; Words do nothing but hurt and cause people to be misled. This could go on forever because there is so much inside my mind. It would be a never-ending battle between you and me.