Picking nails and facial sores.
Indifference is growing and weight is falling.
Search for the fix that just doesn't live up.
This is my meth, this is my death.
Alarm bells ring. Where's my other shoe?
This is what I wore yesterday.
Maybe I'll fix my hair tomorrow.
Now where's his number? I've got to
Get two hits today.
Is this what I had on earlier,
Or have I changed already?
Why can't I find his number?
I thought it was on the fridge.
Skip lunch, smoke a cigarette.
Shouting only makes it worse.
Bring me disappointment that never leaves.
This is my meth, this is my death.
This is the only place that really knows me.
My family hates me when I drop by.
So I'll stay inside this holiday.
Maybe I'll give him a call
And let the time slip away.
I need a haircut.
Did I wear this yesterday?
I'm gonna sell my car,
I never needed it anyway.
Show me how to beat this shit.
Faking a change doesn't cut it.
Nevermind, no one loves me anymore.
This is my meth, this is my death.