Knowing Certian Things

guess it's just me
and i'm all alone here
waiting to pick up the phone
wanting to hear you say
"it's haircut day"

guess i knew
life wasn't very easy
just never knew
it would be this hard

i always saw you
in such a beautiful way
soo strong and soo barve
and i know you would say
"everything will be OK"

and i know
i'm not suppost to need that
but sometimes i sit down and cry
because i know
it's not all happy things
not all great people
get great things

guess it's just me
wondering if i'm being punished
for all the ways
i tried to deny it

guess i was just wondering
when you would call
and say
"everything's gonna be OK,
so go do happy things"

but now i know
it doesn't happen that way
one day i wake up
and nothing's the same
but you would say
"don't worry 'bout me,
I'll be OK"