Hope Beyond

Can't I have that hope?
That there still may be something pure?
That there is still some loveliness,
some innocence,
something taintless,
somewhere?
Can't I dream that something unblemished still remains?
Something spotless,
something lily white,
something I can touch, purity, absolute?
Can't I desire to see something celestial?
Something radial,
something raptureous,
something untouched?
Can't I have that hope, in this world of scarlet?
Can't I sit in bed at night, wishing?
Can't I?
Or are you going to take that away from me also?