Insecurity

They hold hands,
mine at my side.
They take walks,
I stroll alone.
They talk and laugh,
I reminisce of good days.
They go out and live life,
I wish life's end.
Always they think about eachother,
aimless thoughts fill my head.
Future and aspirations are their's,
regrets and underachievements mine.
I envy,
they are close.
They kiss,
I cringe.
They experience life together,
I,
alone.