Processes of change: the transition of EbbWorld
--As you’ve probably noticed, the updates at EbbWorld have been lacking as of late. I’d like to give you some excuses, but you probably won’t believe me so I won’t. I will let you know that EbbWorld is undergoing some major changes both emotionally, spiritually, and technically.
• Technically speaking, EbbWorld 2.0 is only days away from being launched!!! Through collaboration with the intrepid and well known web media company, C/:Straight Media, EbbWorld’s true vision is being manifested in new and fresh ways. Gone are the chaotic and amateurish designs and infrastructures you’ve come to know at the current EbbWorld. But still here are the insightful, thoughtful, and life-changing (ok, I’m stretching a bit) content I’ve provided in the past and will continue to provide in the future. It’s a new day for EbbWorld and the times of change a soon at hand. You can peak on over at my new domain, www.ebbworld.com, to check out the future of things to come. Believe me when I say that you won’t be disappointed and I think you’ll be pleasantly surprised. And please tell all your friends and family!!!!! Get the word out :)
• Spiritually speaking, EbbWorld (my, Keith’s, mind, soul, and heart) is entering some new domains itself. Over the past couple of weeks wheels have been turning in a couple of my close friendships and events are taking place that I didn’t really expect, but welcome. I’m starting to get involved in two new fellowship type groups of guys that even in their early stages have been very fulfilling and a nice breath of spiritual fresh air. Where these fellowships will go, hopefully Rivendell or maybe Mirkwood, I don’t know, but I can honestly say that it’s nice to have fellowships of this sort, where guys can be real and vulnerable, and where we can crack open the Word and suck out its meaning and relevance to our lives.
• Emotionally speaking, EbbWorld has been going through a sort of tough time. People usually are confused and even dumbfounded why I purposely put myself through this, and that can be disheartening because I could use some encouragement, not darts of doubt. Yes, I have purposely set certain things in motion, or non-motion I should say, but I haven’t purposely tried to make my life miserable. Not that I’m miserable, I’m just sullen I guess you could say. I’m lonely, i’m confused, and I’m afraid in certain ways also. I know I’m being completely ambiguous (though a couple people will know what I’m going through) so I’m sorry for that but the story is too long and too complex to hope to cover in one random thought. Basically I feel as if a part of me is missing, but I can sort of still feel it, I guess like when people can still “feel” the physical limbs in which they’ve recently lost. I don’t know though, maybe it wasn’t my right to have in the first place... Either way, it’s gone and it’s not a good feeling. I guess, like the people that lose real limbs, I’ll have to learn to get through life without it. And I guess like them I have no choice for a limb cannot grow back....or do I?
These are the emotional issues at hand...