So Lonely

A massacre of the heart,
a slash to the soul.
An insecurity beyond belief,
a doubt that I am whole.

Bleeding feelings,
frenetic emotions,
forlorn speculation,
distant devotion.

I am so lonely,
the tragedy of humanity has overcome.
It drives me to insanity,
beats in my soul like a broken drum.

Save me from this perdition,
this torture of want.
They walk by me everyday,
I can't escape this endless hunt.

Why did you allow this,
why are we so frail?
I want to be strong,
but I ail, I ail, oh I ail.

I cannot win this battle,
I know I've lost in advance.
But do I wave the white flag?
Do I conform to this, this trance?

Oh I'm so lonely,
my soul aches for someone by my side.
Time passes by,
though I still run and hide.

My decrepit heart lacks courage,
my battles end hastily.
I fight them with no honor,
I fight them lonely.

The road ends soon, I hope, or do I?
Or could it be, just maybe,
that she may be near by?