Are you mine? Am I your's?
Look at our life, with all these wars.
How can I find any hope?
How can I learn to cope?
Together we were, but now we're apart,
gone away forever, with a broken heart.
Go away and forget,
how we fell into love and first met.
I don't care, I don't need you.
I hate you now, I wish you knew.
You left me here and made me cry.
You left me here and said goodbye.
Whatever, I don't care.
You suck,and life's not fair.
Leave me, and go away,
get out of my life and stay.
You broke me and made me hurt.
You made me fall in the dirt.
I'll get over you some how,
so screw love, screw life, I hope you die now.
What does it mean?
So meaningless it seems.
What's the point I'm supost to know?
All these problems you let go,
something seems so wrong with that.
I feel walked on like a welcome mat.
Everything seems so fake,
are my eyes just closed, am I not awake?
Cause sometimes you seems so far away.
Sometimes it seems like you don't care about today.
I'm puzzled and asking why.
You, there are days I want to deny.
Do you listen when I cry?
DO you care if I die?
I don't get your way, your reason.
I don't get why you sent your Son.
I'll aslk my questions, will you answer me??
Or will you let me wonder, let my questions be?
I'll tell you my anger my fear and doubt,
I'll ask my questions, scream, and shout!
God, are you there?
Do you answer... will you dare?
I'm so confuzed my head is floating in words and thoughts.
I'm so dizzy, yet I can't fall down.
I'm spinning around and around.
My body aches and I feel so ill.
Going around and my guts to spill.
What to do how to get out of this mess?
This situation, how to address?
Feeling sick and real blue,
got nothing to say, nothing to do.
Why why why?
These problerms I want to deny.
Leave me alone,
should I change my tone?
Will things work out for the best?
Or will the problems never rest?
What's to gain from all of this?
Craze, chotic, mess, and blis!
Oh the feeling will never end.
They go away then start all over again
Hurt and sad,
yet feeling a little glad.
Learning and being taught,
an inner emotion being faught.
God being number one,
with struggles yet to come.
So much to say,
really depressed today.
You I want, and can not take.
My heart in two did break.
Wanting to please my Lord
yet feeling like I'm falling to a sword.
I miss you more than ever,
to take for granted never.
Today I'm learning a lesson new,
and learing about real love too.
Thanks for all you've done and said,
and to were in my live you have lead.
Stand strong, and pressing on,
holding and clinging to our bond.
Wednesday will come sooner than late,
and with that a new happy fate.
Look up wth a smile, jump with joy
cause you're a very lucky boy.
For you have a girlfriend and a mighty God,
you know yourself, you're not a fraud.
Changing priorities is not very fun,
but life will be better when it's done.
I love you,
and every little thing you do.
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.