| Song For My Addiction Copyright Carrie Ferguson 2005 I've got this hole, it's bigger than you see I had a heart but it fell off of my sleeve I want to run but I can't seem to leave I try to sing but I can't even breathe Hard to stand still when your body's itching Hard to look honest when your face keeps twitching Give me a name for this terrible affliction And la la la la la this is a song... for my addiction I've got some courage, it's fear that makes me brave I made my bed now I'm digging my own grave Thinking is like drinking, just take one more sip Listen to your head and your mind will start to slip Hard to be nice when you're feeling this aggression Hard to look happy when you're stuck in this depression Give me some kind of positive expression And la la la la la this is a song... for my obsession Hard to be present when you're listening to these voices Hard to decide when you're plagued by all these choices List your credentials and I'll list my diagnoses And la la la la la this is a song... for my psychoses |