The Rants and Ravings of Mad Men....2!!!!!
The Ranting Continues....send your rants to me and I'll put them up here!
Mira's Rant(12-09-03) I am writing another rant*sigh* I have now turned into the boutossai once more *smile* I look quite pissed today....I feel a little like that but when I talk to someone I don't....I really feel like Kenshin....enough of this drivel....I am now limited to two hours a day online and it kinda sucks....today I have a lot of work to do for the site but the good news is, I can become an Advanced Warrior! Woohoo! I feel a little enraged....but I do kinda everyday....I just don't show it....I feel hard, and uncaring. I bet I look that way too...I had three freaking dreams today, three! I haven't had three in a row for quite some time now....Brittany looks better....I'm glad....very glad....I am writing this in Civics now,all the bastards are freaking out just because it's fucking snowing....sorry....i'm just a bit pissed....The joke continues*wink* Apparently, today is suka day...."suka" is russian for Bitch....one of my friends suggested it....I plan to be very silent today....except I might say hi to the saga writer and see how she is doing....I probably won't talk to her long....I feel quite empty but I know exactly what I must do....it's kinda nice but....the alternative is good too....I am the heartless, souless, unrelenting, ruthless, backstabbing, manslayer, Boutossai! I am getting madder by the second....I kinda like this emotion....I have held back anger for very long....it feels good atleast looking really pissed off....most of the time I just do it to make people leave me alone or it looks like i'm pissed when i'm just thinking deeply....my hand is getting sore....damn, this is a very nice pensil....good eraser too....I think i'm reading too many G/V Romance fan fics (G/V= Gohan+ Videl) running out of space, I doubt there is more I want to put down....I wanted to talk to Flora yesterday...she wasn't there....damn....maybe today....I feel incredibly pissed!(Hey, count the number of times I have used the word "pissed") I can't take all this stupidity anymore.....Brittany.....I feel like i'm about to start bursting out poems, really mushy, anguishy, tragic poems....that is my style....tragic....in my story I am trying to steer away from that....this is going to be a long one....I need more paper....I draw all over my stuff.....all my school stuff....final flashes, kamehamehas, quotes, pictures of dinosaurs decapitating each other....it's quite gruesome.....I wish I could show all of you.....on to a new page! I feel like crap....ultimate crap....I bet only one person reads this.....that sucks.....I guess I can put anything I want.....meh....in class we are talking about donuts....Freaking donuts! This is very boring....my thoughts are finally empty, all I have is a little hatred....I bet I could look at Brittany and be filled with thoughts....remember that picture she gave me? (she gave me this awesome Dbz pic) my mom tore it up....I was going to keep that forever....it meant a lot to me....an aweful lot....brcause she gave it to me....a show of kindness....all gone....I feel more depressed than pissed....I shall keep ranting....I have written quite a bit of there.....I fear I might not talk to the saga writer in class anymore.....that sucks....a lot....I fear I gave her too much work and responsibility. He is now selling the donuts....Brittany bought them....isn't that slightly amusing....and he got out more donuts....bastard....i'm sick of this....I hate this class....I don't know why....I just hate it....arghhh....lunch is next....I might keep writing or I might stop....only time will tell....see ya....in lunch I mean....we get school off! woo! ask me later!
Brolly's Rant(12-10-03) Some times a wonder , would people care if I just went some where and never came back . If I was to die today who would be at the funeral?? Would my friends be there?? I know my crappy family would be there, but would my friends care? I dont plan on dieing any time soon. I wonder if any one from school would cry? If i would die , I wonder what heaven would be like ? It better not be bunch of clouds with people playing harps their whole after life. That would suck balls . I'm thinkin every one would have their own realm that was customised to their own demand. They could be what ever they wanted to be. Litterally, In real life i'm not brolly(well no shit sherlock), im just some teenage punk. In heaven I could be brolly or any one I wanted to be. My life is "fine" by my moms standards . Really this god guy is really some one else . I'm not tryin to preach religion . What ever religion your are (not goths cuz they end up in hell)were all gonna end up in the same place at the end. Seeya next rant. ADIOS
Mephisto's Rant(12-09-03) RANT This will be the last normal rant I do in a while as I have decided to do a short story about my character Mephisto and the past that I have created for him, ad why he is struggling to remember his own past. And as I begun to right this I have realised that I have taken the character from the anime Demon City Shinjuku (or monster city as it is more commonly known and will hereby be referred as) and taken only his personality and appearance I have created a completely different character based on my own twisted mentality which I am reasonable sure Monster city fans may try to hunt me down and kill me for it, but in the unlikely chance they?ll read the story I?m reasonably sure they wont be able to find me and remove the parts of me that I am most fond of. Basically the story will involve Mephisto?s loss of power and the creature that haunts his nightmares. Truly is I hope that one day (far, far away) that the enemies in this story will make there way into the excellent R.P.G. that Mira has created and bring considerably more depth to the Mephisto character that I have created. The story is written in three parts so that they can each appear as rants, please don?t expect some great work of literature I am very much an amateur writer and your criticism is welcomed on anything I write as long as its not just basic abuse and you actually have a point to make (or just love me I?ll always accept pointless love mail {and jokes they?re good to}). The three parts of the story I?m warning you were written when I was very ill and existed in a delusional state caused by very high temperature. But I?m in the same state as I type out this rant so it can?t be that bad can it, really. (Thank the computer Gods for spell check) So in conclusion next 3 rants involve gibberish about Mephisto?s past. If you have creative criticisms about the story?s then e-mail me @ prezgfish@hotmail.com or get me on AIM my user name is on Mephisto?s page it?s also here PREZGFISH. If you are a die hard Mephisto fan and you want to end me please ignore the above info regarding my contact, I actually have no computer or internet access in fact this whole thing never happened it was all a dream just a horrible dream. Squirrels remain evil and I have done almost no Christmas shopping. I am also enjoying the delusional state my illness brings but then I?ve also been called a masochist. (Bloody hypocrites) Mephisto Out.
Mephisto's Rant/Story(12-13-03) LATE, my fault, Gomen! Part one of three Palace Guard: Lord Mephisto, the man you sent for has arrived Mephisto: then show him in immediately and then go home and see you?re family you won?t be needed the rest of the night Palace guard: certainly lord, thank you. The guard goes out to the lobby and directs the young warrior to the central chamber, as he enters he sees wonders that he never thought possible he had heard rumours of the champion?s inner sanctum but never believed them to be true. Mephisto: so you are Sirus Sirus: yes my lord. Am I to be punished for my acts? Mephisto looks toward the young warrior still so unaware of the world around him and the power available to him, how he had laughed when the elemental masters came to him and demanded the boy be made an example of, they wanted him stripped of all power to made unable to fell the strength that lay within, Mephisto however had a very different idea how to make an example of him. Mephisto: Yes in deed, you are here because of the acts you committed and it was the elemental masters that demanded I deal with you personally as to set an example, and an example will be made. Sirus: I understand my lord my actions were rash and foolish, I never should have done what I did. Mephisto: if you were given the opportunity, to go back to 3 days ago how would you act? Honestly? Sirus: lord to be honest I would do it again; I still believe what I done was right. Mephisto: As do I Sirus, as do I. which is why I have this for you Mephisto goes to the table behind him and lift up the large silver case and hands it to Sirus Sirus: Lord Mephisto? Mephisto: well open it, its impolite to refuse a gift Sirus slowly opens the silver case to reveal a crimson rapier, almost an exact replica of the Crimsona blade which the captain of the royal guard wears Sirus: my lord it is a thing of beauty, it?s just like the Crimsona blade Mephisto: (Laughs) Young Sirus it is the Crimsona Blade Sirus: but ? lord ? the Crimsona blade can only be wielded by ? Mephisto: I said I was going to make an example out of you Sirus: my lord? Mephisto: don?t be surprised Captain Sirus, Captain Archon retired gracefully a month ago, you are the perfect replacement for him. Sirus: My lord not to question your judgement but wont the elemental masters try and stop this from happening? Mephisto: Of course they will, the captain of the royal guard is always hated by the elemental masters, and they cannot overturn my decision, and seeing as you already have the Crimsona blade, there is nothing that can be done. Your actions although condemned by the Elemental masters, were necessary if you had not taken the opportunity and acted when you did, I at this very moment would be battling in the streets against the host. To the loss of many of the lives I am sworn to protect. Sirus: I can hardly believe this is real I thought I was coming here to my doom but instead I am given the highest honour imaginable, I am unworthy truly but if you believe in me lord then I can only hope that I can live up to your expectations. Mephisto: oh don?t worry Sirus you will. Now outside waiting is a member of your guard he is to take you to be fitted for your new armour. oh and one last thing get to know that blade well it wont be long before the elemental masters figure out what I?ve done. Sirus: Yes Lord Mephisto.
Mephisto's Rant/Story (12-13-03) LATE, My fault, Gomen! Part two of three Captain Sirus: Men today we are faced with one of the greatest threats our world has ever seen, our greatest fears have been made material Pandora?s box has been opened and its up to us to stop the chaos consuming the nation. Men today we fight not for ourselves, not for the kingdom, not for the elemental masters, not even for the great lord Mephisto who as we speak risks his life for all of us. No this is our time this is our destiny this is the reason we are alive, today we fight for our world for our souls and for the future of our people, we must win so that our children?s children may live in the world that we love, not a world born of chaos and destruction but a world of hope and harmony. Today we shall send the demons of Pandora back to the abyss, and we end it for all time, so that never again will the shadow of chaos spread across our land (Sirus draws Crimsona and points her toward the battlefield). Today men we FIGHT. FOR THE FUTURE. The Royal Guard: FOR THE FUTURE Meanwhile in the now barren fields Mephisto: I never thought I would live to see the day Pandora: What, the great champion Mephisto never believed that his precious world would come under attack and that he would be impotent against the rising chaos. Mephisto: (laughs soberly) No I never thought I?d meet a warrior who I would have to use my full potential against. Pandora: well let?s see this full potential that you speak of, I have long waited to see what you could really do Mephisto if you unleashed your very essence upon the world, what devastation you could truly cause. Mephisto: are you sure that?s what you want Sara? Pandora: Sara is dead you sentimental fool, your beloved is dead. Chaos is all that claims this vessel now. Show me your true power and let?s end this charade and decide the fate of this world forever. Mephisto: So be it. I never wanted it to end this way, if there is anything left of Sara in there I apologise but I will not hold back. I am the champion of this world, and I must destroy you. Pandora: Big talk of a sentimental weakling, unleash your great strength Mephisto if you dare. Mephisto takes to the sky and from within summons all of the power of the elements and becomes the true champion of his world, the ultimate elemental master, the perfect fusion of magic spirit and strength. Mephisto: Now Pandora we end this Pandora: In deed we do lover, in deed we do. Back outside the city?s gates, Sirus leads the royal guard into battle against the deamon horde, the clash of the two great armies is worthy of legend mystic warrior fighting against an army twice their number and twice their strength, the fight not as men but as hero?s motivated not by selfish desires, nor do they fear the end, they fight knowing that the end may be soon, but that Hades himself will have to be the one to take them to the underworld. after 12 hours the strength of the Royal guards conviction begins to fail them not even there great resolve and courage can save them this day, to Sirus it become painfully clear that this worlds fate lies solely on the shoulders of Mephisto and that soon the guard will fall and the capital will be overrun. Then just when all hope is truly lost by the guard, there numbers less than a thousand all standing in a circle now only trying to delay the inevitable and by time for the city a new strength appears from within, all of the power of the elements fills there weary body?s. The elemental master?s hade made the ultimate sacrifice. They gave their lives there strength and their knowledge to the guard. The newly born Warrior Mages retaliated against the horde with 1000 times the strength of the guard and the elemental masters these new warriors were more than a match for the horde and although the sacrifice was great Sirus thanked the spirits of the Masters and preyed that he would make their death mean something no matter what it took the capital would not fall this day and the horde would be destroyed.
Mephisto's Rant/Story (12-13-03) LATE, my fault, Gomen! Part three of three Thus the battle begun to turn in favour of the warrior mages there new strength almost unbeatable, they were no longer mystics no longer warriors, but gods amongst men. Sirus thought to himself that this must be how Mephisto feels, and he begun to understand the power, and as the hours past and more of each army died he begun to truly understand the power for the masters spell transferred the powers of the fallen warrior mages to the remaining. And in the end only Sirus was left. standing in front of the mightiest of the deamon horde, ?how frightening this tiny beast would have appeared to me a week ago? thought Sirus but now it is nothing a mere animal before the great hunter, a child before the true elemental master. Sirus plunged Crimsona deep into the heart of the Deamon champion and then abused the swords power and drained the life essence of the pathetic creature in front of him. Sirus: uhh ahhh this power its different its intoxicating, I must have more. Sirus then drained the life blood of the entire fallen Daemon horde. Unaware of what he himself was becoming, he grew too powerful too quickly and the once heroic captain fell toward the chaos which he had sworn to destroy. Then he heard the call of the Syren Meanwhile Mephisto and Pandora?s battle rage don the ultimate conflict erupted more than a hundred miles from the capital city Mephisto had chosen the site of the great chaos war over a thousand years ago, as to avoid the unnecessary death of his people and he trusted Sirus to hold the Horde back long enough. But his former lovers power had grown much more than he dared imagine possible, and he understood the fall to chaos she grew too much in a short time and in the end all that mattered was the power so she accepted all the strength that the chaos offered and became ?Pandora, Keeper of Chaos? Mephisto was coming toward the end of his strength this battle had gone on long enough; Pandora?s strength was also fading. Mephisto would win as he always had but he would not be able to stop the horde that assaulted the castle Pandora had saw too that. Mephisto channelled the last of his Ki into his remaining 3 daggers and leapt in the air and launched them toward Pandora, Pandora managed to deflect 2 of the 3 daggers but the 3rd struck true and sent her to the floor. Pandora: A vicious and deadly wound and I thought you were done for. So the great Mephisto wins the day after all. Mephisto: you know I take no joy from this I have done what had to be done. Pandora: As have I Mephisto as have I. I will truly miss you, you were an exceptional lover. But it appears your replacement has arrived just in time. Mephisto: replaceme ? Before Mephisto can finish the word Crimsona is stabbed threw his back, Sirus then withdraws the blade and Mephisto falls to his knees. Pandora then uses the last of her energy to heal her wounds. She then walks over to Mephisto Pandora: Betrayal cuts deeper than any other wound doesn?t it my love, but done worry I will remember you fondly. After I drain you that is! Sirus: shouldn?t I drain him? Pandora: You could not handle it, you?re vessel has already grown beyond its capacity, in time I can give you more power through the gift of chaos you will become greater than Mephisto ever was, but for now. Pandora forces her hand deep into Mephisto?s chest and takes everything that he was his strength is mind his spirit and his magic. But the last remaining part of Sara left one thing behind and hid it from Pandora, she left Mephisto?s soul. Pandora: Now my champion let us carve this world in our image. Sirus: and then? Pandora: why then we travel and spread our gift to the universe.
Mira's Rant(1-21-04) This is technically the first rant of the year. A different rant was here remember? Anyway, away with the rant: I am writing not out of boredom but out of necessity. I am so freaking tired....I am tired because I stayed up. I stayed up because of my vow. What vow do you speak of you ask? I speak of a little contest I made. I was thinking of renewing my violence vow and I wanted someone else to make a vow of no tolerance. So I made a conets an I got 10 people to participate. Whoever keeps their vow the longest gets 4 double A batteries. I'm very tired...I can barely write....I have to make a decision. I realize that I can't give up on Brittany....So I have to choose....Do I want her as a friend or something more....Nothing matters at this point....tomoorw is the last day of the quarter and it's possible that I might not get her in any of my new classes. Foolish emotions....why can't I tame them? I do not wish to be alone any longer....I have been alone my whole life....I've had to look after myself and only myself....I have isolated myself....I wish I had more confidence....I don't feel very positive....so many people in my rpg are idle....where'd they all go? I cannot stop thinking about her....It's sickning....it's pathetic...I hate it....I don't want to be with any of these foolish people....Forgive me....I didn't mean that....I'm just a little mad....I't waking me up though....this rush of emotions is kinda good....I feel better....It's been a while since I did this....I'm still tired and I have 2 more days of Inu-yasha left. My next class is lunch ^_^ I can sleep there! I hear Sean talking to Brittany....It kinda makes me crumble inside...I'm going to tell her....I feel positive enough....I hope I can make it to 3rd hour where I see her....It's hard though....I can't tell what she is feeling....I feel nerbous because this could actually happen....Destructive Wave! I love that move! That is a sweet game. Buy it, Buy it now! hahaha, sorry....you should read GTO instead....i'll post a short rant later to let you kno if I told her or not. Until next time!
