| Lacey was two seconds behind me. "Jess...." she put her hand on my shoulder. I turned to her as the tears came and hugged her. "It's ok Lacey, I'll be fine." I finally managed to get out as I pulled away from her and wiped my face. "Jessie, you are NOT fine and neither is he.." she said quietly. "Trust me Jess, it won't be long before he's back." she tried to comfort me. "I know, Lacey, " I told her. "But I will miss the rest of you too. Really, I'm fine. I just have to splash my face. I don't want to upset him." "He's already bummed, Jess..." she sighed, then reached into her purse. She pulled out a pen and paper and shoved it at me. "You write every number I need to get in touch with you, Jessie. I 'll miss you, too." she said. I did as she asked me, and then she gave me her address and phone number. I took it from her and sniffed agin. Then I dried my eyes. I took her hand and squeezed it, "Thank you, Lacey," I said quietly. "I' m okay now, Let's get back out there." She squeezed back and we started to return to our table, but the guys were at the door, waiting. "We have about 2 hours, Tay... " Zac started. "You go do what you have to do. We'll get your stuff together, meet us at the hotel, OK?" I could only look at my feet. "Take care, Jessie," Zac continued and smiled, "I'm sure we'll see you soon." he hugged me and walked out. "Bye, Jess. See ya soon." Ike's turn to hug me. "Jessie, call me soon ok? " Lacey asked and hugged me too. "You know I will," I whispered in her ear as I hugged her back. When they were all gone, Taylor took my hand and led me out the door. We walked silently to the car, he took my keys out of my hand and let me into the passenger side. He shut my door and got in the driver's seat. He started the car and drove, aimlessly it seemed, until I actually took note of our surroundings. He was driving past the radio station, and then the Intersection. I could only look at him as he drove my car, and stared straight forward. He turned and drove past the gym and finally into the parking lot of my apartment building. Still silent, he parked my car, came around and opened my door. He took my hand as I stepped out, and led me up the stairs. He never said a word as he turned the key in the lock, opened the door, and pulled me inside. He shut the door behind me and locked it. When I could bring myself to look at him his eyes shone with unshed tears. |
| "Oh god, Taylor..." I breathed. I threw my arms around his neck and burst into tears. "Jessie.." he groaned and held me tightly to his chest. "I can't stand the thought fo having to leave you. I will come back soon," he whispered, "I promise." He stroked the back of my head and my back, until I could find my breath and my voice. When I could bring myself to look again, There were tears sliding down his cheels, so I reached up and wiped them away. I brought his head down to mine and kissed him softly. "Tay..." I began in a voice so low I could barely hear myself, "You don't know how much I want to stand here and ask you not to leave...I want to do that, but I can't. I won't do that to you. But please, come back to me soon. Please." I looked searchingly into his eyes to make sure he knew how much I would miss him. I reached up and brushed his hair out of his eyes. He cupped my face in his hands and kissed me. "Jessie, I need to make love to you again, right now. I want to take that with me, I need to..." he whispered. I answered him with the most passionate kiss I could muster, burying my hands in his hair and pulling myself as close to him as I could possibly get. He moaned into my mouth and wrapped his arms around my waist. He backed me down the hallway and into the bedroom, slowly lowering me to the bed, never pulling his mouth away from mine. He undressed me slowly, tracing all of my body with his fingertips. I helped him out of his clothes and pulled myself to him again, closing my eyes to savor the feel of his skin against mine, the smell of his hair, I opened them again to gaze into his beautiful, clear blue eyes. "I love you, Jessie.." he whispered and kisssed me slowly, parting my lips with his tongue and caressing me with his warm, soft hands. I kissed him back with all I had. He positioned himself on top of me, and began to rub his hard, swollen shaft between the folds of my already wet lips. "Tay..." I whispered as he rubbed himself against me slowly, torturously... "Tay...please..I want you to make love to me...I need you please.." I whispered, twining my fingers in his hair, kissing him again. "God Jessie.." he whispered back and entered me slowly, letting his head fall back and softly moaning. He pulled out of me slowly and entered again slowly, slowly, making me shiver with ever increasing desire for him, this man that I had fallen in love with. He had every part of me now, and he would be ingrained in my heart and soul forever. |
| He kept up the steady rythym, making me cry out. "Tay.." I arched my back and lifted my hips to meet him. He put a finger to my lips..."Shhh baby, let me love you...I love you so much..." he increased his pace slightly and kissed me again as I felt the tears stinging behind my eyelids threatening to fall. I brushed his hair back from his forehead and let my hand trail down his beautiful face. I kissed him again, "I love you, Taylor," I sighed and trailed my hands back into his hair and leaning up to kiss his neck and shoulders. He pace was increasing slightly and I could see the sweat beading up on his body. I wrapped my legs around his waist and locked them there. He looked down into my eyes and increased the pace again. It was as if time was standing still, our eyes never leaving the other's gaze. Just him and me, nothing else. He slipped in and out of me making me feel as if there was an electric current running throughout my body. I matched his thrusts with my own now, our gazes still locked, as if magnetized. He threw his head back one more time and instantly caught my gaze again. "Jessie, now baby..." he groaned. "I have to feel you, Jessie. Come on baby..now.." He slammed into me and I felt myself explode. " Oh god Taylor..." I cried out still held by his clear blue gaze. As I contracted around him he cried out, "Jessie...oh my god...you feel so good." I could feel his warm juices flowing into me as he collaspsed on top of me and kissed me hungrily. I stroked his back and kissed his shoulders, feeling tears welling up again. How would I function, now? He raised his head to look at me and I could see more tears welling up for him too. "Taylor, please.." I began, still stroking his hair back from his face. "Jessie, I love you so much," he whispered. "I love you too, baby" I answered him. We kissed passionately again, and I savored the sweet taste of him. |
| We reluctantly got ourselves up and dressed. I put on my work clothes, as I had to go in and fix a few machines that night. I grabbed my toolbox and set it by the door. Then I threw some workout clothes in my gym bag and set that next to my tool box. I looked at the clock. "Oh my god! Taylor! I am going to have to take you to the airport look at the time!" I said. I groaned. I didn't think I could take another goodbye. "Ok, Jess.." he said when he realized the time. Then he picked up his cell phone to call Ike and let him know. We met them at the outside of the airport and I watched for a moment as their things were being loaded. Lacey and I hugged again and then Taylor turned to me. "I will call you as soon as we land," he stated. " So turn that thing on right now." He was pointing at the cell phone that I wore on my beltloop. I did as he asked. I had to smile, he remembered that I had turned it off 2 days ago. He pulled me into his embrace again and kissed the top of my head. "I'll miss you so much, but I will be back as soon as I can." he whispered in my ear. I gave him a weak smile and turned to Lacey. "Lace, when you get bored waiting around for these lunatics, you are welcome to come and stay with me anytime." I offered. "Really, Jess?" she asked surprised. "Of course silly," I smiled at her. "I'll need you to come with me for the final fittings. You MUST see your choice all finished up.." I laughed. She looked at Taylor and started giggling hysterically. He looked stunned. She winked at me and mouthed, "DEAD". I laughed out loud. Just then they were called to board their plane. I kissed Ike , Zac, and Lacey on the cheek and watched them head in the direction of the doors that led to the small plane. Taylor turned to me and hugged me so tightly I couldn't breathe. He kissed me fiercely and I had to return it with equal fervor. |