| "Jess..." he said in a low voice, "you have no idea what that means to me." He held me close and kissed the top of my head. I snuggled down into his chest, and sighed. "I love you, Taylor." I whispered and closed my eyes. "I love you, too, Jessie." I tried to turn toward him, wanting to be even closer to him, but I used my bad leg to move myself and couldn't stop my cry of pain. "Jessie, god, are you alright?" he pulled back to look at me. I grunted a little as I tried to rearrange my leg into a more comfortable position. "Yeah, I'm ok, I just have to remember not to use it, that's all." He unwound himself from me and helped me sit up. He propped some pillows up against the headboard and gently helped me lean back against them, then put another pillow underneath my knee. I sucked my breath in as he moved it, it was still so sore. Once he had me settled the way he wanted, he began to get himself ready to come to bed. I watched as he took off the chokers he wore and the watch, I had to grin, he wore it on the wrong hand. I smiled to myself as I wondered how many cups of coffee he dumped in his lap because of it. He sat on the end of the bed and took of his shoes, setting them aside so that they were not in the path of any doorways. I held my breath as I watched him unbutton his shirt and drape it over the chair in the corner. He was standing there in a tight white tank and tan pants with a black leather belt, even when his back was to me he was breathtaking. He untucked the tank and pulled it off over his head. I got goosebumps as I noticed the muscles rippling in his back, as he shook his head to get the hair out of his eyes. He ran his hand through it, then looked down and began to unbuckle his belt, then undid the button and zipper on his pants and slid them down his hips and pulled them off, folding them and laying them on the back of the chair with the shirts he had just removed. He turned to me and ran his hand through his hair again, and I almost gasped out loud. He was so beautiful, standing there in nothing but a pair of white boxers. He grinned at me and sat down on the bed next to me. |
| He arranged his pillows so he was propped up against the headboard, then settled me against his chest and pulled the covers up around us. I leaned against him and threw my arm across his waist. He kissed the top of my head and stroked my hair. "Jessie, go to sleep, baby. Rest your leg. We have to get up early in the morning, we're gonna have breakfast with Jake before we go, you guys need to talk." he said. I looked up at Taylor, surprised. "We can talk when I get back, Tay. Not that I'd mind having breakfast with my two favorite men, but I don't want to be a pain, either." "It's not a problem, Jessie. And I already called Jake. There were a few things that you said at dinner that didn't sound right, Jess. He could answer those questions for you, and to be honest, I'm extremely curious myself." "What things?" I asked. "Well, for one, you told me your Mom left you with your grandmother when you were six? Right?" "Yeah.." "Well, silly, she couldn't have been just pregnant with Jake or he'd be ALOT younger than you..not just a year and a half...something else happened, Jess. I think you deserve to know what it was." he said. "Oh...Tay, damn... my brain must be really fried with all that's happened today, you're right. I wonder what did happen.." I trailed off. Taylor rubbed my shoulder and settled me back against him again. "C'mon, Jess. Get some sleep." he kissed the top of my head again and sunk a little further into the bed. I leaned into him but and tried to get comfortable enough to sleep, but my mind was racing, wondering about what Tay had brought up. Then, to have him so close to me. I wanted to kiss him and hold him close to me. I couldn't sleep. |
| "Jess, what's wrong?" Tay said softly. "Can't you sleep? You're so tired.." "I'm not that tired, Tay. And no, I can't sleep." I said and slid my hand up his waist to his chest. I looked up at him and let my hand continue up and around his neck. I let my fingers settle in his hair at the back of his neck. "I missed you, you know. I'm so glad you're here." I sighed. "I missed you too, Jess. I was going crazy when you were stuck at the gym." he said. "then I got there and you looked so damned sexy, once you were over your tantrum and smashed that radio.." he chuckled. His hands were moving over my shoulders and down into the bathrobe I still wore. I closed my eyes, loving the feel of his long, strong fingers, slipping lightly over my bare skin. "And I was amazed watching you practice..to our music no less...and you teased me, that wasn't nice, Jess." he said, his voice low. He had slid down so that his face was next to mine and he was softly kissing my neck, and talking directly in my ear. He slid my bathrobe off my shoulders and moved his mouth down my neck to my chest and untied the belt at the waist. I was breathing more quickly and just relaxing into the feel of his touches, as he traveled with his mouth down my body stopping to take one of my hardening nipples into his mouth. "Ohh.." was all I could manange as he took the other breast in his hand and cupped it, running his thumb across that nipple, making it harden and strain in reply to his touch. "I wanted to grab you and take you right there...but you were gone so quickly, I wanted to carry you off and make love to you over and over again.." he whispered. "Tay..." I sighed and let my head fall back against the headboard and sunk my hands into his hair as his kissed burned their way down my belly and even further. "mmmm..." He positioned himself in front of me, carefully, trying not to jar my leg. He slid down and planted more soft, wet, kisses on my stomach as his hand slipped lower into the soft mound of hair, and between my swelling lips, to rub my stiffening clit. I gasped and lifted my hips slightly to meet his hand. |
| "Jessie, baby...you are all I think about, I want to be with you so much." he said his voice still low. He raised up, without stopping his fingers and kissed me, tracing my lips with his tongue. "Tay...god... I want you, too, baby." I whispered back, as I ran my hands up and down his strong back and tracing the same path on his lips as he had on mine. I slid my hand across his tummy and tugged at the waistband of his boxers, pulling them down so I could take hold of his growing erection. I ran my thumb over the tip and then squeezed the head of it gently, making him suck in his own breath. I started to pump it slowly while sucking his lips into my mouth, one at a time, then tracing them with my tongue. "MMmmm..Jess...feels so good." he moaned and increased the circular motion he was using to stimulate my now swollen and aching clit. I wanted to feel him inside me so much. I slid my self down, so that I was lying on my back and wrapped my unoccupied arm around his neck, to pull him down for another long, slow kiss, never stopping my pumping rythym on his hardness. I pulled my mouth from his and whispered in his ear. "Tay, make love to me...I need to feel you..." "God...Jess..." he moaned, quickly slipping his boxers the rest of the way off, and rolled on top of me. I slowly moved my leg out of his way, without hurting it, and grasped his throbbing maleness in my hand. I rubbed it between my now wet folds and then guided him inside me. "Ohh...Tay..." I gasped, and wrapped my arms more tightly around his neck. "MMMM, Jessie...you feel so good, baby." he moaned as he slid himself slowly in and out of me and leaned up, our eyes locking, held as if magnetized. |