Purgatory

Stepping out into the light
I'm falling, falling, falling
Everyone is watching
I am being pushed
Face-first I go down, down, down
The eyes move like birds
I'm rushed upon the faces
The voices chirp their whispers
I'm standing at the edge
The darkness below me,
The humiliation behind,
And yonder the light and
Familiar, familiar things
I stumble on through Purgatory
As I perform upon the stage
Very short, I know, but I like it. Mostly because I know what these feelings are like. I don't exactly have stage-fright, but I hate performing in front of crowds. Thankfully enough, I'm getting over that fear, though.
I was inspired by the character Himemiya Anthy of
Shoujo Kakumei Utena. I had just watched episode 3, On the Night of The Ball, and was thinking of the scene where Anthy sees a sea of screeching faces as she looks into the crowd.
Mostly, though, I drew on personal experience.

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