I wondered, why God chose me, a handicap, in so many ways?

I wondered, why God looked with favor on me, when I deserved none?

I wondered, why, as I was floating and swaying about in the sea, and almost got drown, that the Lord, although how busy, He was with huge project, yet He never was ever absence?

I wondered, why, when I sank to the depth of doubt and despair, that the Lord came to me in the most amazing ways?

I discovered God through all the weaknesses and trials that come my way.

I discovered God in my poverty and nakedness.

I discovered God through His manifestation in others.

I discovered God through the emptiness and loneliness in lives.

He would continue to reveal Himself to those who are poor, whether spiritual or material.

When our hands are empty, He will fills them with blessing.

When our hearts are lonely, there He will dwell.

When our feet, had strayed, that He will come to guide and lead the way.

When our mouths are without words, that He will come to fill them with His.

When our minds are lost and empty, that He will come to fill them with His love.

When our souls, are without soulmates, that He would come to be their companion.

When our spirits, are down, that He will come to raise them up.

When our lives are in disarray, He would come to arrange them in perfect order.

For only the sick, truly need a doctor, was the words of Jesus.

Yes! Indeed! Only when we know that we are truly spiritually sick, that Jesus will come to heal.

Only those who come to the Light, would receive nourishment and love.

Therefore, hide not from God, but come out with a trusting heart to His presence and He will be gentle and leads the way.

Praise the Lord. Amen.

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