theres a shadow just behind me
shrouding every step i take
makin every promise empty
pointing every finger at me
waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests
murder now the path called must we
just before the son has come
jesus wont u fucking whistle
something but the past and done?
why cant we not be sober?
i just want to start this over..
why cant we drink forever?
i just want to start this over..
i am just a worthless liar
i am just an imbecile
i will only complicate u
trust in me and fall as well
i will find a center in u
i will chew it up and leave
i will work to elevate u
just enough to bring u down
trust me
mother mary, wont u whisper
something but what's past and done
trust me
i want what i want
my shadow's been sheddin skin
i been pickin scabs again
im down diggin thru my old muscles lookin for a clue
i been crawlin on my belly
clearin out what could've been
i been wallowin in my own confused and insecure delusions
for a piece to cross me over
or a word to guide me in
i wanna feel the changes comin down
i wanna know what i been hidin
in my shadow
change is comin thru my shadow
my shadow's sheddin skin
i been pickin scabs again
i been crawlin on my belly
clearin out what coulda been
i been wallowin in my own chaotic and insecure delusions
i wanna feel the change consume me feel the outside turnin in
i wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing i've endured within my shadow
change is coming
now is my time
