BACK		Help Me

By Lynsey

Lynsey loved him so much and it hurt her that he could say all those things about her. She sat in a tight little ball, hugging her knees for comfort. It wasn’t so much the words as the slap that had came alone with it. She knew though, deep down that she had deserved it. He thought she had been kissing another man. Of course it hand been him that was kissing her but Shane hadn’t seen it like that. Hopefully by 12 o ‘clock it would be. Hopeful Billy would have explained to Shane and Shane would be here, at her hotel room saying he was sorry for the hurtful things he had said. If he wasn’t here by that time then, well… it wasn’t’ even worth thinking abut.

She looked at the clock and her tears began to fall even more, 5 minutes to go and he still wasn’t here. She cried even more and pulled one of the several bottles from her bag. Remembering the first time she had met him, when she had only been another face in the crowd, she took a long drink from it before looking at it in disgust. Vodka was foul, when drinking it straight.

Flashback
They were just jumping into the first song of the night when he seen her. Her brown shoulder length hair, tight black shirt and hazel eyes. He loved what hew as seeing and more to the fact she only seemed to have eyes for him. The banner she was holding ‘give me a kiss!’ putting some ‘nice’ thoughts into his head. Drawn the show to a close Lynsey knew she had to do something more to try even to get closer to Shane in the flesh. Suddenly she fainted. She awoke lying on a bed, Shane and the others looking over her. “Guys why don’t you g and I’ll wait and see how she is” came one of the husky voices. When Lynsey opened her eyes, and sat up, she could see that it was Shane who had stayed. “Aren’t you getting up a little fast for someone who just fainted?” he asked, mischief in his eyes “yeah well…” she replied matching the look in his eyes. Shane moved nearer “naughty, naughty! Pretending to faint!” he replied as her moved so close that their noses were practically touching. Lyns ey couldn’t resist and leaned in for a kiss, when she pulled back she simply replied, with puppy eyes “don’t ya like me naughty then?”
End Of Flashback

Lynsey looked at the clock, 1 minute past. He wasn’t coming! All the pain she was feeling was going to be here for a long time, she thought he wasn’t coming back. She pulled the small round container from her pocket, opened it and popped on of the coloured pills into her mouth. Soon another 5 pills had followed the same route as the first. She couldn’t control the pain she was feeling, without Shane here in her life she felt she couldn’t go on, of course she still had family and friends that loved her but not the kind of love that Shane had given, does give her. She loved everything about him and maybe could even take this break up if she wasn’t going to hear or see him once a day. Being in the worlds most successful boy band he was going to be every where so if she couldn’t be with him. It was best that she couldn’t be with anyone.

5 past 12. Another 6 pills had gone down her throat. She could start to feel them take effect, and then she heard something she thought she would never here.
The sound of a key turning in a lock. She tried to stand up but her legs wouldn’t let her.

Shane came thought the door realising only now after Billy had explain what had happened, hat hew as losing. If he didn’t get Lynz back then he wasn’t only losing his girlfriend but also his best friends and the only person who kept him sane and knew him better than he sometimes knew himself. He found her sitting on the floor hugging her knees, the empty bottle of vodka at her feet along with an almost full bottle of pills. He looked at her and she lifted her head, “Shane, help me!” she screamed just before her head dropped. In that instant between him picking her up and him placing her in the back of his car, he thought abut the day when he had first introduced her, his girlfriend.

Flashback
He gently took her hand “Shay, you look as nervous as I feel,” she giggled “why are you worried? They’ll love you.” He replied before gently pushing open the door that separated the two of them from his band mates, their partners and his boss, Louis. This was worse than when she had met his family and he in return. All the voices stopped when the entered, but Molly, being Bryan daughter, broke the silence with her little remark “are you my new auntie?” everyone laughed and the ice was broken. They loved her some more than others, but Shane need not worry she had told hi before that it was only him that she wanted. Kerry, Gina and she had got on great and to Bryan and the others she was more of a sister than a threat to the band. And Louis…well he though she was just what Shane needed.
End Of Flashback

It seemed like hours to Shane before he was allowed to see her. He couldn’t believe the love of his life had tried to kill herself just because he had got the end of the stick and the traffic had been heavy. How could she ever have doubted that he wouldn’t believe what Billy was saying and not turn up? What Billy what said had all made so much sense.

Sitting next to her as she was waking up, Shane began t realise all over again all the things that he loved about her. Her eyes, her smile, the way she talked and the way she walked. Most of all the way she just loved him for himself and not who he was and what he had in the bank.

As Lynsey opened her eyes she saw Shane sitting, holing her hand, crying. “Shane I’m sorry,” she said as she remembered what she had done, “I’m sorry too, Lynz. I really am. I love you I don’t hate you! I never could hate you and I promise you this there will never be a repeat of what has happened over the last two days coz I don’t intend to leave your side.” Shane smiled while kissing her.