BACK		Love takes two

By Lynsey and Krystle

Chapter One

*Krys's P.O.V*
I got on the plane and left Kian's life forever, I was happy that I at least kissed him again before I left. He has the softest lips and I would always remember that, I would tell my baby that Kian loves him or her very much. The plane took off and I was in tears the whole way to Italy, my heart was hurting. I thought I would die. I landed in Italy and told myself that I would forget Kian, and all that had happened I would focus on my new life with my child. I got to the hotel and dropped my things on the floor, I threw myself on the bed and rubbed my tummy "Soon, you will be here with me and I will no longer be alone…you will love me and I will love you forever" I whispered to myself. I closed my eyes and went to sleep, I had dreams of Kian and I along with our child, one happy family.

*Kian's P.O.V*
I sat in that airport and cried like a baby, my love had just gone without me. My heart was broken, I have no heart left, that has gone with Krys and my child.
I watched as her plane took off into the air, with every breath I took I felt a tear come down my face. I could her Shane and Lynz calling my name, I could not answer for I do not think I will ever speak again.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
I walked over to Kian and noticed he was alone. I walked round the chairs and slumped down next to him. He turned to me, knowing was there. I could see the tears flowing freely down his face. I took him in my arms and al he did was cry more and more.

*Shane’s P.O.V*
I watched as my girlfriend comforted my best friend. I could only begin to feel some of the pain he must be going through. I hated seeing him like this but knew I had to be there for him.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
“Kian, come on we must get you out of here before someone spots you or Shane. It’s the last thing you need just now.” He just looked at me and stood up. He made his way silently to where we had come in. “Shane I…” Shane just nodded and pushed me gently in Kian's direction. I put my arm around him and led him to Shane’s car, he looked towards his own “don’t worry mate I’ll get Paul or one of the other guys to come back for it.” Shane seemed to answer Kian’s question. Shane got in the front and I sat in the back with Kian. All the way back to their house Kian had his head on my lap crying like a baby.

Chapter Two

*Kian’s P.O.V*
Mt heart was breaking but I knew I wasn’t alone. By the time we reached Shane’s and my house my tears had stopped, but I knew I still had more to cry. I also knew I couldn’t give up and that I had to find away of getting Krys and my child back into my life before it was too late.

*Shane’s P.O.V*
We had gotten back to the house and Lynz helped Kian out of the car and into the house. Kian sat on the sofa and just stared into space "Kian…I'm sorry mate! I did not think she would leave like this" I whispered. As I spoke I saw tears roll down his cheek, I went over and gave him a bit hug "It will be all right mate, I am sure she will come back she is just scared about the baby" I said. Kian looked at me "And you think I am not scared as well, I am going to be a father! If she was scared she did not have to run away, we could have dealt with this together,” he yelled in rage. Kian got up and began to bawl "I want to be there for her and watch my child grow inside her, I want her to have mood swings and crave strange foods. I want to be a father for my child... I…I need them with me" he fell to the floor. I ran over and just held him, how could Krys do this to him if she really loved him. I sat there and began to hate Krys for doing this to my best mate, I don’t think anyon e deserves to be in this much pain.

*In Italy with Krystle*
I got everything in my room sorted, I would be here for a while, this was going to be my new home. I so wanted to call Kian and let him know that I am fine, but I just called Lynz to tell her I am fine and not to worry. I picked up my mobile and dialed "Hello…Lynz" I whispered. "Krys…Thank God you are all right…why..." I cut her off "Lynz... I just called to tell you that the baby and I are all right. Please tell Kian that I am sorry and just to forget about me and move on with his life". Lynz began to cry "Krys come back to us, come back to Kian. He is dying with out you here, he won’t stop crying" she informed. I heard Kian crying in the background "K...Kian…tell him I am sorry" I cried before hanging up the phone.

*Lynz's P.O.V*
I wanted Krys to speak with Kian, but she hung up so fast. I ran over to Kian and told him that Krys had just called "You mean she called and you did not let me speak with her" he yelled. I jumped back "Kian…she hung up so fast. She said that you must forget about her and the child, and that she is sorry" I said. Kian lay there on the floor "Why is she doing this to me, can’t she see that I do love her"he said. I tried to comfort him, but he pushed me away "I must leave…I cant stay here" he pouted. Shane looked at me and then Kian "Mate you will stay here, plus Anto has your car so you cant drive home, just relax and get some sleep" he said. Kian nodded and I took him to the spare room, Kian got in and feel to the bed "Kian get some sleep you will feel better in the morning, eh" I whispered softly. Kian just hid his face in the pillow and sobbed, I left him alone.

*Kian's P.O.V*
I tried to sleep, but all I dreamt of was Krys and what our child would look like. Would he or she have my eyes, their mum's smile? I closed my eyes, but got no sleep it was if I had no eyelids and I was awake the whole night crying, thinking about Krystle. Would I ever see her again, will she keep the baby or get ride of it, with each thought my heart raced and I cried more and more. My voice was getting weak and my eyes were as red as blood, my body was shaking and I broke out in a cold sweat. I had not a clue what was wrong with me, I think I am making myself ill with worry.

Chapter Three

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
I was so worried about Kian he was making himself ill. I decided to call Krys back. "Hey Krys…" I said "hi" "Krys you have to come back. This is tearing Kian up inside and I know it’s doing the same to you." "Lynz I…I can’t." "Krys I need you too. Who am I going to moan to about Shane when he does something wrong?" I cried. Shane heard this "oi, missy I’ll let you know I plan to do everything right." He yelled from the couch. "Krys please." I cried the tears steaming down my face at the thought of losing my best friend. "I’ll…I’ll…I got to go." Krys replied before hanging up. I knew she had been really hesitant. I walked through to the living room and sat down next to Shane. He wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. I closed my eyes trying to clear my head.

*Shane’s P.O.V*
It felt so good to have Lynz in my arms. I know it sound selfish bit I’m so glad that it is Kian going thought this and not me, I don’t know what I would do if it had. "Shane can I stay here tonight with you? I don’t feel like going home. It’ll be too lonely without Krys there." She asked quietly. "Sure you can." I replied kissing her softly on the head. "You can sleep in my bed and I’ll sleep down here as it doesn’t look like Kian will be going anywhere tonight." I said. "Shane! You can’t give up your bed! Well you can but I won’t let you. I’m sure its big enough for the both of us" she replied. "Well…only if…" "Shane don’t be silly of course I’m sure," she replied looking up at me.

*Kian’s P.O.V*
I managed to drift into a light restless sleep, I was still crying. It seemed that even in my dreams I couldn’t get away from crying. My dreams were filled with Krys and out baby. There were images of the press and them finding out after the baby was born, there were fans screaming wishes of good luck and some that were not so good. All the images that flashed through my mind made me feel more ill. With everything that flashed in my mind I grew to love Krys and our baby even more but I also began to hate myself for making her leave and I also began to hate her too for leaving but I loved her more. I had to get her back.

Chapter Four

*The Next Morning with Krys*
I woke up and had this sick feeling in my stomach, I got up and ran to the toilet and vomited. After about 20 minutes I took a shower and went back to bed, I knew it was my child making me ill. I hurt all over, it was at times like this I wished I had Kian to hold me close and care for me, but I know I will be alone forever with out him. I lay in bed most of the morning, before I got up and went out to do some shopping for the baby and me. Italy was such a beautiful place, as I walked down the street I looked into a window and saw a poster of Westlife, my heart dropped as I looked at Kian. I stood there and rubbed my tummy, thinking about him, I love him so much but this is what is best for my child and me. I got done with shopping and went back to my hotel, I got in bed and decided to send Lynz a text on her mobile. It was a text to Kian, Lynz and Shane it read: Hey you lot! I wanted to send you this text to let you all know that I am fine. Every morning I get a bit ill, but its all part of being pregnant, ya know. Kian please, don’t worry about the baby or me, once he or she is born I will send you pics and all of that. It is better this way if you are not around, you can have your popstar life and not worry about being a father. Lynz please stop crying, you and Shane have each other, and now you can shag whenever you want, I am happy that you two are finally happy! Love You, Krys I sent it that second so they should get it very soon, I loved Kian but I still think he does not want this child or me. He hates me after the way I left him, I lay down and cried myself to sleep.

*With Lynz and Shane*

*Lynz's P.O.V*
I opened my eye and there was Shane next to me, holding me in his arms. Last night was so amazing it was great to make love to him, over and over, I kissed his lips softly and he woke up. "Morning my love" he whispered. I smiled "Morning" I said. He pulled me close "Last night was wicked" he grinned. I began to giggle like a fool "It was, I love you so much.” Shane looked at me, I saw his face go from happy to sad "How do you think Kian is doing?" he asked. I sat up "I have no clue, I heard him crying last night, and calling out Krys's name in his sleep" I said. Shane looked at me and shook his head " Gosh, he is going to make himself go crazy soon enough" he pouted. “Shane,” I giggled “what?” “Stop pouting like that!” I giggled even more, “why?” he asked “because you just don’t know what that looked does to me.” I giggled and looked at him with mischief in my eyes.

*Kian’s P.O.V*
My sleep was pretty bad last night. I kept crying Krys’s name out. I was dreaming that while she was over there she met someone else and the bay was a boy and that he kept calling the other guy daddy. I know it was only a dream but it really hurt, I love Krys and the baby so much and the bay isn’t even…well isn’t even here yet to see the world. I want to be apart of the baby and Krys’s world. I guess maybe, if I give her time she may come back. God I hope she will.

Chapter Five

*Shane’s P.O.V*
I sat on the sofa later on that day, Lynz had gone back to hers to get a few things. I knew it was early days in our relationship but I had asked her to come and stay with me, just for a few days, I knew she wasn’t up to staying in her own house at least not without Krys. I sat wondering about Kian and if I should tell him or just say he was sick and go myself. He came down the stairs from the spare room so I decided just to ask him “Ki, we’ve got an interview and performance today.” He looked at me “I know mate. However much I wanted to I didn’t forget. I just…” he stopped “Kian it’s ok if you don’t want to go, I can…” he cut me off “Nah Shay. I’ll go maybe Krys will watch and she’ll see how much I’m hurting without her.” I knew he really didn’t want to do it but I also knew what Kian was like and I knew not to push him, god I think if I push him just a little he will breakdown. I’ll need to tell Louis and Anto that Kian is off limits and if they want to blow off some steam about something we have or haven’t done, they do say it to me.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
I sat down on my bed and switched on my phone as I gathered a few bits off my bedside table. My phone bleeped and showed ‘1 message received’ I pressed open. It was from Krys, I quickly read what she had written and then began to laugh at it. My laughs soon turned into tears and it suddenly hit me that my best friend had left and was living in another country. I cried so much, I cried when I thought about how she wasn’t going to be here for us to do girly stuff together, talk about the ‘intimate’ details of our relationships, just to do all that kind of stuff with. I cried even more as I thought about how much Kian was hurting and about the baby that wouldn’t have a father or me to spoil it. I cried all the way back to Shane’s house. I opened the door and hoped he’d be there to comfort me but there was only a note reading: gone to interview. Won’t be long. Make yourself at home. I love you, Shane xxx I placed the note back down, tears still streaming down my face. I slid down the wall and hugged my knees.

Chapter Six

*Shane's P.O.V*
Kian and I had met up with the rest of the lads for the interview, it was for Top of The Pops. I really liked doing this TV show it was very laid back and relaxed for the most part. But I knew that Kian was not really up for it, I mean he was crying all the way here, we got into the studio and had time to relax. "Kian, are you sure you are up for this mate?" I asked him. He looked at me and tried to smile "Yeah, I am fine trust me" he replied. I took his word for it, it came time for the interview "Hey you guys, Welcome once again to Top of the Pops" said Kym the interviewer. "Hiya, Glad to be here" we all said with a smile. Kym looked at each of the other lads and asked them questions about their life, music and blah blah. It came time for Kian to get asked questions "So, Kian is there anybody special in your life at the moment?" she asked. I looked at Kian and saw his face go a bit sad "There is somebody very special in my life at the moment, she is great" he said trying no t to cry. "Who is this lucky lady?" asked Kym. I jumped in "She is a wicked girl and she makes my mate happy" I laughed trying to take the edge off Kian. Kym had asked us questions and so did the fans it was all over now "So, is there anything you lot would like to say before we go?" asked Kym. We all said things silly, stupid and daft, but Kian said some thing and we all knew it was for Krys "I just want to say that I love and miss you baby" he whispered before walking off stage. I ran after Kian and we got into the car and drove back to my place "Kian…I am sure she will see it and come back" I said. Kian smiled “I hope so too mate, I miss her like mad." he said. I turned on the radio and one of our songs was playing it was called ‘Miss You Nights’ I looked at Kian he had his head down. We got home and Kian went right to his room, I saw Lynz on the floor I ran to her "Baby are you alright?" I asked. She got up and smiled. "I am fine, I just needed a while to realize that K rys may never come back to us" she said. I picked her up and carried her into the bedroom "Lynz, we must stay strong for Kian alright, I think that we should go out tonight and have some drinks and party" I smiled. Lynz looked at me with a funny face, I had no clue what she was thinking.

*Lynz's P.O.V*
“Shane you think that Kian will be willing to go out and find another bird so soon, I mean Krys is having his child for fuck sakes,” I yelled. Shane jumped back "I am sorry, baby! I just think that Kian needs to realize that she is not coming home" I spoke up. Lynz slapped me across the face hard "Krys will come back…she…she will come back to us" I cried. He tried to reach for my hand, but I pulled it away from him.

*Kian's P.O.V*
I heard what Shane was saying, I did not want to listen, but I felt he was right. I had to fine a way for Krys to listen to me and see that I will love her and our child faithfully. I found a pen and paper and began to write some lyrics, I then picked up a guitar and added some music, and about one hour later I had this song called ‘Faithfully’. Krys had to hear this song, but I did not know how to get it to her, I got up and ran to Shane's room I had a plan.

*With Krystle*
I was so bored. I had been to the shops and got things that I needed. I decided to put the TV on, I was channel hopping for a few minutes when I came across Top of the Pops. My heart missed a beat a I noticed who Kym, the presenter, was talking to she asked the guys questions before talking to Kian "So, Kian is there anybody special in your life at the moment?" she asked him, my heart, it felt, stopped. I looked at Kian and saw his face go a bit sad "There is somebody very special in my life at the moment, she is great" he said trying not to cry. I was crying at that moment noticing all the hurt and pain in his eyes that I had caused. "Who is this lucky lady?" asked Kym. Shane jumped in "She is a wicked girl and she makes my mate happy." I couldn’t believe this. After all I had put Kian through he still said this about me. The end of the interview came, the guys got asked if there was randomly anything they wanted to say. Shane, Nicky, Bryan and Mark all said sill things. Kia n said "I just want to say that I love and miss you baby" and I knew it was directed at me. God! I hated to see him like this, so sad and down. It wouldn’t do him any good and it was my entire fault he was being like this. I knew that if Kian was like this then Lynz would be in a similar state. I had left my best friend and the man I loved and all because I can’t let go of what Kian and his mates did to Lynz and me in the past. I couldn’t stop thinking about Kian. I loved and missed him too, I just couldn’t go back, could I?

Chapter Seven

*Shane’s P.O.V*
I knew Lynz was hurt by what Krys had done and I thought us going out would do both her and Kian the worlds of good. I lifter my hand to my cheek it still stung a little, Lynz saw me doing this “Shane, honey. I’m sorry for…I…” she began before she cried again. I heard a knock on the door, I let go of Lynz and got up to open the door before I went back and sat on the bed next to her. Kian came with a massive smile on his face "Lynz I need you to dial up Krys's mobile and let her hear this please, its important" Kian yelled. Lynz jumped up and got her mobile out "Kian…why what is going on?" she asked. Kian just began to strum his guitar, Lynz dialed up Krys's number.

*Krys's P.O.V*
As the TV show ended I heard my mobile ring it was Lynz, I could at least tell her I saw Shane and Kian on the telly. I picked up the phone and I heard Kian "Krys, this song is for you I wrote it to show you how much I do love you and our child. I hope you like it. Its called Faithfully" he said before playing this song. I held my breath as he began to play this song to me.

*Kian's P.O.V*
I took a deep breath, opened my mouth, and sang;

Never has there ever been more stars above
Never has there ever been a truer love
Never have I ever looked in eyes so bright
Burning deep into my heart, my soul tonight
Let me take this moment
Let me make this vow
There'll never be another
I promise you right now
That I'll give my love to you so faithfully
Not a truer love could ever be
Sure as the river rushes to the sea
I'll love you faithfully

Yes, I'll give my love to you so faithfully
You're all these arms of mine will ever need
Sure as the world keeps spinning endlessly
Faithfully I'll give my love to you

Understand
Girl, that I'm down on my knees
And I'm begging you please
This heart is yours so faithfully
(So faithfully)

Never will you be without a hand to hold
I'll be right there for you
Mind, body and soul
Even when there's darkness
You can't find your way
I'll be your light
I'll lead you to a sunny day
You have given me the strength to go on
You know that I could never do you wrong

Yes, I'll give my love to you so faithfully
Not a truer love could ever be
Sure as the river rushes to the sea
I'll love you faithfully

Yes, I'll give my love to you so faithfully
You're all these arms of mine will ever need
Sure as the world keeps spinning endlessly
Faithfully I'll give my love to you

I swear with all my heart
This love will never change
Girl, I'll always love you
(I'll always love you)
Through the ages I'll always love you

Yes, I'll give my love to you so faithfully
(All this love's for you)
Not a truer love could ever be
(You know I'll always love you girl)
Sure as the river rushes to the sea
I'll love you faithfully

Yes, I'll give my love to you so faithfully
(I'll give so much love to you)
You're all these arms of mine will ever need
Sure as the world keeps spinning endlessly
Faithfully I'll give my love to you
(I love you).

As I finished the song, I ran to Lynz and got the phone. I needed to hear how Krys was reacting to this. I put the phone to my ear all I heard was crying "Baby…please come back to me, I need you so much" I cried into the phone. Krys was crying like mad at this point "Kian…I…I love you too, but I just can’t...I'm sorry" she said then hung up the phone. I dropped to my knees and sobbed "I just want to die if I can’t be with her" I said.

*Lynz's P.O.V*
I saw Kian do this and my heart really went out to him, I knew that Krys was not coming back and Kian and I needed to except this fact no mater how hard it was.

Chapter Eight

*One Month Later*

*Krys's P.O.V*
I sat in my room and ate like crazy, this baby was really growing and I could see my belly starting to grow. I have not called Kian, Shane or Lynz for I thought it would be better if I lost contact with them, so I changed my mobile number. As I was eating I turned on the telly and there was Westlife performing, I looked at Kian and he seemed to be better, God knows I was dying not being with him. After the performance they had a news report about the lads, it showed pictures of them out partying. I saw Lynz kissing Shane. I was so glad that they were happy. Then they went to Kian he was snogging some girl, my heart stopped for a moment. I was shocked, but this is what I wanted, right? I wanted him to move on and find true love, if this is what I wanted then why does it hurt so much. I sat there and began to think about me, and my baby I began to cry as I watched this news report, I also heard that the lads will be coming to Italy for a gig.

*Shane's P.O.V*
This seemed to be getting better. Kian seemed to be finally getting over Krys and moving on and Lynz and I were going from strength to strength. We weren’t hiding our relationship but we hadn’t made it public either. I’ll need to talk to her about that, it needs to come out soon. I was in my room packing, the lads and I had a gig to perform to kick-start our tour. Lynz came in and wrapped her arms around me “hey baby. You not finished packing yet? I mean you guys are leaving in about three hours.” She said into my ear. “well I’ve just finished actually babe so…what do ya suggest we do until the car comes to pick me up?” I said raising my eyebrows, “Shane you have to clear the fridge out or it will smell when you come back,” she giggled. “But…I…hold on your staying so I don’t need to.” I said, “I’m not,” she said. I was getting confused, Lynz laughed before adding “I’m leaving you when you leave and I’m running of to Italy with my fancy man” she giggled My face fell, I was try ing to take in what she had just said. Suddenly my face lit up “you mean your coming now?” I asked “yeah baby I’m coming and I don’t want to hide in the corner,” she replied. I was so happy I stood up and pulled her up too then I leaned forward and gave her a passionate kiss, she had just made me so happy.

*Kian’s P.O.V*
I was packing for our trip to Italy, clearing out my drawers when I came across my old school photo. I was standing next to Mark, Shane and our group of mates, all of us trying to act so cool. Then next to us there was Donna, Claire and Chloe, god everytime I look at them all I can remember are the bad things and the things Shane, Mark and I did to try and get them to notice us. My eyes wandered to the middle row at the end. Lynz and Krys were standing there arms wrapped around each other, laughing at something. God I missed Krys, I was always thinking about her and my baby inside. I kept thinking about if Krys had any strange cravings and how big her tummy was now. I decided to take the photograph with me so I could show Mark, Shane and Lynz. I laughed at a thought, as soon and Lynz sees this she’ll try to throw it out the window. She hates old photos of herself. By the time I was finished packing, the car was there to get me. I made sure I had everything I needed, as we wer en’t going to be back in Ireland for a few months. I lifted my bags and got into the car beside Mark, Nicky and Bryan. We were just going to pick Shane up then we’d be off to Italy, roll on the nice Italian girls!

Chapter Nine

*In Italy with the lads*

*Shane's P.O.V*
We had gotten to the massive hotel and got all our things sorted. I watched as Lynz jumped on the king-size bed in our room "Wow Shane I love Italy its so romantic" she smiled. I pulled her feet from under her so she fell on her back, then I laid on top of her "It is romantic, a place for true lovers, anything can happen here" I whispered in her ear. I wanted to make love to her so badly, but the lads and I had to be at sound check now "Lynz…I...I...want you badly" I whispered. She began to take off my shirt "Shhh, don’t talk just make love to me" she said. I began to feel a bulge in my pants "Lynz...I...I…have to go, I can’t" I said praying that I had a bit of time. As, I was about to just lose control there was a knock at the door "Lets get going mate, we must go" yelled Bryan. I was pissed, I pulled off of Lynz "I am so sorry baby, you know how much I want to but…" she cut me off. "Shane, it’s alright! But tonight you are all mine" she smiled. I kissed her then got my coat and left fast, if I had stayed I would have not been able to keep my clothes on.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
Gosh, as Shane left the room I got up and looked out the window, I loved this place with all my heart. I thought of time that Krys and I spent here. I really missed her. I wonder is she still thinks of Kian and us, I hope her baby is doing well. I got up and decided to take a bit of a walk around the city, I thought I would pick up some flowers and a few candles for when Shane got back to the hotel, I wanted this night to be wicked. I walked into this little flower shop, as I was looking over the roses and the other flowers I noticed a girl that looked like Krys, my heart stopped.

*Krys's P.O.V*
I was looking the most wonderful flowers, I loved the smell of them and so did the baby. I picked up some roses and some lilly's and walked to pay for them "Oh My God…Krys is that you?" I heard a voice scream. I knew that voice it was Lynz. I paid for the things quickly and walked out of the flower shop. I looked back and saw her standing there "Krys please come back, don’t leave me alone with out you" she cried. I kept on walking not paying her any mind, as I got back to my hotel and room I dropped everything and sat on the bed. Why, did I have to see her now, Gosh I wonder how Kian is…I wonder if he took his new girlfriend with him to Italy. I miss them so much, I wonder if I should go to the show I need to see Kian one last time and maybe get some pics so at least my child will have some photos of daddy. Gosh, I am so confused!

*Lynz's P.O.V*
I saw her, it was Krystle but why did she leave me, I must tell Shane and Kian, but if I tell Kian it will mess up his show for tonight shit what am I going to do. I got everything back to the hotel, I opened the door and saw Shane watching the telly, I ran over to him. “Shay…guess who I saw?" I screamed. He looked at me with a confused face "Who?" he asked. I kissed him "Krystle…I saw her in the flower shop, but as I called her name she ran from me" I told. "Do, you think we should...wait why did you go to the flower…what is in those bags?" he asked trying to sneak a peek at my bags. I put them under the bed "Shane, you must not tell Kian that you saw her alright, he will go all depressed again. Promise me you wont…and try hard alright we all know you have a hard time keeping secrets" I said.

*Shane’s P.O.V*
“Ok I promise I wont.” I replied leaning back off the couch and trying to look under the bed. Suddenly I landed with a thump on the ground and Lynz was laughing at me “Lynz why did you push me off the couch?” I asked a little hurt that she had “Coz you were trying to spoil my surprise for later,” she giggled. “Help me up,” I said grinning cheekily. She put out her hand and I took it but instead for her pulling me up I pulled her down and she landed on top of me “Shane!” she giggled. I kissed her passionately as a reply but that was as far as I got, because my mobile went off.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
I couldn’t stop giggling when Shane was on the phone, when he came off her looked a bit annoyed, “what’s wrong baby?” “I’ve got to go to Marks room for a last minute meeting then we have to go,” He mumbled pulling on his jacket “you coming?” “No. I’ll meet you you at Marks room there’s something I have to do first.” I replied “ok, just don’t be too long,” he replied as he opened the door “I won’t and remember, don’t…” he cut me off “yeah, yeah I won’t tell him.” I pulled out the bags from under the bed and set to work, tonight was gonna be so special.

Chapter Ten

*Kian’s P.O.V*
I was sitting in Mark’s room but I wasn’t taking in what Louis and Anto were saying. It was something about if we didn’t mind we’d stay for an extra two days as there were so many fans wanting to see the show. I was off in my own little world thinking that maybe I would bump into Krys. I even went so far as to think that she might even come tonight even if it was just to see that Lynz and I were ok. I know she’s moved on and so should I, I have. I just want to see her one last time. It hurt me when she just broke off all contact with us. I thought she might have with me but I thought she would still have kept in touch with Lynz. Suddenly Shane was tapping me on the shoulder “mate we gotta go now,” he said before joining the other guys at the door and putting his arm around Lynz. I got up and joined them. Once in the arena I remembered our school photograph. I showed it to Mark “oh god look at the state of my hair” he said, “Mark, your hair is always a mess.” Lynz replied joki ngly “well you look a state all together in this photo Lynz” was his reply “oh my god! Let me see that!” Lynz said grabbing the photo out of my hands. Shane went running after her “let me see!” “No Shane I look a mess you are not seeing it!” she giggled as Shane caught her and wrapped his arms around her. They were so in love and they looked so happy together. I was jealous of that. I wanted someone to love me. I wanted Krys I need her, but I guess I have to move on.

*Krys’s P.O.V*
I had heard where the lads would be, I got dressed at headed off to the arena. I made sure to wear a hat, so that nobody would see my face. I had to see Kian and Lynz one last time, I needed to see Kian's blue eyes and his smile. I got to my seat and sat down, a girl next to me began to smile "Hiya, are you a massive fan of the lads" she said. I smiled back and nodded "Which one are you in love with "she said. I looked up at the stage and closed me eyes "Kian... I am in love with Kian,” I cried. She smiled "Ohhh, I am crazy for Shane, I wonder if he has a girlfriend?" she asked. I laughed "Yeah... I wonder that as well" I replied. I got my seat just as the music began to play all of the sudden the guys came out and started to sing ‘My Love’. I got up and sang along, I had to try and blend in with the crowd, but that was hard cause of my growing belly.

*Kian's P.O.V*
We had gotten on stage, Gosh there were massive amounts of sexy girls. When the fourth song came along, I thanked God it was a slow song ‘Tell Me What Makes A Man’ I stood next to my mike and sang. I looked out into the crowd and spotted a girl that seemed to look like Krys, but it was so hard to tell it was dark. I could not take my eyes off of her, it had to be Krys I just felt it. I could not get to her, until the show was over, Shit I had to talk to her now. I walked on over to Anto and pointed out Krys and told him to get her and hold her until I could see her.

*Lynz's P.O.V*
I watched Kian as he pointed to some girl, what was he doing. I watched to see who he was looking at, I swear it looked like Krys. I came from backstage and walked towards her, I tried to stay calm, but I could not take it any longer "Krys" I yelled.

*Krys's P.O.V*
I watched Kian, in my own little world until I heard my name. I turned and looked it was Lynz. Shit I got my bag and left the arena. I ran so fast, I thought my feet would fall off, I looked back to see if she was there but she had gone. Just then, I dumped into Anto "Umm, Hi sorry" I said and tried to walk off. He grabbed me "Kian, needs to speak with you" he said. I pulled way from him "No…there is no need! Please Anto, tell him you have not seen me" I begged and ran off crying.

*After The Show*

*Kian's P.O.V*
I sat in the backstage room and waited for Anto to come in, I prayed he had got Krys. He walked in next to Lynz "Anto…where is Krys?" I asked. He looked at me, then Lynz spoke "She is gone…she has run off again. I am sorry Kian,” she said. I sat down and began to cry "Kian, its not over I have followed her and I know where she is staying" Anto smiled. I looked up "Don’t fuck with me Anto, I am not in the mood" I yelled. Anto laughed "Mate, here" he gave me a piece of paper with the address on it. I jumped up "Thanks mate, I owe you" I smiled while running out of the arena. I got into my car and drove over to the address, as I was about to get out I saw Krys walking and crying. My heart stopped and fell to the floor, I had not seen her in so long. I began to cry, I looked at her belly, and my baby is in there all snug and safe. I sat and watched as she walked into the hotel, and went to her room. I was so confused, if I went up to her room, how would she react? Does she want t o see me, will I be able to help her see that I love her with all my heart?

*Krys's P.O.V*
Thank God, I lost Anto that man is a bit fast. Gosh Kian looked so cute. He seemed to look happy, I guess he is happy. I so wanted to speak with Lynz, but I could not or she would beg me to stay with her. I sat on my bed and cried to myself, Krys why are you doing this to yourself and the baby, you need Kian, and you love him. I was getting very hungry so I decided to order room service that would get my mind off of Kian, I would focus on my baby.

*Kian's P.O.V*
I walked up the steps and headed into the hotel, hoping I was doing the right thing. I asked the girl at reception what room Krys was in and she told me, all I had to do was give her an autograph. I made my way to the third floor where her room was. I went to knock on the door but hesitated. Suddenly a waiter appeared by my side with a trolley, he looked flustered. “Are you going into that room? Have you knocked the door? Will you take this in with you?” he said all at once. I smiled at him and took the trolley. Now I had a way to get into the room. The guys hurried away and I knocked on the door “Who is it?” “”Room service” I replied. My heart was doing summersaults and all sorts of things. This was it I was finally gonna see Krys and be able to tell her how I feel. All these thoughts went through my mind but the main thing was What if she feels the same way or what if she doesn’t?

Chapter Eleven

*Krys’s P.O.V*
I walked to the door, opened it and the walked back into the room. I didn’t even look to see if it was for me or not I was too busy thinking about Lynz and Kian and asking myself why I had been stupid enough not to stay and talk to Lynz. I should have I wanted to know what was happening with her and Shane and how Kian was. I wanted to be able to tell her about what I was going through and how much I stilled loved Kian. I was suddenly aware that the waiter was in the room “It’s good to see you again Krys” he said. I instantly knew whom the voice belonged to. I spun round to find him standing there, the guy I loved with all my heart. He looked so good. “What…what are you doing here?” I stammered “I just wanted to tell you that I love you and to she how you and the bay are” he replied looking as if he had never seen me before. I cautiously walked over to him and hugged him. “It’s good to see you again” I whispered.

*Kian’s P.O.V*
It felt so good to have her in my arms again. I felt as if I was complete again and I was. I had the girl I loved more than anything else in the world in my arms, and soon I would have a little baby boy or girl to call my own. She pulled away “Kian I…you should go” she said “No Krys. I want to know why you still left me even though I told you I loved you more than anything else in the world. I’m not leaving until you tell me what you’re scared of and I’m definitely not leaving until you say you’ll be my girl.” I replied. She looked into my eyes and knew I was serious.

*With Lynz*
I was happy Kian had gone after Krys, maybe now we could all be together again. I sat down and waited on Shane. “Hey baby. Did you enjoy the show?” he asked kissing my on the cheek then sitting down next to me. I climbed onto his knee “you know I did baby.” I whispered seductively into his ear. He pulled my up and began to walk out of the room grabbing my hand as he did so. “I want you, back in out room now,” he whispered and one look told me he meant it. I smiled to myself remembering what was back in our room. We reached the backstage door, as Shane was about to open the door he hesitated “Lynz um…do you want to go out there as my girlfriend or…” I cut him off “As your girlfriend Shay, I want to do this” I replied. Shane kissed me lightly on the forehead then pushed the door open.

Chapter Twelve

*Krys's P.O.V*
I did not know how to react, Kian wanted me to answer him and do so right now. I did not know what to do "Kian... I... I...don’t love you…the baby is not yours now leave me,” I cried. I knew that Kian did not believe me "Don’t you lie to me, don’t you lie! I know this child is mine, you and I made love with no protection, and this baby is mine. Why are you trying to push me away Krys…Why?" he said as he fell to his knees in tears. My heart stopped "Kian…Kian... I love you! I am just so scared that you don’t want this child, I mean I don’t want you to put your life on hold cause of some stupid bitch like me. I don’t want you to regret having a child with somebody you don’t love" I bawled out. Kian got up and took me into his arms "I love you…don’t you see that! I want to spend my life with you and our baby, I want us to be a family" he said. I was over come with emotions, I just kissed him like mad "Kian I love you, I am sorry for running away from you like that" I cried. He j ust held me tight and kissed me “I love you, we will be together forever, I wont let you get away from me ever” he smiled.

*Kian's P.O.V*
I cannot believe that I am back in her arms, I am so damn happy. I pulled back and took a look at her belly "My Gosh, you are growing so fast…I can’t believe that our little one is in there" I said. I put my hand on her tummy "Yeah, he or she is getting bigger everyday, I am eating so much" she smiled. I looked into her eyes, I was lost in love and emotion. I just picked her up and laid her on the bed "I love you Krystle" I said before kissing her softly.

*Lynz's P.O.V*
Shane and I walked out of the arena and all I saw were lights and flashes "Shane...Shane…is this your new girlfriend?" screamed the press. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest, I thought I would pass out, but then I felt Shane's hand hold mine tight "Yes, this is Lynsey "he smiled. I looked up at him and smiled "Hi" I whispered. The press then went mad "How did you meet? Where and how long have you been together?" the press said. Shane just pulled me into the limo and we were off back to the hotel. "So, what do you have planned for us tonight, I know you are being sneaky" he grinned. I just looked at him and kissed him with passion "You will just have to see when we get back to the hotel" I smirked. Shane pulled me on top his lap and began to run his hand up my skirt and pull at my baby blue thong "You know you drive me crazy" he whispered in my ear. I ran my hand over his growing bulge "Now…Now…Mr. Filan you will have to control yourself until we get back to the hot el" I teased as I got off of his lap. After about a twenty-minute drive and Shane trying to rip off my clothes, we were back at the hotel. We both got out to see more press and hear more questions, Shane and I walked passed and went to the room "So, what is the surprise?" he asked dying to know. I just looked at him and smiled "You will see soon, baby" I said.

*Shane’s P.O.V*
I could hardly control myself. I just wanted Lynz right there and then. She took the room key and opened the door, “Ok I want you to close your eyes for just a minute” she said as she guided me inside making sure my eyes were closed as she did so. She let go of my hand but was back by my side seconds later. “Ok, you can open them now,” she replied. I opened my eyes and looked around. There were candles everywhere and rose petals spread across the bed. There was a jar of chocolate spread next o the bed. I knew tonight was going to be really special.

Chapter Thirteen

*Krys’s P.O.V*
I woke up the next morning feeling really good although a little queasy. Kian and I had talked all night and we were going to give things another chance. I was so relieved about it. I was just a little unsure of how the fans were going to take the news but Kian told me not to worry and that it would all be ok.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
“Shane how can you be so hungry?” I giggled as Shane tucked into a full Irish breakfast. “Well babe. I used so much energy last nigh that I need to build it back up. I thought you would have know that,” he pouted. I just giggled, I stopped suddenly though and looked towards the door Kian and Krys were walking through the door hand in hand “oh my god!” I screamed as I jumped up and ran over to Krys “Krys oh my god! Are you…are you?” I couldn’t get the words out. “Yeah Lynz I’m back and I’m here to stay,” she smiled. I then gave her a massive hug as tears fell down my cheek " I am so chuffed that you are back girl, and Kian as well" I said. Krys looked at Kian and hugged him "I am sorry for leaving all of you, I just want to start over and have things back to normal" she said with a smile.

*Kian's P.O.V*

Gosh, I loved this girl and soon we would have a baby to love. I thanked God that he has brought Krys back to me, now I am happy. I looked at all of my friends and thought that this is great my life is great and I can’t wait to have a family. I held Krys tight, closed my eyes, and thought the future our future together.

Epilogue

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
It has been a year now since Krys has come back to Kian, and it is wonderful. Krys and Kian decided to go public, when Krys began to show in her clothes. She was way nervous and scared, but as long as she had Kian nothing else mattered. Krys gave birth to a baby girl her name is Spirit Nicola Nah-ta-lia Egan. Kian was there for the whole thing. He was so sweet. Spirit was christened and Shane and I had the honor of being her Godparents. Krys and Kian got married just last week in a little ceremony in Sligo. Krys wanted to wait until after the birth of Spirit cause she wanted to look sexy in her dress, plus she wanted Spirit to see Kian and her get married. It was very intimate with just friends and family there. The are now on their honeymoon in…Italy! As for Shane and I well.... I am now pregnant and we are so happy to be having a baby together. Shane has already bought us a home, it is massive six bedrooms and a pool. I think that Shane plans on having a lot more babies wit h me, I don’t mind cause I love him so much.