BACK		Second Chances

By Lynsey and Krystle

Chapter One

*Krys’s P.O.V*
It has now been 11months past since, Shane last saw Lynz. He was going out of his mind not knowing what she is doing or how she is. Mark and I had our baby girl we named her Nicola Spirit Starr Feehily. She is just like her father. Mark and I now live in Ireland, Sligo to be correct. Mark and I were married in a small ceremony by the Cliffs of Moher. It was wicked, just the way I dreamed it would be! He loves it here it’s so peaceful and quiet, sometimes it drives me crazy when Mark’s away and I’m alone. I talk to Lynz on the phone all the time and she would come visit and bring gifts for the baby as well. Whenever she came it was a secret cause she did not want Shane to find out, she did not want to see him or Kian. I can say that Kian is over Lynz at this point in time, he's always in the tabloids with some girl. As for the rest of the lads they are great and having a wicked time on tour, they love it. Mark gets sad that he cannot be with Nicola and I, but we go out and vis it him alot. I still remember when I had Nicola, it was very funny to say the least.

*Flashback to "Feel The Noise" Tour*

*Mark's P.O.V*
Gosh, I am dead nervous about this show we have so many fans out waiting for us. I was sitting next to Krystle who was now 8 and a half months pregnant, she looked so cute with her belly. "Baby, are you going to go around front and watch or stay back here?" I asked. She turned to me and smiled " I am not sure yet, I must wait for Kerry you know she is always with me" she said. I kissed her softly "Just take it easy, I know you love to meet the fans and all, but you are almost due to have the baby and they fans may want to fell your belly, also it's a bit hot out" I informed. She just looked at me and rolled her eyes " Yeah... Yeah... I know! Don’t worry over me Feehily I can take care of myself" she laughed. I kissed her nose "I love you" I whispered. She got up and went to the food table and got a bottle of water "Even if I look like a massive cow" she giggled. I laughed "Even if you look like a massive cow" .She shot me a evil grin "hey, you Minger" she laughed as she threw a bottle at me. I got up and grabbed her softly "Baby, I would love to play games with you, but I must get ready for the show" I pouted. She kissed me "I love you so much Mark Feehily" she whispered. "I love you Krystle Menzie, hopefully soon that will change to Krystle Feehily" I smirked. She pushed me away "Not when I am looking like a cow, we will get married after this one is born" she smiled. I blew her a kiss and left her in the room, Gosh I loved her so much.

*Krys's P.O.V*
This really sucks being fat and bloated all the time, I eat like a cow and look like one as well, I thought to myself. I decided to go for a walk outside and greet some fans as well. I went out and saw tons of girls with signs and posters, some of them even said ‘Mark, have a baby with me and not Krystle!’ I always thought those were cute, but some fans were dead rude and scared me a lot. I was out with Mark at a show and this girl came up to me and yelled, "I hope your baby dies you stupid bitch," that scared me very much and Mark. After that night, I wanted somebody to be with me, that person was Lynz. Most of the time she could come out, but she would not stay long cause she was not up for talking with Shane ever. When she was not there, I had Kerry, she was a blast I loved her to bits. I walked around for a few hours, then went backstage for the show was going to start, I sat down next to the stage and watched as Westlife went on. After there third song, I had a sharp pai n in my tummy, so I went to the bathroom, then all of the sudden my water broke. I came out running to Kerry "Kerry its time, Ouch" I cried. She looked at me and yelled "What? Are you serious". I screamed "Yes, you must get Mark off stage...Ouch!” Kerry helped me to sit down as she tried to signal Mark off of stage.

*Mark's P.O.V*
The crowd was going nuts, I was loving it so much, all of the sudden I look over and see Kerry pointing to her tummy as if to tell me some thing. I kept singing and dancing until Kian ran over to me and whispered "I think it's time mate" I looked at Kian and smiled. I waited until we finished the song before I spoke to the crowd "Hey, I am dead sorry but I must get going, Krystle is gone into labour" I smiled as I ran off stage. I got to Krys and she was in tears crying "Mark, it hurts" I picked her up and we got in the limo to head to hospital. While in the car I could tell the pain was getting worse "Mark, you fucking bastard look what you've done to me...Ahhhh" she screamed at the top of her lungs. I held her hand and tried not to laugh, she was so cute at this moment. We got to hospital and got her into a room, the doc came in about 15 minutes layer and told her that she was not dilated enough to give birth just yet. This made Krys very upset "I swear if you don’t get thi s child out of me I am going to kill you Feehily" she yelled. "Krys you must breath and calm down, you cant push yet the baby is not ready" I assured her. She grabbed me by the shirt "Mark, get me something for this fucking pain" she panted. I looked to the Doc and he gave her a mild sedative to take the pain away for a while. About 20 minutes later the lads came with gifts in hand '”Well, I guess it is time for Feehily to become a daddy" laughed Bryan. I gave them all a hug "I am dead chuffed, but Krys is in so much pain she was lashing at me on the way here" I smiled. "It will be alright, she will be just fine" said Nicky. The lads and I waited for Krys to be ready to give birth that took 3 hours, I almost fell asleep when I heard her scream at the top of her lungs "Maaarrrkkk Feehily get your arse in here!” I got up and ran to her, before looking back at Kian and asked if he could call Lynz, then I went to my girl. I got in the room and the Doc was already in position for Krys to push, I held her hand and kissed her softly "I love you" I said. Krys was not in the mood at all. She was pushing and yelling, "I hate you Feehily... I hate you". About 25 minutes later, I saw our baby come out and start to cry '"You did it love" I cried. Krys looked at the baby and laughed " NO, thanks to you". The Doc put the baby on Krys's chest and said it's a girl, then he left the room. "What shall we name her?" I asked. Krys kissed me softly “How about Nicola Spirit Starr Feehily" she smiled. I loved that name "Great, I love it" I said. I could tell Krys was dead tired "Baby, get some rest, I am taking Nicola to see the lads" I told her. She nodded before asking, "Have you got a hold of Lynz?” she asked. I looked at her and shook my head, I could tell she was sad not to have her best mate with her.

*End of Flashback*

Gosh, I really wanted Lynz to be with me for when I gave birth, but she has her own life now and I understand 100%. I really do feel that she and Shane may get back together, but now I am not sure. She hurt Shane, and I feel bad for him he lost his one love.

Chapter Two

*With Lynz*
I was sitting on the plane thanking God that they were on tour. What am I saying I wanna see them all again. I feel so bad when I think back to the day Kian phoned me.

*Flashback*

I was sitting in the chair curled up looking at my photo album, looking back on all the good times Krys and me had had. The photos stopped with a pick of Krys, Mark, Shane and me taken 11 months ago. My mobile went off and I looked at the caller id ‘Kian’. That was one person I didn’t want to talk to especially when here I am thinking about Shane. I picked up the phone “I don’t wanna talk to you yet.” I said then hung up. I didn’t even give him a chance to talk all he got out was ‘Krys’ and I think I heard the word baby.

*End of Flashback*

So here I am sitting on the plane, after getting time off work, ready to see Krys and her beautiful baby Nicola again. I am also going to see Shane. As the plane began to land I played with the ring on my finger. I got my bags and headed out the door. As I came out of the building I phoned Krys just to make sure she was home “Hey Krys! What you up to?” “I’m just getting out of a taxi at the airport why?” “Just wondered. Look I’ve got to go meet some one I’ll phone you real soon.” I turned my phone back off and headed to departures. I saw her and Nicola “Hey Krys!” I said “Lynz oh my god! What are you doing her? I’m just going to see Mark. It’s so good to see you, it’s been what a month since I saw you last? How did you get time off work.” Krys said all at once while hugging me. “First I came to see you, it has been a month and I got time off because I asked for it. I now you are going to see Mark, want some company?” I asked, “What you want to come with me?” Krys asked as sh e walked up to check in with the pram and a suitcase. I took the suitcase from her and walked with her. “Yeah I thinks it’s time to see Shane and Kian and everyone else again.” I smiled “I’m so glad you want to see them again. I know how much Shane’s missed you.” She said as she handed over the tickets and passports. I handed the girl my credit card and paid for a ticket.

Nicola slept on the plane so Krys and I sat talking “so what’s been happening with you? You never got a chance to tell me last time.” Krys asked “Well…I’m…Krys I’m seeing someone else his name’s Colin. He knows all about Shane and he’s trying to help me get over him.” Krys looked shocked “what about Shane? I thought you loved him?” “I do! That’s the problem I can’t get over him.
Colin’s really good to me, he treats me well, he gave me time off…” Krys cut me off “Your boss Colin? God he’s nice!” “Yeah him…but…” “But what?” Krys asked, “He’s not Shane.” I sighed, Krys knew there was more “and?” “The sex ain’t the same. With Shane it was great, it was love with Colin it’s just…” “Sex” she answered for me. I smiled and so did she, we both began to laugh and for the exact same reason. Krys and I were about to land at the Berlin airport in Germany, we got of the plane and got all the things sorted. We went outside and saw a few cars and limos, but I noticed one with a lad standing by it smiling at Krys and Nicola, I knew it was Mark.

Chapter Three

*At the Hotel With Mark and Krys*

*Lynz'z P.O.V*
I was a bit nervous, I mean I had seen Mark and we chatted, but how would I react to seeing Ki and Shay again. "Mark, I must say Nicola is a beautiful baby" I smiled. Mark picked up Nicola and laughed, "You can thank her mum for that,” he said. I smiled and turned to Krys "So, when is the next one due" I grinned. Mark looked at Krys and winked "Hopefully soon, I want a massive family at least 4 or 5 kids" he said. Krys looked at him as if he lost his mind "Four or Five, in your dreams Feehily! I am not going to have that many, after 2 the factory is closed" she laughed. Mark got up and kissed her "We will se my love" he smirked.

*Krys's P.O.V*
I swear what does Mark think I am a baby-making machine, he is mad. "Mark give me my child, you are insane" I said. He came over and handed her to me "Alright, I am going to see what is going on for tonight. I will be back in a few minutes, Lynz you want me to tell Shane and Kian you’re here?" he asked. Lynz shot him a look "No... Oh Lord No! I mean they will find out when I go to the show" she said. Mark smiled and left the room, now Lynz and I could talk more. "Lynz, so tell me more about this Colin, I mean do you love him" I asked while playing with Nicola. Lynz looked confused "I mean Colin and I are great, I do love him very much. I mean we…we are getting married soon" she sighed. I almost fainted when she told me this "What? Tell me you are joking, is that why you came to tell Shay and Kian" I yelled. Lynz began to cry a bit "Yes…and No! I am so confused, I love Colin very much, but I mean I love Shane, I don’t know what I want. But that’s not the worst part, he knows h ow Shane hurt me, and he hates Shane" she cried. I did not know what to say, "It will be alright, I mean…I am sure Shane is over you so you won’t have to worry about him. You can go on with your new life with Colin" I said. She looked at me "Krys, you don’t want me to be with Shane?" she asked. I knew I had put my foot in my mouth "I am just saying that you left him, and you hurt him deeply, I don’t think he will take you back. You slept with Kian, and fell in love with Kian" I said. Lynz got up and walked to the door "Oh...I see! You are not helping any, you are making it seem like I deserve this" she yelled at me. I put Nicola to play on the floor "Lynz, I am sorry, but I mean you cant just go back and fourth when you want. It’s not fair to Shane to have his heart get hurt or Colin, ya know" I said. She rolled her eyes "Right" she said before slamming the door. I went back to Nicola and kissed her "Oh, Great what had your mum got into now" I said.

Chapter Four

*Mark's P.O.V*
I was a bit worried how Shane would react when he saw Lynz, I walked into his room and there he was with a girl. "Hiya, Mark" he smiled. I guess he was over Lynz "Hey, Shane! I guess you are busy" I said. He told me to come in and sit down "Mark, this is Zoë…and Zoë this is Mark" he smiled. I shook her hand "It’s nice to meet you,” I said. I was confused on who she was "Shane is this your girlfriend?" I asked dying to know. Shane smiled "Yeah, I have kept it secret for about 2 months now, I mean I don’t want things to go wrong like with that bitch Lynz, ya know" he spoke. I was in shock, if he thinks Lynz is a bitch, he will be shocked to se her now "Ohhh, I see! So, I mean that’s uhhhh, great Shane!" I stammered. "I mean she makes me happy, so much more than Lynz ever did" he laughed as he kissed her softly. "Shane, umm that’s great! I am so chuffed for ya mate" I tried to smile. "Thanks Mate" he said. I looked at Zoë "Umm, we have got things to take care of so we better get going" I said. Shane looked at Zoë and told her she will see him at the show later "Bye baby" he said as she left. I ran my hands over my head, and tried to think.

*Shane's P.O.V*
Gosh, I am so happy with Zoë, I am glad Lynz left me, but it still hurts me a bit! I loved her and she left me alone, that bitch. Who cares I have Zoë and this girl is great everything that Lynz was not, or so I want her to be. "Mark, what’s up mate?” I asked. Mark just shook his head "Nothing…I am just tired, ya know Nicola is very hyper baby" he smiled. I was so happy that Mark was a daddy, and he was too, I understood that he was tired, but I mean he did not see Krys and Nicola that often. Nicola was a cool baby, very cute she loved to call all the lads daddy. I really thought that Lynz and I would have a family, but I am with Zoë now, I can’t think of that girl. "Mark, lets get going we must get ready for the show, I am so excited to have Zoë here with me" I gushed. Mark and I got up and headed for the arena, it was a sold out show in Germany, the fans were always mad for us.

*Later with Lynz*
I knew Krys was right with what she was saying but I just can’t let go. I love Shane he’s still who I think about. Colin hates him. I tried to tell him that I hurt Shane so badly but all he thought about was Shane cheating on me with his ex, calling me a slut and lusting after Nicola when he had me. I walked back to Krys and Marks room. I knocked on the door and Krys answered it. “Krys, I’m sorry it’s not your fault it’s mine. I know I hurt Shane badly but he hurt me too and if he’s moved on then that’s fine I just need to try and get him to forgive me.” I said tears nearly in my eyes at the thought of not being with Shane again, at least in an intimate way. Krys led me inside, “I’m sure even if he has moved on he’ll forgive you. I didn’t make myself very clear last time, I do want you and Shane to be together but I don’t want you or him to get hurt again. I heard you in tears night after night when you called but I also saw Shane break down and clam up, I saw him in tears to o.” She gave me a hug. Mark walked in just after looking a bit worried and shocked “Mark what’s wrong?” Krys asked him “um…just a slight hick up. Krys are you coming to watch the show too?” he asked “no, I think it will be a bit too hot for Nicola so I’ll stay here and then all you guys can come back here.” “Ok.
Lynz you ready?” he asked me “Actually I think it would be better if Krys went. I’ll stay here and look after Nicola I don’t think it would be too wise for Shane and Kian to see me for the first time in 11 months standing in front of them while they try to perform.” I said “yeah maybe you’re right, I think Mark and I should let them know your here then if we’re all coming back here.” Krys suggested “Ok, I think that might be a good idea.” I smiled. Krys and Mark hugged and kissed Nicola and then came over and gave me a hug too.

*Krys’s P.O.V*
Mark and I got outside the door, “right Mark what’s going on? What was with your face when you came in?” I asked him “um…Shane’s got someone.” “What do you mean?” “Shane’s got a girlfriend called Zoë, I met her today. Now I don’t know how he’s going to react when he sees Lynz.” “Shit! Why is this happening?” I screamed “what?” Mark asked with a funny expression. “Lynz has a boyfriend, fiancé actually. Thing is she still loves Shane, more than she loves Colin actually. She’s over here to see if Shane still…another thing is Colin hates Shane for some reason, Lynz says it’s because of what Shane did to her I think it’s that and the fact that she still love Shane.” I finished out of breath, Mark suddenly stopped. “This is a mess! I hate to say it but as much as Shane still loves Lynz, he keeps saying she’s a bitch and that she never loved him. He didn’t give her a chance to love him, first he jumped into bed with his ex, and he went lusting after Nicola. Then she jumped into bed with Kian, he called her a slut and what ever else but wouldn’t take her back even though he did the exact same thing to her.” Mark sighed. We began to walk again.

Chapter Five

*Krys’s P.O.V*
We got to the arena and walked to the changing room. Kian, Nicky and Bryan were in there. I decided that maybe if they knew Lynz was here that they could help us figure out when to tell Shane. Mark seemed to know that I was going to tell them as he put his arm around me, “guys we have something to tell you,” I began “wait don’t tell us Feehily here’s gonna be a daddy again.” Bryan yelled. “Shut up Bry.” Mark replied. “Kian this concerns you most of all and Shane, um…Lynz is here.” I finished. “I was wondering when this was going to happen. I guess I’ll have to speak to her see if the two of us can’t be friends or something.” Kian said, “You mean you’re not angry with her or that she’s her?” I asked surprised “no actually it’ll be good to see her again.” Kian replied I smiled and went over and hugged him. “Hey, where’s my hug?” Bryan yelled. I laughed at his boyish face and went and gave him a hug, not wanting to leave Nicky out I gave him one too. I didn’t get a chance to as k them when they thought I should tell Shane because just at that moment he walked in.

*Shane’s P.O.V*
I was so happy Zoë was coming to see the show. She didn’t know if she could stay after it though, but I wasn’t really bothered about that. I was just so happy she was here with me, now I got to introduce her to everyone else. We walked into the chancing room hand in hand. “Hey guys, this is my girlfriend Zoë, Zoë this is Nicky, Bryan, Kian and Krystle and well you’ve already met Mark.” “Hey Zoë” they all replied. I was just going to ask Krys were Nicola was, when my phone went off, so I didn’t get the chance to.

*Mark’s P.O.V*
Shane looks so happy with Zoë but well I think deep down he really loves Lynz. He was gonna tell her that he wanted them to give things another chance that night, but she left before he had the chance to. Krys turned to me “Mark he was gonna ask me where Nicola is, what am I going to say?” Krys looked quite panicky. “Just tell him the truth.” I replied calmly. Shane came off the phone just as Anto came through the door. “Guys, you need to go get changed your on in five minutes” Bryan, Kian and Nicky walked to the door while Shane and I gave Zoë and Krys a kiss.

Chapter Six

*Shane’s P.O.V*
We got ready to go on stage, I kept trying to ask Mark where Nicola was. I thought it was quite funny that she wasn’t with them. We took out places as the lights went down, the screams were deafening. I loved this part this was what I loved the most except L…Zoë, Shit! The concert seemed to fly by and every now and then I looked at Zoë. During the end song as Bryan was singing the end lines I whispered to Mark “where’s Nicola?” he looked at me and simply replied “Lynz is watching her back at the hotel.” He joined in to sing the last line of the song, as I did. I could feel the anger inside me. We quickly got off stage “why the hell is she watching her? Mark she’s a slut you don’t know how many guys she could have in there while your daughters there!” I yelled. By this time Krys and Zoë were back stage and had heard what I had said.

*Mark’s P.O.V*
Where did Shane get off saying this shit! I think he needs to be told a thing or two, but before I could say anything Krys did “Shane’s she’s my best friend, she’s gonna see Nicola and me no matter what you say! She loved you and you know she’s not a slut how can you say…” she yelled but it got too much for her and she cried. She was clearly upset by what Shane had said. “She never loved me, she slept with Kian for God’s sake!” Shane yelled. I had had enough of this! It wasn’t all Lynz’s fault “for gods sake Shane! You never gave her a chance to love you! You jumped into bed with your ex then went lusting after Nicola! Yeah, ok Lynz did sleep with Kian but at least she admits she’s partly to blame for the way things turned out. You just won’t admit that you blame it all on her!” I yelled. Shane and the others were shocked by my outburst come to think of it so was I. Shane looked around to the others for help, “I hate to admit it mate, but Marks right.” Nicky replied.

*Krys's P.O.V*
"Shane, I do not mean to be rude, but you have really pissed me off. I think you still care for Lynz. You cannot give up on her that easy. You may have this girl, but Shane can you say you truly love her" I yelled. Just then Zoë turned to and looked at me "Excuse me, Shane and I are in love. He cares for me more that that bitch Lynz, he hates her he tells me all the time how she cheated on him." she yelled. I got very pissed "Shut Up you Minger, you don’t know shit all right" I yelled. She went over to Shane and began to cry "Shane, why are they being so mean to me, I have done nothing" she sobbed. I laughed "Shane oh please, doesn't she remind you of that slut Nicola, playing these little baby games" I said. Shane looked at me "Krys, Shut Up alright, you aren't being very nice. Just cause you want Lynz and I to be happy does not mean it will happen,” he said. I looked at Mark "Shane, you are a fool to try and cover your feelings" I said then I left the room.

*Kian's P.O.V*
Wow, this is a lot of drama going on, I wonder how Lynz is doing. I think I shall go see her and speak with her. I really miss her. I snuck past all the lads and left for the hotel.

*Mark's P.O.V*
This is not going well, at all I must calm everybody down. "Shane, we are not trying to gang up on Zoë, but you know we want you to make the right choice" I said. Shane held Zoë and kissed her " I have made the right choice, Zoë is the right choice. I can not think of Lynz she is nothing to me" he said as he walked out the room with Zoë. I was really lost, but I had to go after Krys she was way more pissed.

Chapter Seven

*At The Hotel With Lynz*
Oh Krys and Mark's baby is so damn sweet, she is the best child ever and so beautiful. I wish I was having a baby, yeah right with who Colin, that would be very wrong. I heard the door open "Hey Krys" I smiled. She walked in and sat in the sofa "Umm, Shane knows" she said. I put Nicola down "What, how did he take it?" I asked. She looked away "You need to talk with him, he is still upset. Plus...he has a girlfriend her name is Zoë" she informed. I was in shock "Really, well that's nice, I mean I have some body as well I don’t need that Filan anyway" I said softly. I was hurt, now we could never try and patch things up. "Lynz, you two must talk and even if you don’t sort things out, at least you can still try and be mates" Krys said. Just then there was a knock at the door, I opened it "Kian" I gasped. He can in and gave me a massive hug "Hiya Girl! I have missed you" he smiled. I was in shock God, he looked so fit "I…I…missed you to Kian" I stammered as I gave him another hug . I pulled Kian over to the sofa and we sat down, Krys got Nicola and handed her to Kian "Here you are Nicola, play with uncle Kian for a bit" she laughed. Kian was so chuffed to hold her "Great, now I get to play daddy" he joked. "I need to rest for a bit, please watch her until Mark gets back,” she asked. Kian agreed, he did not mind he loved Nicola "So, Lynz how have you been doing?" he asked. “Um…fine I guess. As well as can be expected considering what I put you and Shane through and what I’ve been through. How about you?” I asked him, twiddling with my ring.

*Kian’s P.O.V*
“Ok really I’ve missed having you to talk to though.” I said. I looked at her and noticed she was playing with a ring “Lynz are you…?” I asked shocked. She looked a little scared when I asked her and she took a few minutes before she answered. “Well yes but…it’s complicated. Well it was complicated it’s not any more.” She sighed “so you know about Zoë then?” “Yeah, Krys told me just before you came. I came here really to um…well to see if me and Shane could maybe give things another go but…” she stopped. “Lynz please tell me maybe I can help.” I said softly "not unless you can turn back time then…Sorry than was a bit…I know I’m kind of cheating on Colin by coming here to see if Shane and I…ya know but, I had to try.” “Well have you tried?” “No I…I’m…I’m scared. I don’t know what to do Krys says I should talk to him and see if we can’t at least be friends.” God things are really fucked up! “So how about you? Anyone new in your life?” she asked trying to change the subject. “Na h not really. There’s been a few but no one special.” I replied. Just then Mark, Bryan, and Nicky came in the door. “Where’s Krys?” Mark asked. I noticed Lynz suddenly take her ring off “she’s in the bedroom having a lie down,” she replied. Mark went into the bedroom and Nicky and Bryan sat down.

*Nicky’s P.O.V*
“Hey Lynz how you doing?” I asked. It was nice to see her again. I know Shane was with Zoë but I couldn’t help thinking that he’d be better of with Lynz “I’m good. How’s Gina? I here you two are getting married, congratulations,” she replied. “Thanks, she’s fine and I’m ok. Just a little tired, just the usual really. Beep beep. My phone went off, it was Gina.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
God it felt good to back here with everyone, just like that old times only it wasn’t. Shit! Seeing Nix on the hone reminds me, I was supposed to phone Colin at the office. Krys and Mark came back out of the bedroom. “Krys came I um…?” I nodded towards the phone “sure” “thanks” I walked towards the phone and dialed the office number “hi, may I speak to Mr. Weir please. Hi Susan, he’s where? Ok then, bye.” I hung up. Krys looked at me to see if things were ok “Lynz that was quick,” she said “Shit Krys! He’s not there he’s on his way here.” I replied my face going slightly white. “Here? But he thinks your in Ireland does he not?” she asked “I was talking to him before and I told him we were here I had to go though because Nicola needed me and now…” Krys came over and hugged me. “That’s good then we’ll get to meet him.” Mark said. Bryan and Nicky looked puzzled “Lynz’s boyfriend Colin.” Kian filled in “Oh!” they replied. “It’s not what you think though, I’ll explain later.” Kian said again “Yeah Lynz it means we’ll get to meet him and see if he’s good enough for our Lynz.” Mark said again. “No you don’t understand Colin…well he um…hates Shane.” I cried Krys just hugged me. Kian, Mark, Nicky and Bryan just stood there quite shocked.
Just then there was a knock at the door "Oh, Great who is this now" I said as I wen to the door. I opened the door and there stood Shane with that girl "Oh...Hi Shane how nice to se you" I lied. I turn and went back to the sofa and sat next to Kian and played with Nicola. Krys and Mark walked into the bedroom. Shane walked in and with that girl "Hiya, lads this is Zoë as if you don’t already know that" he smiled. I rolled my eyes "Isn’t that nice" I said. She looked at me and then kissed Shane just to piss me off. "Oh, you guys did I tell you I am getting married" I said waiting for Shane reaction.

*Shane's P.O.V*
Did I hear Lynz right, did she say she was getting married. "That’s is Great, I wish you luck" smiled Nicky and Bryan. Lynz got up and hugged them and smiled, was she really happy. I guess she must be, I mean if she was not why would she tell us all. "That’s great Lynz, I hope you are happy" I lied. She looked at me and smiled as if to mock me "Oh, I am happy! More happy then I have ever been Also, you lot shall meet him soon, he should be here any day" she said. I looked at Zoë and smiled "Well, I hope one day Zoë and I will marry, she is the best thing that has happened to me" I grinned. I looked at Lynz and I could see her face was turning red, and tears were forming. "Well, Kian tell Mark and Krys and baby Nicola I say goodnight" I asked. Kian nodded, and Zoë and I left, I was happy I knew I had gotten to Lynz.

*Lynz's P.O.V*
Oh, that Filan how could I have ever loved him he is such a…a...asshole. I could feel tears coming down my face I sat next to Kian he pulled me close. "Don’t worry, I am sure he was just trying to hurt you. He did not mean it, I am sure." Kian assured. I looked at him "No, I hate him! That is why I shall marry Colin, he is better for me I know that now." I cried as I got up and ran out of the room.

*Kian's P.O.V*
I looked to Bry and Nicky they had there heads down, I did not want to see Lynz sad. "Well, Bry and I are gonna hit the bed" said Nicky. I said bye to them, I got up and went to the bedroom, I opened the door and saw Krys and Mark on the bed having sex. I was in complete shock "Oh…Umm…I am sorry. I will just take Nicola with me for the night, eh" I gasped as I closed the door and left. I was getting Nicola's toys and laughing to myself "Wow, Nicola I guess Mum and Dad are working on a new baby brother or sister for ya" I laughed. I got all of her toys, and some dipers and went back to my room, this was going to be fun to play daddy for a night.

*Krys's P.O.V*
"Oh, Gosh Mark that was so shocking, Kian saw us having sex" I laughed. Mark was not even listening to me, as he was panting from or love making. "Mark, did you just realize what happened?" I asked trying to catch my breath. He kissed me deeply "What happened" he asked. I rolled my eyes, it was obvious he id not see that Kian walked in. "Nothing, baby! Just go to sleep, that was amazing and now we must rest" I whispered. Mark looked at me "What about Nicola?" he said. I kissed his nose "Don’t worry she is in great hands, we will see her tomorrow" I said as I closed my eyes.

Chapter Eight

*In The Morning*

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
I hadn’t got much sleep, so when my mobile rang the next morning, I was kinda grumpy when I answered it. “Hello, oh hi babe. When? The 4 o’ clock flight, ok I’m at the Soverent hotel. Yeah see you then.” I hung up. Shit! I didn’t think Colin would be here that quickly. I felt like shit, so I went and had a shower. When I came out I still felt like shit. I put on a jumper and a pair of jeans that clung to my legs; I couldn’t be bothered with my hair so I just slung it up wet. I put on my trainers grabbed my room keys, purse and mobile and headed out the door to see Krys. I reached her door the same time as Kian, he was looking a little worse for wear and had Nicola in his arms. “Don’t say it. I’m never baby sitting her own my own again.” He said I laughed and took Nicola from him as he knocked on the door.

*Kian’s P.O.V*
Nicola had kept me up most of the night, but I didn’t mind. Lynz looked like she hadn’t had too much sleep either. “So, what kept you awake?” I asked her. “Just um…oh I might as well tell you. I was up most of the night thinking about Shane and Colin.” She sighed. Krys came to the door “morning,” she replied happily “good night was it?” I asked. Krys blushed like mad.

*Krys’s P.O.V*
Kian and Lynz came in and I could tell Lynz hadn’t had much sleep. Mark came out of the bathroom, “Oh hey guys, are you coming with us to the studio Lynz? You can keep Krys company, coz it’ll be a long day.” He said. I looked at Lynz, I hoped she would come it would give us a chance to talk. “Um…I’m not sure.” She hesitated and as soon as she did I knew the reason. Shane. Mark, Kian and me looked at her with pleading eyes. “Ok, I guess so.” She smiled. There was a knock on the door I opened it. Anto stood there, “You guys, as usual are running late. Bryan, Nicky and Shane have all ready left. I’ll get the driver to stop at McDonalds so you can get something to eat on the way,” he said. Kian walked to the door while Mark grabbed his jacket I lifted a few things for Nicola and then we left.

*Mark’s P.O.V*

The car ride was really quite apart from Nicola making little noises. I guess everyone was thinking about stuff. I knew I was. I was wondering if Zoë was gonna be at the studio. I hoped she wouldn’t be, not in a bad way but well maybe if she wasn’t there then Shane and Lynz could talk. I hoped they would sort something out. I’m also thinking about what Colin was like, I don’t think Lynz is really happy with him.

We got to the studio and went in. I reached the room we were recording in first and opened the door. Shane, Bryan and Nicky were rolling around on the floor in fits of laughter. Nicky saw us first and headed over. “Hey,” he saw Lynz “Lynz I’m glad you came now you’ll find out that Marky here can’t really sing.” “Hey!” I yelled and chased him round the room Krys and Lynz just laughed. Kian decided to join in the fun so Bryan and him were joking around. I noticed Shane, he was standing perfectly still looking in Lynz’s direction.

Chapter Nine

*Shane’s P.O.V*
Gosh look at her, she is s beautiful I miss her laugh, smile and the way she looks naked. I could not stop myself from staring at her "Shane" yelled Bryan. I snapped out of it "What…lets just get this recording done so I can be with Zoë" I said hoping Lynz would hear me. The guys stopped playing around and we all got into the booth and looked over our lyric sheet. I turned to Mark I saw him staring at Krys and smiling "Mark we got to focus" I said. He looked at me and rolled his eyes "Me, I will have no trouble. I think you need to focus and stop dreaming of shagging Lynz" he laughed. We put our headsets on and listened to the music play I started the song off ‘Don't Get Me Wrong’ I opened my mouth and looked at Lynz and began to sing:
"Don’t get me wrong I played my part and its over I tired of being strong by hiding that I am not... don’t get me wrong you played your part and I think you know this love's for real... its time to show just how I feel" After my verse Mark took over and I could feel that he was trying to help me out with this song. Mark closed his eyes and sang his heart out: "Time after time, I refused to see why... I cant go on with out you here by my side..." All of the lads sang their parts and we had finished the song in one take, I hoped that Lynz knew that I sang that for her. I walked out of the booth and passed Krys and Lynz I did not look at her.

*Krys's P.O.V*
I smiled at Lynz as the lads had done with the song "Lynz, you know that..." she cut me off "Krys don’t even say it he was not singing that to me, it was for Zoë" she said. "Lynz you can think what you want, but you guys belong together,” I said before running up and hugging Mark. "Mark, that was so cute will you guys sing any other songs,” I asked dying to hear more. Mark kissed me "We need Shane and he just walked out for some reason, but I am working on this one song its called Imaginary Diva. I was hoping I could get some of the recording done, but I will put that aside for now Shane needs my help" he told. I nodded "Alright you go help him, I need to talk with Kian,” I said. Mark kissed me and left to go find Shane. I ran up to Kian and jumped on his back "Kian freakin Egan" I laughed. Kian spun me around and tossed me on the sofa then sat next to me "So, Kian do you want to watch Nicola for another night" I smiled. I saw Kian's eyes widen "Oh...Ummm...that child is the devil! She kept me up all night, she wanted me to sing the whole night to her. I swear how does Mark deal with it, his voice will be gone soon,” Kian cried. I kissed Kian's cheek "Kian, what are you talking about Nicola never wants Mark to sing for her... I guess you are special! You do know that now she will always want you to watch her" I grinned. Kian covered his face "No... NO... No..." he said while getting up. Lynz and I laughed "Poor, Kian I thought you were good at handling birds, eh? This one too much for you" I teased. Kian looked at me and rolled his eyes "Oi, you two stop" he said. Lynz and I laughed as we threw pillows at Kian, it ended up in a massive pillow fight, and soon Bry and Nicky joined in.

*Shane's P.O.V*
I sat with my head in my hands just outside the room. Mark came out and sat next to me “Shane…” “Mark I know what your gonna say and your right. What you said back in there was the truth, I was thinking about shagging Lynz. I know it’s not right but I couldn’t help it. Mark I love her!” I cried.

*Mark’s P.O.V*
I had never seen Shane cry this much over a girl before. “Look Shane if you still do love her you need to tell her, you need to show her how you feel.” I said “I sand that song for her but…” I cut him off “I know she didn’t say anything…but well that’s maybe because it was easy for us to see it was her you were singing about but not her. Do you understand whet I’m saying Shane?” I asked “Yeah Mark I think you do.” He replied. We both stood up and went back inside.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
Mark and Shane came back into the room and I couldn’t take my eyes off him. He looked so broken and so sad, but that had to be my imagination why would he be sad when he was so happy with Zoë. I watched as the others and him all went back in and put their headsets on. They sang two more songs then came out for a break. I’m glad they did because I wanted to talk to Shane, but at that moment Zoë came waltzing in. I decided it was best to leave the two of them alone so I went and sat beside Nicky and the others.

Chapter Ten

*Shane’s P.O.V*
Zoë had just walked in but I couldn’t hear half of what she was saying as I was sitting watching Lynz who was having a pillow fight with Kian, Nicky and Bryan. She looked so comfortable there with them, Zoë would never have joined in one of the guys pillow fights. I suddenly heard something that Zoë was saying to me, “I know what you mean about Lynsey Shane. I mean look at her she’s all over your best mates and she’s getting married. She isn’t half a money grabbing little slut if ever I saw one. I mean who does she think she is, I bet no one in here really wants her here except maybe Keys but that’s probably because she’s likely to be a little money grabber too.” I looked at her “Zoë what exactly are you on about?” I asked. I couldn’t believe I was hearing this, how could she just sit there and talk about the love of my life like that “Lynsey. I’m talking about Lynsey, Shane. Look she’s practically all over Nicky, Bryan and Kian. God! Doesn’t she know that Nicky is engaged an d that Bryan is married! As for Kian, I mean he’s been there before you’d think he wouldn’t want to got there again.” I had heard enough “Zoë, will you just shut up. God! How can you say things like that when you don’t even know people? Lynsey may have cheated on me but I did the same to her.” “Shane what are you talking about?” Zoë asked me puzzled “What I mean is how dare you talk about Lynsey like that and Krystle and everyone else for that matter. At least Lynsey got to know a person before she went around saying things like that about them. Infact she would never say that about anyone! And if any one’s a money grabbing bitch around here I’d say…I’d say it’s more likely to be you.” I replied Zoë got up and pointed to Lynz and began to yell "Shane, how could you stand up for this slut! She hurt you and broke your heart, I am here to love you truly and deeply, and she is just a bitch. How can you stand up for her, I mean she fucked your best mate Kian and I am sure now she wants Mark or even Nicky" she yelled. I got up and slapped her across the face "Don’t you dare, get the fuck out you cow" I yelled. Zoë punched me back hard in the stomach, I was in shock she really packed a punch. I fell to the floor out of breath. Lynz got up and ran over to me "You stupid bitch, if you want to fight somebody try me" she yelled. Zoë was about to come to Lynz when security came and took Zoë out. Lynz held me in her arms "Shane...are you alright?” she asked. I looked up at her and tried to smile "I am...a...all right I guess" I said. Mark and the rest of the lads were laughing at me "Shane got his arse kicked by a bird" Kian giggled. I got up and acted like it did not hurt "Lynz...umm...can we" I was cut off by her mobile ringing. She walked away and picked it up "Hey, Baby! Oh that’s great you are here then...ohhh I can't wait to see you I will be at the hotel in a bit alright” she said then hung up. She turned to Krys "I must get going Colin is here...Gos h I missed him "she said then ran off. I looked at Mark, sat down, and covered my face I knew that it was too late.

*Lynz's P.O.V*
I was so happy, but yet sad that Colin was coming. I wanted to try and sort things out with Shane, but I can’t he is too late. I ran out of the room and left them in a hurry.

*Krys's P.O.V*
I looked around the room and then at Mark "Ummm, why did she leave?" I asked. Kian looked at me and laughed "She is going to her man to get some action" he told. I threw the pillow at him "Kian shut up, eh" I said. Mark sat next to me "Shane...you need to go tell her mate, you are wasting time" he posed. Shane looked at Mark "It's too late...it's too late" he cried. Bry and Nicky went over and hugged there mate, they knew he was hurting like mad. I got up and kissed Shane on the cheek "Shane... I'm sorry" I whispered. Shane pushed us all away and left the studio "Mark, you must go stop him he is not in a good state" I cried. Mark shook his head "I will not he needs time alone to get sorted with his feelings and emotions,” he said. I stomped my foot "Fine...Jeeze this is one big mess" I said. "I think we have done enough recording for the day lads" said Nicky. We all got our things and left, we all wondered what would happen between Lynz and Colin, or even Lynz and Shane. Mark and I went back to get Nicola from Anto's room, I knocked and he opened the door. I burst out laughing Anto had food all over his clothes and face "What happened to you" I laughed. He handed Nicola to Mark "This child is not well, she is off her rocker! She went mad, when I would not sing for her...she kept calling for Kian...Kian...that's all she would say! I will never watch this child... never,” he yelled before slamming the door. I looked at Nicola and kissed her "Mark, I am telling you she gets her wild ways from you" I said. Mark looked at Nicola "Is that true honey, you are wild like your daddy,” he asked. Nicola just smiled and began to laugh " See, I think we should give Bryan a go with her" I said. Nicola began to scream "Bry...Bryan...Ahhhhhh" she yelled in Marks ear. I could not stop laughing "And you want to have more babies, I think this one is enough" I giggled. Mark and I got to our room, and we sat down and talked about what was going to happen with Lynz, I was so worried for Shane and Lynz I hope they would get sorted. "I am telling you, soon Nicola will have a little brother or sister, and then we will be one crazy family" Mark grinned. I looked at him and laughed, I wanted more kids I just wanted Mark to sweat a bit.

*Shane's P.O.V*
My heart was broken into a billion bits, I knew Lynz would not give up Colin for a jerk like me. I walked myself right into a pub, I got a few drinks and got piss drunk. This was the only way that I could get my mind off of Lynz, and maybe get a bird to shag. Lynz was not going to be the only one getting some arse tonight. I sat and thought of all the times Lynz and I laughed together, and when we kissed I felt love and I so wanted to spend my life with her. Stupid...Stupid...Shane you blew it...You stupid fuck...you lost a chance to have a real love and maybe a person to share your life with. I sat there with my head down, I wished that I was dead but I had to face it I lost her forever...forever. I cried myself into a state then ordered some drinks, to cover up all my pain.

*Lynz's P.O.V*
Shit why did that have to happen, now I know Shane and me have stuff to talk about. I reached the hotel and headed to the reception but I didn’t get very far before I heard Colin “hey Baby!” I ran into his arms and gave him a kiss but something felt different. I don’t now what it was but something felt different. “So when am I going to meet everyone?” he asked, “um…tonight I think,” I replied I wasn’t too sure if I wanted him to meet everyone or not. I took his hand and led him to my room with his bag, walking up to my room I suddenly realized what was wrong. I loved Shane much more than I loved Colin. “Why don’t you unpack while I finish what I was doing before then you can meet everyone?” I suggested Colin was hesitant “um…ok but don’t be too long” he replied “I won’t” I replied as I walked away. I mead sure the room door was close before I called Krys “Hey, is Shane still there with you?” I asked “No he left Lynz what are you gonna do?” she asked “I’m gonna talk to Shane. ” I replied before I hung up. I called Shane’s mobile

Chapter Eleven

*Shane’s P.O.V*
These drinks didn’t seem to be getting me drunk, I heard my phone going off “hello” “hi Shane where are you?” came the voice I could have sworn that it was Lynz I’m in the pub next to the studio why?” I asked who ever it was “just stay there I’m coming. We need to talk.” The person replied before they hung up. I must be imagining this because I thought it was Lynz, who was on the phone, well I’ll soon see who it was as they’re coming here. I was just about to take another drink when someone stopped me. It was Lynz. “Shane we need to talk” she said “nah Lynz it’s too late for that I was too late.” I began “its never too late Shane” she replied “yes it is.” I looked at her “why did you come back her anyways Lynz? I mean we hurt each other so you….” She cut me off “no Shane your wrong. That’s exactly why I came back because I love you and I want to be with you. I know your gonna say what about Colin well in all the time I’ve been with him I’ve never felt the way I do about you.
In other words Shane it’s always been you always will be.” “Well you should have broke it off with Colin before you came here then.” I replied all the old feeling of love I had for her coming rushing back. “I know and call me selfish but I didn’t want to incase things didn’t work out with me and you, but I could never get married to Colin wondering if there still could be an us.” She replied and her eyes glazed over with tears. “Lynz of course there could still be an us.
I love you I never stopped. There’s something I need to tell you. The day you left well…I was gonna…I mean I wanted to give us a second chance I was gonna tell ya when I came off stage but you never gave me the chance you were gone before I got off.” I said tears slowly running down my cheeks. “Oh Shane” she replied as she put her hand underneath my chin and kiss me softly. “I’m sorry” she began “no don’t. Let’s just forget about all that and give us another go. What do ya say?” I asked, “I say yes. Shane I’ d love to.” She made me so happy when she said those words. I leaned over and kissed her, gently at first but then with more passion as the kiss grew.

*Lynz’s P.O.V*
I pulled back and took Shane's hand I had to get him back to my room I wanted him so badly. Shane and I got outside the door, then I stopped "Shit..." I whispered. Shane looked at me "What…what is it?" he asked. I looked into his eyes "Colin…he…he is here" I stammered. Shane held me "You want me to tell him that it is over with you two?" he asked. I shook my head yes "Shane be careful please" I begged. Shane kissed me and knocked on the door and Colin came out. "Lynz…oh who are you?" Colin asked. Shane looked at him and smiled "I'm Shane…and I just wanted to tell you that Lynz and I are back together and you are free to leave" he informed with a cheeky grin on his face. I looked at Colin " I'm sorry Colin but it is over " I whispered. Colin came out and grabbed me hard by the arm "No... You are with me! You will not lave me for this jerk who cheated on you?" he yelled. Shane pulled me away from him, swung, and hit Colin in the face. I began to scream as they fought each other , Colin and Shane threw each other down the hall, hitting, kicking, and cursing like crazy. "Stop Stop…" I yelled. Just then Bry and Nicky came out of their rooms and saw Shane and Colin, they tried to pull Shane off of Colin but that did not work. Nicky finally got a hold of Shane's shirt and pulled Nicky flew back with Shane and hit the wall. Colin went to hit Shane once more but Bry held him back "Alright…calm down mates..." he said trying not to laugh. I ran over to Shane and held him close 'Oh…Baby" I cried. I saw he had a bit of a cut on his lip and over his brow I kissed him softly, but he pulled back it hurt. "Just leave Colin…please just go,” I yelled at him. Colin pushed Bry back and left the hotel in a huff "Fine you stupid bitch…I did not want you anyway." he said. Shane tried to get up, but I held him down "Shane, stop its over you have me now and forever" I whispered to him. Bry and Nicky helped Shane up and we all went into my room "Gosh that was a wicked figh t, who won?" laughed Bry. We all looked at him and laughed "I know my baby won" I smiled at Shane. I turned to Nicky and Bry and told them to leave us alone for a while, so they did. I looked at Shane I love you with all my heart Shane, I swear I will not leave you again" I cried. He held me tightly "I love you…now can we finish what we started before I got beat up?" he smirked. I looked at Shane as if he was mad "But, aren’t you in pain?" I asked. Shane just laughed and turned me over on the bed so he was on top of me, he began to kiss me like mad "I guess you are just fine" I giggled.

*Krys's P.O.V*
Mark, Kian and I sat in my room and just watched the telly, then Nicola woke up. "Kian can you please get Nicola" I asked. Kian looked at me and smiled, he got up, got the baby, and came back. They looked so cute together "This girl may look sweet and innocent, but she is a mad women" Kian laughed. I looked at Mark and gave him a cheeky smile "Hey Kino mind taking the lass for a bit" Mark asked. Kian put Nicola down and walked to the door "No way" he said. Nicola looked at Kian "Ki...Ki...Ki…"she cried. I looked at Mark and smiled again "Awwww, Gosh how can I turn down a face like that" Kian cried. He came and picked Nicola up "Alright kido looks like it will be you and me again tonight" he smiled. Nicola just giggled and kissed Kian "Awwwwww" Mark and I said at the same time. Kian got Nicola's things and left with her, I knew he would not leave her. He loves her too much. Mark began to kiss me softly on my neck "Mark, what do you think happened to Shane and Lynz?" I asked. T hen all of the sudden I heard moaning that was coming from Lynz's room "Uhhh…Shane...Shane…Oh God" she yelled. Mark looked at me and laughed "Well…sounds like to me that they are in the process of making up".