It is hereditary so if you have it you can blam someone in your family.. well most of the time.. with me i am alone, as in its spontaneous.But still.. i am lucky becouse i so happen to have nf1
So does nf1 do?.. well mostly it makes me have these urges to hit any person over 6"3' with very small rocks.... no.. kidding.. really its not that bad of a diesase compared the debilitating ones i can think of.. mostly with Nf you get tumors the scarey thing about it they can show up anywhere your spine.. brain.. where ever, with me i have one right on my face.. of all places huh.. its the frist place where people judge you.. so of course the best place to have on right? so basicly your left with while in school people feel the need to make fun of you.. i never understood why.. what the hell purpose does it serve to mentaly harm another?.. i mean are they just asking for a boot the the head?.. luckly i was never to violent.. and why should i be.. i have a personal Jem'hadar.. my brother lol he defends me alot. but it is painful your family see nothing but beauty but the world sees... well im not sure but if i would judge the why they look at me they dont see beauty. i dont know if its called being self centered or what ever but i am sick of it.. and you mix that with another common effect of Nf which is learning disabilties what are you left with? But Ld's to me are to laugh at.. I dont know why but they started me off in a "D" leval educational system.. thinking i wasnt able to do much better or something.. but in the end i put myself in a "B" level.. even though i admit i do have a few issues learning.. but dont we all learn in a differant way anyway?? This is why i have enbraced Star Trek as much as i did.. You dont see people making in fun of each other for what they look like.. you dont see hate becouse of the outside apearance what so ever.. people judge each other based of your heart.. intergrity.. if your phaser is set on stun or kill.. kidding
so i will stop typing now and return to my fully silly self.. If you really want information about Neurofibromatosis click the link ... somewhere...