Assignment 10: The 'Permanent' Job
It was some IT company just touching Five Ways.  They were offering quite a big salary and I was lured into accepting the position by my agency.  It was truly awful.  I wanted a busy job with lots of typing, but I discovered that the boss actually did all the typing himself (never a good sign) while the girl I was replacing (who was training me for the last three days) wandered around chatting to people and filing her nails, occasionally doing a bit of admin work. 

Most of the duties involved telephone work - booking hotels, plane flights, arranging meetings - which I absolutely loathed  (the agency knew I had no aptitude for  telephone work but sent me anyway).  I hated it and felt completely out my depth.   I was too nervous to speak to anyone, and my self confidence fell to previously unknown depths. 

On the third day (when the girl was leaving), I rang my agency and told them I had a problem, I couldn’t stay there, it wasn’t the job for me.  They managed to persuade me to stick it until the end of the week.  I went back but felt oppressed, trapped, useless, pathetic.  By mid afternoon I was on the verge of tears and knew I couldn’t stay a minute longer.  I went into the boss’ office and told him I didn’t feel well, that I was going home.  I never went back.  The agency apparently got a bollicking for me walking out, but I didn’t care, life was too short to be that miserable doing a job you weren’t cut out to do.
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