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It was some IT company just touching Five Ways. They were offering quite a big salary and I was lured into accepting the position by my agency. It was truly awful. I wanted a busy job with lots of typing, but I discovered that the boss actually did all the typing himself (never a good sign) while the girl I was replacing (who was training me for the last three days) wandered around chatting to people and filing her nails, occasionally doing a bit of admin work.
Most of the duties involved telephone work - booking hotels, plane flights, arranging meetings - which I absolutely loathed (the agency knew I had no aptitude for telephone work but sent me anyway). I hated it and felt completely out my depth. I was too nervous to speak to anyone, and my self confidence fell to previously unknown depths.
On the third day (when the girl was leaving), I rang my agency and told them I had a problem, I couldn’t stay there, it wasn’t the job for me. They managed to persuade me to stick it until the end of the week. I went back but felt oppressed, trapped, useless, pathetic. By mid afternoon I was on the verge of tears and knew I couldn’t stay a minute longer. I went into the boss’ office and told him I didn’t feel well, that I was going home. I never went back. The agency apparently got a bollicking for me walking out, but I didn’t care, life was too short to be that miserable doing a job you weren’t cut out to do. |
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