Meaning
Áö(ò¤)- Meaning
ÈÆ(ý³)- brighten, enlighten
My name collectively means "you will lighten the world with your meaning, intentions."
I came to know the meaning of my name rather late, embarassing to say. THough I knew of it late I feel a certain obligation towards it, as if I reallt have some inner hidden attention. I'm not sure what it is yet, and still I'm in the process of trying to find my meaning, to brighten the world.
I can hear the sound of my innner calling, deep inside me, wanting out.
BUt for whatever reason, my mind still refuses to truly hear it. burying it in the sounds of others.
I can taste the richness of my inner calling which I still cannot identify.
Many times it comes up in my mouth but my mind still refuses to recognize it.
I can just about touch my inner calling, though it is not tangible.
A few times I may have touched it unintentionally. Then, a feeling of warmth, accomplishment surrounds me, but leaves me confused afterwards.
I can just smell my inner calling; fresh yet old. It was deep inside me all the time. making it dusty and yet it smells frech because it is all still new to me.
I can see my inner calling. at times, in a blur.
Mixed sights go past me, waiting for me to catch just one. "Choose One!" they cry out, but I can't, not just yet.