Trying to Say Good-bye
Title: Trying to Say Good-bye Rating: NC-17 Contains: slash (m/m sex), language Characters: Matt Hardy and Shannon Moore Disclaimer: Don’t own anyone. This whole story is from my sick mind and is a work of fiction. Distribution: Stefani but everyone else e-mail me first I sat looking at the words that I had just written. I told him that I was leaving on a red eyes but I knew the truth. I would come back sooner or later. But, I was leaving all the same with the same love I had for this man for some time. I feel lost though. Writing him a letter to tell him that it’s over and yet, I love him the same and need him. I look out the back window and see the swing that brought back our first time for love. It was a beautiful time for me. His timing was right and it was very special. We had been dating, Matt and I, for some time at that point. He had come over the late October first day to spend some time with me before going back on the road with the WWF and before I had to leave with Shane to go with WCW. “Shannon?” He asked as he wrapped his large arms around my neck and pulled me close to his warm body. The old wooden swing moved back and forth slowly with Matt’s leg movements. I was very close to falling asleep because of the rocking motions. “Yeah, Matt?” I whispered back as I pushed my face closer to his neck. “I love you.” I was not shocked by this. He had often said those words to me. No matter where we were, he always said I love you to me. “I love you, too Baby.” I murmured back, kissing his neck softly. “May I show you how much I love you?” He asked for the first time. This shocked me. Now, don’t get me wrong, I was not a virgin but I had never thought Matt would ask me first before even touching me. It was the sweetest thing anyone did and will ever do for me. “Please, Matthew.” I whispered. He lifted me up and walked through the house until he came to my bedroom. Gently, he laid me down on the bed, making sure I was comfortable before going on. He laid next to me, pulling me into a soft kiss. Pulling at my over sized black t-shirt, he pulled it over my head. His warm hands roamed my chest, circling my hardened nipples. “Matt...” I whispered as I pulled my swollen lips from his. Gripping his shirt top, I slowly lifted it over his dark curls. His chest was so perfect with small patches of dark hair. My fingers ran over the patches, coming to his pink nipples. I let my fingers circle the buds until they were hard peeks. I could not stop myself from lowering my head and taking one of those beautiful peeks into my mouth. I gently bit and nipped at the bud, licking the tasty treat. He was very delicious. “Shannon...” He whimpered at me. Pulling my head back up, we locked lips again, sucking and pulling at the swollen lips. We slowly pulled our jeans off, taking our underwear with the harsh blue jeans. With our lips still locked in a passionate kiss, we pulled our bodies close together. Our tongues roamed around in our mouths, searching for that wonderful taste that would last a life time. Pulling away, Matt licked at my nipples quickly before gently pushing me on my back. He licked down to my belly button, pushing my legs apart so he could fit. “Feels so good.” I whispered. “It’ll get better, baby.” He murmured heatedly before kissed the top of my erection softly. I groaned and my hips jerked upward to his wonderful mouth. He took the hint and lowered his mouth slowly over my cock, taking in a little at a time. His hands roamed up to my nipples, pulling them gently to the soft suction of his mouth. “Damn.” I groaned as he took all of me in. He head began to bob slowly, sucking softly as it went. I groaned and moaned for him to go faster, wanting to cum so bad now. My fingers glided through his beautiful curls, holding his mouth where I wanted it. His suckling became harder and faster, coaxing my hips to jerk toward his mouth slowly. “Matt, stop baby.” I whimpered as I came close to losing it. He mouthed his mouth from my cock with a loud pop. I groaned and pulled his mouth to mine. I licked his bottom lip before stabbing my tongue into drink from him. I pulled back from him and looked into his eyes. “Shannon, have you ever topped before?” He asked me. Again, I was shocked. “No.” I answered. “Do you want to top?” He asked as he kissed lazily around my neck. “You’d let me?” I asked with a whimper. “Yep.” He answered before gently biting my neck. I gently pushed him around until he was on all four. Pulling a bottle of cherry flavored lube from my night stand, I pushed my blonde/black hair out of my eyes so I could see. His ass was pushed out toward me with his legs spread wide. I popped the top and let the sweetly sticky stuff fall down his crack until it hit his tiny whole. “Oh God.” Matt groaned as he shook his head. Letting some of the lube cover my hands, I threw the bottle over my right shoulder. I coated my cock, groaning at how warm and wet the lube was. It was very different having it on my cock and not my ass. “Please, hurry Shannon.” Matt groaned back at me. I nodded and slid a finger into his tight hole. He moaned and bounced back, helping me loosen him up. I working him farther by pushing another finger in him. I scissors my fingers quickly as I pushed them in and out of him quickly. “Damn it, Shannon.” Matt growled at me. “I’m loosened up. Please get in me.” I pulled my fingers from him with a wet pop. Getting up on my knees, I guided my cock into his tight, round hole. I groaned as I sank all the way in, thinking I would cum there. I gave Matt a few moments to adjust to me before slowly pumping into him. “Yes...” I moaned as I threw my blond/black hair back. Holding on to his hips, I bounced faster into him, needing him to cum with me. I quickly angled myself so I could hit his spot, which I quickly found. I hit the soft mass over and over, wanting him to cum quickly. “I’m cumming.” Matt moaned as his seed shot all over my bed. His muscles tightened around my cock and I came right after him, moaning and saying his name like a witched spell. Pulling from him slowly, my limp cock dripped a little, but I was happy all the same. I laid down limply next to him, wrapping my arms around his neck. “I love you, Shannon.” Matt whispered as he kissed my lips softly. “I love you too, Matt.” I whispered back as we fell into a lovers nap. After that day, I was in love with Matt much more. I still am, but...what am I doing? I ask myself as I look at that letter in my hand again. “Just because I don’t get any on air time doesn’t mean anything.” I whispered as I balled the letter up and threw it into the trash. “I can’t be jealous over Matt’s air time. Damn you Shannon!” I grabbed my coat off the back of the kitchen chair and ran from the house in search of Matt. I needed Matt and loved him. How could I let jealousy do this? Almost make me break up with the one person I love the most?
