| Title: Thunder Realization Summery: AU fic. Buffy and Angel are both freshmen at UCSunnydale and end up being roomates, and Buffy's afraid of thunder. AN: This is just a wim thing, so just bare with me because it's not really supposed to make sense. Just a denial fic. Rating: NC-17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Hey, Will. You are so the person I needed to see right now." Buffy greeted her friend, walking across the campus on her first day. Oreintation made it sound so easy, but this college deal was tough. "I just got my student card. What's your look like?" she asked, holding out her card. "I haven't gotten it yet." Buffy admitted. "Did you go early?" "Yeah. The lines are probably really long now." Willow said regretfully. Buffy shrugged. "Oh well." "Oh, boyfriend!" Willow exclaimed when she saw Oz. "It's my on campus boyfriend." They kissed. "Oh, damn, I forgot to pick mine up. Lines pretty long there too, huh?" her joke fell on deaf ears. "Okay. I'm Whitesman Hall bound." Buffy said. "Did you hear the gossip?" Willow asked Buffy, who shook her head. "Well, there was a glitch in the system and there's one boy/girl pairing for the dorm rooms. And it's in her dorm." Willow told her friend. "With my luck he'll be paired with me. And he'll be a dork. I'm a dork magnet." she stated her fate. Willow and Oz did say anything, knowing Buffy's history in dating, and it was true. First there was Scott, the Parker, then that oaf Riley. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When Buffy walked in her dorm it looked like someone had been there but left before unpacking. She shrugged then moved to her bed. "Are you lost?" said a guy. Buffy jumped and spun around. She came face to face with the most gorgeous guy she had ever laid eyes on. "What?" he asked. She realized she had been staring. "Oh, um. Well it looks like the famous boy/girl dorm pairing thing happened here." She held out her hand. "I'm Buffy." He took it, ignoring the urge to used the contact to pull her against him, and said, "Angel." introduced himself. They held hands for another beat, then she moved away and lifted her suitcase onto her bed. "Don't exactly travel light." he noticed the five other suitcases by her bed. "I didn't want to leave anything behind. It would just get packed away into boxes anyway." she told him. She felt really comfortable around him, and really attracted to him. How was she going to get through the year with a gorgeous guy sleeping in the same room as her every night. "I just brought clothes today. My other things get here tomorrow." he said. Wow, this girl was beautiful. And she's a blond, could this be set up any more perfectly? He pondered to himself how he was going to get her into bed, thinking it wouldn't be too hard considering the circumstances. "cool, you got that student mailing thing. Where are you from?" she asked. "LA. I moved here over the summer. but it's okay because some of my friends are going here. So this year won't be a total bust." he said. She smiled, happy for him. Then she started hanging stuff up. He took the chance to check her out. Nice legs, gorgeous ass, petit, and a very pretty face. could this be any more perfect? he asked himself in his head. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Week Later: Over the first week of college Buffy and Angel had developed a tight friendship. Her friends were constantly about how she and Angel were attached at the hip and how they were heading for something other than just friends, and how they make googily eyes at each other, and cuddled and acted like they were involved, but they never went too far as kissing. To them they were just really, really close friends. But one night, everything changed. A loud crack of thunder echoed in the room. Buffy bolted awake at the sound of it and started to shake. She brought her knees up to her chest and closed to her eyes. There was another loud banging rumble, she jumped held her hands to her ears. Why did it have to storm? She really needed to get some sleep for her dayoff with her friends tomorrow. After a beat another thunder clap sounded followed by a bright flash of lightening. She squeeked in surprise. then she looked over in the next bed and a thought crept into her head. She always felt safe in his arms. They had slept in the same bed before. When thunder cracked again the decision was made for her. She jumped out of her bed and crossed the space between her and Angel's beds. He was laying on his side facing her, so she lifted the quilt and one of his strong arms then slipped into his bed, wrapping the arm around herself and curling up against his hard sculpted chest. As another thunder clap rang, Buffy jumped and burrowed deeper into his arms. This woke Angel up. The first thing he noticed was that Buffy was in his bed and the second thing was that she was shaking. "Buffy?" he called to her. She lifted her head and looked up at him. He smiled down at her. "Are you afraid of thunder?" he asked. "No." she answered, then thunder sounded again and she jumped and shook harder. He chuckled. "It's not funny." she scolded. Then thunder boomed again, louder this time, and she let out a little scream. "Shh. It's just thunder. It can't hurt you." he assured her, tightening his arms around her, sensing her need for comfort. "I know, it's just, I don't like it's loud sound." she said, her voice shook with her body. He knew what she was going through, his sister was afraid of thunder too, but she just faced her fear and it went away. It was obvious that he was not going to get this girl to face her fear yet. "Just try and forget about it." he said. Thunder sounded again and she clutched his shoulder and squeaked. "I can't, it's scary." she said in a little girl voice. He craddled her chin in his fingers and lifted her head to face him. She stared into his eyes. Then he leaned in and their lips touched. Outside another thunder clap boomed, but buffy never heard it. They parted. "Sorry." he mummbled. Buffy felt dizzy. All the thing she was feeling toward him came crashing and she realized now how much in love with him she was. "It's okay." she told him. Then she held his cheek and leaned up, pressing her lips to his. He immediately responded, pressing her into the mattress. She sighed and ran her hands through her hands over his shoulders and into his hair. He ran his tongue over her teeth demanding entrance into her mouth. She opened for him and their tongues came into play. She moaned as his free hand started to caress her body, everywhere, down her sides then up to cup her breast, kneading it gently. Angel was in heaven, touching this woman the way he was now was something he only dreamed he would do. He always thought she was only interested in a friendship with him. But as they lay there on his bed, making out he had a feeling they were going to do more than just make out tonight. They broke their kiss because of their need for oxygen. Buffy's heart thundered as his kissed trailed along her jawbone and down her neck. She felt his hands at the hem of her t-shirt. He pulled away from her neck and looked into her eyes, asking her permission to procede. This was it, she had to make that decision, what was it gonna be? She nodded. He kissed her briefly then pulled away and tugged her shirt up and over her head and off, she raised her arms to aid him. He was instantly hard when he noticed she wasn't wearing a bra. She smirked at him, before he dove and captured one of her nippled in his mouth and laved it gently. She moaned his name and arched into his mouth. She couldn't believe this was happening. This was her first time, though, and he didn't know that. When he swapped breasts, it was getting really difficult to think. She figured she could tell him latter. She burried her fingers in his hair again and held him in place. He moved away long enough to disposed of his t-shirt, then he was back in his previous postition, but this time he nestled himself between her thighs, and he was moving lower. He kissed a trail down her torso and down her stomach, dipping his tongue into her belly button. Then taking hold of the waist of her shorts and tugging them down along with her panties. Buffy was caught in a haze of passion, she never even noticed she was completely naked now before him, until she felt his tongue touch her intimate lips. She gasped loudly in pleasure. She felt his tongue probe her before slipping inside her. She jumped clutched the sheets. He noticed this and knew why. He moved up her body kissed her deeply. Then broke away. "Angel, I'm a-" he cut her off by kissing her again. "Yeah, I know. Are you okay with this, do you want to stop?" he asked her. She felt how hard he was against her hip and saw how much love and want was in his eyes, how could she say stop. Besides if she didn't do this with him now, she'd be a virgin for the rest of her life. "No. But just... can we go slow this time?" she asked. He held her face then bend his head and kissed her. "I love you." he said. Buffy's couldn't stop her eyes filling with tears. "I love you too, Angel." she said back. She smiled up at him, then she took his hand and press it to her breast. "Make love to me." she said softly. She used her hands to reach down to push his sweatpants down. He helped her and soon he was as bare as she was. She couldn't help the little pang of fear that crept into her when she caught sight of his erection. It was huge, or maybe it was the light or something, but there was so way he's be able to fit it inside her. He was once again nestled between her legs and his manhood was resting right at her entrance, ready to be pushed inside. "this might hurt a little, baby." he told her. "I'm okay." she said. She took a deep breath and he flexed his lower body and pushed a little bit inside her. She winced slightly as he pushed into her inch by inch. It felt weird, uncomfortable. She wasn't prepared for the sharp pain as he encountered the blockage of her virginity. He stopped moving. she gripped his shoulders harder and nodded her head to tell him she was still okay. Then he surged forward breaking through her hymen and burrying himself all the way inside her. She cryed out at the sharp pain ripping through her lower body. She felt tears in her eyes and she pressed her face against his shoulder. She shifted and dug her small nails into his shoulder, making half moom marks. Then as soon as it had started, it left. And a hot sensation of pleasure seeped through her, setting her nerves on fire. She released her nails from his shoulders and ran her hands down to his biceps, just enjoying the sensation. When she dropped her head back in the pillow and smiled up at him. He took it as a sign she was okay. He flexed his hips and withdrew until he was almost all the way out, then eased himself back inside her too the hilt. She moaned and arched into him and wrapped her legs around his waist. Then he did it again and she though she would die from the pleasure this brought her. Soon she was bucking her hips to meet his half way and their pace speeded up. She felt dizzy, like the world was turning off it's axis and spinning out of control. With each thrust brought her closer to orgasm. Her eyes snapped open when the first wave of her orgasm hit her with such force it near made her pass out. At the feeling of her vaginal walls rippling around him, his orgasm hit him soon after hers. He came with her name on his lips and he shot his seed deep inside her. Then collapsed on top of her, his face burried in the crook of her neck. They lay there catching their breath and slowing their heartbeats. Then Angel rolled over, pulling her with him so she was sprawled on his chest. He pulled the covers over them and they slept. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Buffy practically skipped into her last class of the day. She spotted Willow and sat in the seat next to her, she was smiling like a fool. "Who gave you a happy pill today?" Willow asked. Buffy blushed. "Okay, who did you meet?" "No one." Buffy insisted. "It's Angel." she said. Willow's jaw dropped. "You mean to tell me that you two finally admitted attraction. I think we need to throw a party." Willow teased. "I guess you could say we admitted it." Buffy smiled secretively. "What do you mean?" Willow asked. "I'll tell you after class." Buffy told her friend as the proffesser started the class. Willow didn't give up. "I'm not telling you in the middle of class." Willow huffed and crossed her arms in mock anger. Buffy rolled her eyes. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- At the end of class Buffy and Willow walked out to the field to talk. "So spill. What happened last night?" Willow asked excitedly. Buffy grinned and blushed. "We, um... we..." Willow's mouth opened in a perfect o. "You two... made love?" Willow asked. Buffy nodded slightly. "Wow. I was expecting kissing, but not that." she said thoroughly surprised. "How did that happen?" "Well, there was a storm last night and I moved to his bed because you know how I feel about thunder." Willow nodded. "Anyway, he held me, then we started kissing, then making out, then it sort of just happened... And it was nice." She said with a small grin. "Nice?" Willow questioned raising an eyebrow. "Ok, it was incredible." Buffy corrected herself. "So, you two are an actual couple now." Willow stated. Buffy shrugged. "I guess. We made love this morning too. and we were basically dating before, so now it'll be better because there'll be barriers." Buffy said happily. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When Buffy get back to her dorm room, she gasped in surprise. there was the most beautiful bouquet of red roses on her nightstand. She smiled and moved over to it. She picked up the card and read it. Buffy, I love you. Angel Buffy's smile broadened then turned around to see Angel standing behind her. "I love you too." she said. He returned her smile and leaned in for a kiss. It deepened really quickly and they fell onto her bed. For Buffy life couldn't get better. For Angel he couldn't believe he finally found the one. The End |