| Journal & Book of Shadows Years from now I’ll look back and remember today as the day I met him. I’ll look back and remember the exact moment my life began to include him. I will remember it forever. I am not psychic. Life is packed with weird little coincidences. I’ll just keep telling myself that until I believe it. I can’t stop thinking about Practical Magick and the strange mixture of fear and familiarity I felt there. Why did the names of the esbats and festivals feel like deeply buried memories? I never gave much thought to the possibility of past lives, but now, who knows? Am I losing my mind? I’m changing, changing inside. My mind is expanding. I’m seeing in color now instead of black and white. My universe is moving outward at the speed of light. I’m scared. I don’t understand my mother at all. It’s not as if I’ve done something wrong. I hope she calms down. She has to, she just has to. October. I’ve put away my old journal. This is my first entry into my Book of Shadows. I don’t know if I’m doing it right. I’ve never seen another BOS. But I wanted to document my coming alive, this autumn, this year. I’m coming alive as a witch, and it’s the happiest and the scariest thing I’ve ever done. Tonight I’m going to a circle, and nothing can stop me. I’m going to declare my self to be a student of Cal’s coven. I know my life will change tonight. I sense it in every sight and sound. |
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