Wednesday. Today sucked. I feel like I have the flu, but nothing I take makes any difference. I’ve tried every kind of sinus medicine I could find –nothing touches how I feel. Mom has noticed how yucky I look, even for me, and keeps feeling my forehead. But I have no fever. Just this horrible, ill feeling that seems to be eating at me from inside out. I’m so tired of feeling this way –I keep bursting into tears. Our situation is so dire that I can’t even fully wrap my head around it. I’m trying to go to school, to eat dinner with my family, to go on as normal, and all the time I’m trying not to think about the fact that I and everyone I love might be dead in a week.
In terms of my studies, I worked on some of the correspondences that Bethany assigned. I’m studying the different structures of crystals and how their individual molecular patterns can aid or deter their powers when used in actual spells. I like this kind of stuff. It’s sciency. I’m just finding it hard to think. |
