final pain

surrounded by these hollow walls
i find there's nothing here at all
i sense a doubt inside my mind
i wonder what my lies must hide
i'm thinking of when i shall leave
a time when i'll no longer breathe
as darkness falls inside my room
i focus my mind, i shall leave soon

i turn around and look for a sign
there is no sound in this room of mine
and all the thoughts have made me cry
i shouldn't think of a life gone by
feelings left i can't describe
only the thought of fear denies
fear that's buried deep inside
final pain, i shall not hide