Never Asked

Never Asked


I wish she were here with a mouthful of sweet pear
laughing
she liked to go barefoot
I laughed at her funky feet
skipping and trampling
she held my hand as she held her breath
I hold it out but she is not there
she never knew that I cried
and she would always wear red
and sometimes purple and occasionally green
never yellow or plaid or striped or black and
I never knew why she wore red
because I never asked
she would dance and cry on Tuesdays
she never liked roses either
but tulips and wildflowers cooled and melted
her trembling sobs into smiles
it hurt to be her
and it hurt to pretend
I never asked her not to cry

© 1998, TJ

I know TJ will forgive me for my poetic license in this piece. When he sent it to me, some of the returns were in the wrong place, it seemed. TJ, come and give me hell if it is too wrong.

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