25 December 97
Thoughts beating against my skull like a thousand birds straining to flight, fluttering madly to escape the narrow confines of this small and feeble mind. Turn not a phrase, but thought follows to wreck its vengence 'gainst a sullied, vague, structure. Capture these frantic creatures with trembling hands that fervently wish more than they might obtain. Seeking each feathered sonnet, lit with brilliant verse and intelligent voice, I stumble along ~~ ever yearning. And, in night, stilled and quiet, I hear their plaintive songs eloquent with the longing inherent to my restless soul that speaks of learned trappings that do not impart freedom. Thumping, thumping, in my breast, these angry wings that beat my heart bruised, seeking that which they cannot obtain here in the limited scope of this narrow and vague mind ~~ intellect tempered with reason, reasonably.
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