Stretch These Wings

Admiring her ring,
I feel the pull of those chains,
yet know that my destiny has not yet arrived.
I do not see the traditional marital bonds
upon my finger,
rather, I see a different partnership.
I see growth, respect and, strangely,
hiking,
as the future for me.
All the marriages I see become
stifled by the day-to-day dealings of money,
strangled by the little problems that children bring,
and murdered by the deterioratation of respect.
That is no life for me.
I need some partnership where my confrontational manner
sparks debate, rather than anger;
where my intensity is cherished,
rather than cursed;
and where my indivuality florishes
rather than being subdued by insecurity.
I yearn to find a man that reaches,
rather than remotes his way through life;
a man that teaches others,
rather than leeching all thought
from satalite feeds and sitcom philosohy;
and a man that is strong in his laughter and affection,
rather than high in his peers' approval.
I shall not rest here upon my insecurities,
drowned by the critics that jeer,
but shall strike out, alone,
to build a better person
from the ashes of the past,
and stretch these wings
which have been still too long.